Chapter 1
It all started with a crush in the 4th grade and i was in love with this boy his name was Achilles i know it sounds like a Greek God and i was acully felt like i had a good connection with him our families were really close so i seen him all the time and i just got even more in love with him each time i seen him and he kissed me then said jk its a joke and i balled over it and i cut myself over it because he supposedly didnt like me then the next time we hungout i asked him i i could hug him and he said " how about kiss???? " and i said no i dont want to kiss i dont feel comfortable with that and he said " okay i geuss you can hug me ". then we had a sleepover because we always used to have sleepover and i loved him so much. That same night i asked if i could snuggle him because i was cold he said " yeah, did you know that i love you and also good night " i said goodnight love you too. My mom thought it was cute but my dad didnt think so he was mad but he just like stormed off. My mom said good night to us and we went to sleep. He woke me up to ask were the bathroom was and i told him even though he knew where it was so i was very confused. Afyer i told him he asked me if i could get him a cup of water and i said yeah and so i went to get him a cup of water and i heard him fall and i forgot he has seizures and he was seasing and i was screaming because i thought he was dieing. My mom asked me what was going on and i said he was dieing and ky mom called the ambulance they came didnt see him for six weeks after that and cryed for like the whole time and also i was cutting to and i alsomst died and i thought that if he was dieing then j was gonna die and then him and his family visted me in the hospital and since then i had therapy. Then it was the start of 5th grade and then a cupple of months had passed and he asked me if i still liked him i said yeah then next week he told me that he liked me too. On December 23rd of 2021 he gave a me a Christmas present that said to:gf from:Achilles and we always have a family Chritmas party and my dad was showing off his shotgun and he seen my dad and he huged me and ran back to his moms car. On Chritmas i gave him a big hurssees kiss and then on valintines day he got me a teddybear my fav candy and drink then all i get him was a candy bar and about 2 or 3 months later i moved and i loved him i called him because many months had passed and we didnt know if we were still together so i called him asked him if we were still together and he said yeah and i said okay we didnt talk after that for 3ish months then we hungout and ot was awkward then 2 months later my bestfriend tells me he is cheating on me and i didnt belive her and then she sent me the text she got from my one friend and yeah i was so sad then he called it off on easter and ive been depressed since.
