Chapter 1
HAZEL’S POV
Dear diary,
Last night I brought home the guy who was giving me fuck me eyes. Uhm there were many but you know who I mean, right?
As You know I never lie to you about the dicks I have experienced but trust me I am tiny bit embarrassed that I choose a looser among those many hot and potentially talented men. His dick game was flop - FLOP. So you would understand why I am writing aggressively on you, sorry if it hurts but hey you ain’t even a living thing lol! Hope I don’t look as hungover as I am because my brother would be mad if I welcome him like this. Anyhow you may ask me then why I choose to spend the night with the blue eyed blond guy. Ugh no, not because he had blue eyes…. Okay! Just because he had blue eyes, like exactly those two pair of eyes which have been long since I saw them and then watching lust in them made me think with my pussy instead of my brain. Uhm the choices I regret list have been increasing day by day and I don’t know how long it would take me to leave the trouble out of my pockets, specially when today I will be finally returning to my home after a whole eleven years staying in different country which unknowingly became my home.
“What are you writing?”, someone whispered in my ear and I yelped in surprise holding my hand on my chest while I closed my journal immediately.
“What the actual fuck?!”, I cursed as I took a breathe of relief seeing my roommate aka my best friend shifa. Shifa Malik is a beautiful Afghani woman of my age, though staying with her in the hostel dorm was pretty tough we became friends to best friends with time. Whoever said we vibe with people alike us is wrong, fuck if anything about shifa and me is alike. She is definition of modesty then I am definition of hoe.
Ahem, enough with self appreciation lines.
“Tell me, what were you writing in your adventure journal?”, shifa asked with a teasing smirk on her face and I cleared my throat trying to hide the fact I am so mad because of last night. “Just something I always do, wonderful, mind blowing sex”, I lied through my teeth and she rolled her eyes chuckling.
“By the way, your brother is waiting for you”, she said as she waved her hand leaving me alone in my room. I signed heavily seeing her walk away without asking details and don’t ask me how thankful I am for.
Keeping my journal in a velvet book bag which shifa gave me as my birthday gift I put that in my tote and put my pink sunglasses on and walked out of my room dragging my suitcases behind me.
As soon as I saw my brother, I smiled. “Pumpkin!”, he yelled as he saw me walking towards him. Leaving the bags behind I ran into his arms and he swung me around. “Shit, you are heavy”, he groaned making me roll my eyes. Chuckling I got down off him and punched in his stomach and he coughed faking to be hurt when we both know he isn’t.
“Ready to go back to home?”, he asked as I secured the seatbelt after sitting comfortably in the car. “Debatable, if I have to live with them, then no, am not ready to go back to home”, I answered honestly and there was two minutes of deadly silence between us and the next thing the purr of the engine echoed.
We both know that this will be sensitive topic we would ever talk. The presence of our parents in our life wasn’t something we are happy about but again we couldn’t imagine our lives without them. If I even have to write a letter to thank them it would be only for financial support, nothing more. Henry on the other side loves them little more, of course he would because he wasn’t the one who was forced to study business and get trained to be the next heir of Lopez industries. He was allowed to do what he loves, since his childhood. He got to stay at home while I was sent to boarding school. He was allowed to pursue cooking which is his passion while I wasn’t even allowed to buy the clothes I like. This rule, that rule eventually broke me so much that I broke every fucking rule later on in my life.
I glanced down at my palms. Then admired my black painted nails. They are beautiful and I wonder how pissed my mom would be when she see black nail polish on them instead of neat French manicured nails. Then I straightened out my baby pink skirt which I paired with black crop top. I look like a total disappointment when she would be expecting me to look like next CEO of Lopez industries. “Haze…”, my brother’s voice slowly perked up in my ears and I turned my head to see him looking at me in pity. Is it this obvious?
“I know you are angry because mom, dad asked you to return back to home and study in the de Luca university but trust me it is a good university and however you were going to return back to home after your graduation what’s wrong with getting back to home few years early?”, he asked and I frowned shaking my head.
“You wouldn’t understand henry, specially when you get to do as you wish but me?! Well I think I am nothing but just a robot who needs to do anything our parents say as if I was technically designed for it”, I complain with a huff folding my hands on my chest.
“It’s about change that’s happening when I don’t want”, I declare and he clear his throat as he tells.
“Why do you hate changes like this?! Some changes could be for your good and you never know because you are not in the position you would be if that change happened and the good things it bring with it”.
“Not every change is good henry specially when if you don’t want it and right now I don’t want to meet or see our parents”, I grunt and the car stopped at the airport.
“If you say so, haze and before you get into that flight mom asked me to tell you that you can stay with me in my villa, you don’t actually have to stay with them or meet them”, he said and I froze. Giving him a serious look as I looked straight into his eyes I asked, “Is it true?”.
“Yes, it is”, he said without hesitation and a smile broke on my face. At least I don’t have to meet mom and dad and tell them that I am not that hazel they want me to be but someone they would be ashamed of.
“But you have one condition”, henry said and I blinked at him nodding my head. At this rate I am going to agree with anything he says when he is letting me to stay in his villa.
“You have to stay away from my friends”, he said and I smirked feigning innocence. I would never date any guy but henry thinking I would fall for someone from his friend circle is funny. He should just hope I don’t break his friend's hearts with my heartless behaviour.
“Specially from De Luca brothers, they are biggest fuckboys and I don’t want my little sister hurt in anyway”, hearing him I wanted to laugh, fuck, I almost did but again I contained myself in front of him.
Pressing my lips together I nodded my head and smiled widely. “I will stay away from them, promise and thank you for letting me stay at your place”. Saying that brought goosebumps on my neck a shiver ran down my spine. The lust I have for them just watching them on my brother’s Instagram account was so strong that there are days I have taken care of myself thinking how good they would feel. They both would feel. And this is something I have never felt with someone else and I would be damned if I break this promise and follow my sinful thoughts about my brother’s best friends. But Little did I know I will be breaking this promise so soon.
