Chapter 1
EMIRA
I remember that day like it was yesterday. The day i left my entire life behind in New York.
What the hell do you mean by we are breaking up i love you em tell me what this us about so we can fix this Nathan said as he paced the floors of my living room. There is nothing to say Nate please i love you but i have to go i have been waiting for this opportunity I said as I took my bags and boarded the Taxi taking me straight to the airport for my flight without looking back.
That was two years ago I started dating Nathan when I was 16, he was four years my senior but I didn't care because he took care of me when I had nobody. We are lightly involved in the BDSM scene so he was my everything but I had to come head my aunt's company here in Europe leaving him behind in the process. But now I'm back.
Landing at the airport I take a taxi to my house my aunt died a month ago so i inherited her house. On my way to the house I passed Nathans house but it seems he no longer lives there it seems deserted I can't wait to see him after so long. Arriving at my house I went inside cleared the place arranged my closet and tried to do some cleaning but I don't know if it's being back here but I can't stop thinking about him Nathan, I hope he forgives me.
Walking out of the house I went straight the orphanage I grew up before my aunt found me.
" Miss Anna" I shouted as I arrived at the orphanage to see the nun that took care of me all those years ago drying the children's clothes in the yard.
"Ohhh Emira dear it's been so long how are you, I haven't seen you in like two years after you left" She said.
" I'm fine I went abroad for business I just came back today but I was bored at home so I decided to stop by" I replied .
" Ohh come in come in the children will be so excited to see you" .
I smiled as I followed her inside it was quiet which means the kids must be having their classes .
As we chatted, I felt the urge to know about Nathan so I decided to ask her .
"Umm Anna how has Nate been does he still live down the road"
"Ohhh Nathan no dear after you Left, the boy was devastated he didn't even come by to visit although about a year ago he started dating a cute boy Raphael, he's such a darling they sometimes stop by and he bought a condo so he's doing well I guess" she said .
"Ccck that was actually the sound of my heart breakiI was torn between feelings of guilt heartbreak and jealousy. Although Nathan has always been bisexual i never thought I'll see the day he gets together with a guy because I thought we were it .
We chatted some more I greeted the teachers and the kids showering them with gifts and chocolate I was Fairly happy but as I sat in the taxi later that evening on my way home I couldn't help but feel devastated even if there is no hope for me and Nathan I wish I could at least see him to apologise and explain myself.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
