Broken

*WARNING* I CAN'T SAY IT FOR EVERY CHAPTER, BUT THIS BOOK HAS A LOT OF SCENES THAT MAY BE A TRIGGER FOR SOME PEOPLE.

So I guess I should start from the beginning... when I was around three my dad's parents went out of town with us, my mom, and both my grandmas (both my parents mom's) went on a shopping trip, they left us at the hotel, my dad went to his room to watch tv and my dad's dad was babysitting us, as the youngest of us kids I was kinda smart you know... well my grandpa was tickling my sister and he was going further up her legs... I knew it was wrong and I instantly tensed and got scared, I didn't know what he was doing or planning on doing but I wasn't just gonna sit still, my sister was about five around the time, anyways we all scrambled away from him I smartly ran for the door, of course I was scared, I didn't know what was really going on. I saw my brother run to the bathroom and my sister followed him, I knew I was safe at the door to go out of there, I wondered why they didn't just follow me... to this day I still don't know why. His attention turned to me and he glared at me "Come here." I could tell he was done with all pretenses of being nice and it scared me even more I slowly shake my head and back up some more, grabbing the door knob I escape into the humid air and look up at the beautiful, almost cloudless, blue sky, it look so perfect, my attention jerked back to the door as he opened it and I stepped backwards until my back touched the railing, I assumed we were on the second floor, it wasn't an indoor hotel, these doors opened up to the outside and in the center of the squre was a deep pool, the pool was empty though, some guy was cleaning it with a long brush on what looked like a broomstick, nobody else was out there and nobody questioned me. "If you tell anyone anything I will kill you, I'll kill your family and make you watch..." his voice seemed to fade off as he was talking about what he'd do to all the girls who were on this trip's bodies. I shivered and sat silently, it wasn't until he slammed the door shut and locked it did a tear slide down my cheek, I sat and watched the guy cleaning the pool unsure of what to do, I remembered my parents room number and walked to it, my dad gave me an annoyed look "What do you want?! What's wrong with you?" His tone suggested that he didn't actually give a fuck that I was crying so I used the only escuse that I had "My leg hurts," I was afraid and wondered if my mom was ok, she was always there for me and loved me, she always apologized after she yelled at me, and she'd hug me and everything was ok again, I could honestly say I was a good kid, I never intentionally got into trouble and I always told on my siblings when they did wrong "Where's mama?" He barely glanced at me as his gaze went back to the tv "She's out shopping, you already know that, just wait until she gets back then you can get some medicine." He growled at me, sadness filled me he didn't even realize that there was no reason for my leg to hurt since it wasn't raining and it wasn't about to rain, I wondered if he simply just couldn't tell that something was wrong, but I couldn't say anything because I feared for my family.

It felt like hours had gone by before mom came back, I had tried to forget and get my mind off his threats but sadness still filled me, when they wanted me to go back to that room I clung to my mom's arm and cried not wanting to let her go, I was so scared to let her out of my site, I hated him beyond what anyone could imagine, I still remember his creepy smile, his gray, balding hair, the gray t-shirt that stretched over his fat belly, his dark, blue jean pants and his brown boots. I wasn't getting anywhere near him, especially alone. I was happy when the trip was over and we got back home, my parents assumed I just fidn't like going on trips... but that wasn't the reason, they did eventually find out because they realized something was still wrong when us kids were still acting weird, we fearfully told them, when I got older I realized he had messed woth my cousins too, except they didn't escape like we did, he raped them all, I found out he had raped his own daughters too when I was almost a teenager because my dad told me so.