scales
we all want to be someone
we aren’t
someone we think
people will love to see
but i didn’t think
you’d hide from me
all these months
i thought i knew
every little thing
about you
but now i have no clue
what goes on in your mind
you always make
excuses and lies
to cover up your tears
and your anger
towards me
and everyone else
i’m sorry for my expectations
i know i’m not any
better than your own parents
i’m just another soul to satisfy
yes, the more time passes by
the more i realize
you never really get mad at me
no matter what i do
switching off your emotions
when you cannot take them
i’m a part of the problem
i know
so clingy and needy
for your reassurance
always insecure
always asking for more
you just want to be left alone
don’t you?
want to be high up in the clouds
by yourself
don’t you?
it hurts ’cause
i want to be up there with you
want to hold hands with you
want you to cry on me
but i can’t make you do that
it’s selfish of me
at the end of the day
i’m only thinking ’bout what i need
so i’m so sorry
i know it’s hard to be with me
