The Gift

I didn’t mean for it to go this far, as first kills go i started out fairly bland i think. A little knife play that went too far, him deep inside of me and my knife deep inside of him. I’ve always felt i was floating on the edge of what’s socially acceptable and what isn’t but in the heat of the moment I just didn’t care. The burning deep in my stomach, which at first I mistook for him, wouldn’t go away. The passion rising and edging closer and closer as he held the knife at my neck. Just a bit of role play really, nothing i hadn’t done many times, but this time I needed more. So i took more, I took everything. Each thrust of his hips and primal moan oozing from his lips loosened his grip on the knife, and right as I felt his cock start the throb and the warmth of the cum starting to coat my insides, his grip faltered. I knew i was right there too, so close to cumming along with him and I refused to let it go. By the second spasm of release his cock produced I grabbed hold of the blade, as he was groaning in pleasure I pushed the blade up and into his chest and pulled him deeper inside of me with everything i had, legs wrapped around him holding that last thrust of his cock as deep as it could go. And then it happened, I felt it rising up quicker than i’ve ever experienced and harder than i’ve ever imagined. My body shook, my throat let out a sound i didn’t know it was capable of, and the dam burst with the ferocity of a what felt like a hundred fire hydrants. I have squirted before, but not like this. It was psychedelic, for just a brief moment I felt like I saw what life is meant to be. Then i experienced a peace i had never dreamed of being possible previously, as he lay on top and in me for what felt like only a moment but must have been quite a few minutes I realized the sheets were growing wetter by the second. I opened my eyes to sight of my hands still clutched around the handle of the knife and his blood pouring out and on my chest. I tried to wake him, i tried to get him to open his eyes but there was nothing there, he was gone.

That has led me here, sitting at a bar on the hunt. I tried to go back to normal life, i did try. But the lust was all consuming, eventually I realized going back to normal was never going to happen. I knew i got lucky though, I hadjust met my first and no one knew we were together. If i was going to go down this path i had to be smart, i had to be meticulous in ever detail. Whatever i had to do to feel THAT again.