Chapter 1
ANGEL
Hey I’m Ariana Rosaline. Living in my best life they feel, sweet melodies it seems, little did they know what it takes to be happy even though just from outside but can’t blame them they feel what they see, although it’s better this way because pity is what I hate to see!
After completing my whole household work, I will escape from this world, in my own world where I don’t feel struggle, where I just live peacefully!! Dad!! I done all the work and the food is ready you can eat whenever you feel like ...I said to my father.
He is my stepfather, my real father left us when I was in mother’s belly, why? He isn’t ready for the child! for Me!
My parents fell in love when they were in college just one sight is enough for my father to fall in love with my mother, he did everything to get her even though she’s in her first year of college and he is senior OfCourse she left the study for him, after completing the college my father gets, he’s dream job because he is the only student who get the top position in Human Science so he gets the job easily the job where he can research things he’s been waiting for!!
So, my mother decides to leave her dreams aside and followed his, little did she know she’s commenting the biggest mistake of her life by leaving her studies!!
After getting married they both shifted in United States from Italy. where he left his two months pregnant love to face this world, alone!
She started working in nearby cafe where she met my father ‘stepfather.’
They both fell in love with each other, she again trusts him with her life (with me) and got married after I born.
But guess what he isn’t ready for the child specially from someone else to take care of ...but he knows he can’t just refuse to take the child because my mother loved me dearly and he loved her dearly. Jealousy was the thing he felt from me because the attention he’s seeking is diverted to the newly born child and that’s where hate took part in my life for the rest of my life!
Come to me first He shouted back at me from the living room.
Terrifying from what will happen next, I slowly went to him...
Touching my back, he said let me have you first.
I can feel his hands going down in my back anxiety start hitting me, I start shivering at the thought, I know what he will do next, but before he can pull me close, we heard the sound of Angel mother footsteps ...
He pushed me towards the wall to maintain his distance.
I can only thank my lucky stars today that I don’t t have to endure another assault, although it’s been thirteen years I’m living with this shit, I tried so hard to stop this, to run, to tell my mother but always ended up in worst situation So now ... I accepted this as my faith for my mother’s safety and happiness, I don’t want her to get in bad situation because of me she already been through a lot because of me, I hate it sometimes that I can’t do anything, I can’t help it but endure it.
As soon as my mother enter in the living room, I greet her with smile and left for my world.
as I came out of the door I start running, running like there’s no end, running towards my peace. In the garden!
This garden is my escape point since I was six, I came here and sit for hours and hours and do in what I feel good Singing.
This is my world, world where I pour my heart out in writing songs and sing my heart out, the only happiness in my life The only world I want to live in, but I couldn’t!!
Every Cinderella has to go back in real world after a time so do I....
Today I will only try to make tune singing for my new lyrics, my best friend more like a brother wants me to show him my new song and tune. he is in a boy band.
He sometimes takes my songs or better to say purchase my lyrics for his group and pay me a lot of money more than I can think of when I say a lot, I mean thousand million Yes, I know it’s a lot but no use for me I can’t use them anywhere because if I do, I had to answer my father Which will lead me in worst.
So, it’s better to put them in my account and wait for them to grow in billions one day.
Maybe just maybe one day I could buy my freedom from this money.
no matter how many times I refuse to take his money he ended up on convenience me to take the money for my work because it my own money.
But I wish I could use this money in future.
