BTS ONE-SHOT



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Hands tightening on the ground, feeling the soil on your body, your breath hitched. Shutting your eyes angrily you tried not to show your irritation. Feeling the urge to knock him down, you stayed quiet until his order. You felt as if everyone was mocking your existence.

"Stand Up" his dominating voice boomed into the woods making everyone flinch. Your jaw clenched at that, swallowing your anger you stood up from the ground. Looking into his eyes you saw nothing as always it was empty. Looking away from him you stared at your left.

You spotted Taehyung looking at you, his expression told you that he wanted to help but he couldn't. He was tied up with some stupid order. The last you wanted to saw was guilt in his eyes, making you feel more Angry and sad at the same time. You looked away from him when the Same voice barked again.

"One more mistake and I'll make sure to throw you from this pack" your Alpha aka Jungkook barked again. You rolled your eyes at his words, not affected by his words anymore. More than a thousand times a day, you used to hear those things from him but never cared actually.

He was the next Alpha at your pack, loved by everyone but hated by you. You never liked him, for you he was an arrogant brat who knew nothing but to show off his rank by putting you down. It was not only you who hated him, by behaviour you were confirmed he also hated you the same way.

Making fun of yours in front of the whole pack, telling everyone how weak you were. He had never let go of any chance to put you down and tell you how useless you were. Giving you the worst work of the pack, treating you like a slave. You hated him for that.

'Alpha my ass' you cursed internally, giving him the same cold expression as him. None of you wanted to look away, staring at each other's eyes. His jaw clenched, knuckles turning white, the look he was giving you was indescribable. He growled loudly making you flinch.

He didn't like that. He didn't like to be disrespected by someone. "You'll do the extra work today," he said, a tone of warning. Your mouth fell at that. "W-why should I?" you questioned. "Because it's my order" he spat angrily before walking away. You wanted to yell at him, why was it always you? Why did he hate you so much? Why you?

You watched his figure disappearing into the woods leaving no hints behind him. His scent was still there, you hated to admit but it affects your body. Of course it would affect you, not only you but the whole pack since he was the next Alpha. He had a strong fragrance.

"Are you okay?" Taehyung asked, concerned. Smiling, you nodded your head before making your way to the pack with him. A daily routine to follow with him, you enjoyed his presence, his warmth. The only person who could make you smile in your worst situation. Feeling him beside you was the only thing you wanted.

Taehyung never left your side since your parents left your side. Always staying beside you, helping you through your worst time of life to till now. An angel in human form, who had been taking care of you like one could ever do. He was the reason why every girl in the pack hated you.

In his eyes, you were his only friend. But deep inside you had a thing for him, knowing he would never be yours. He was not your Mate. He had his Mate by his side. You tried to hide the pain behind your smile every time you saw her. Watching them closer In front of you, the way Taehyung cherished her.

You wished you were her. If he could be yours. You were not supposed to fall in love with him, but you don't decide with whom you are gonna fall in love. It's not a choice, it's just something that happens magically. Swallowing your tears In Front of him you had always wanted happiness for him. Even if you were the one who was suffering.

"It doesn't matter," Taehyung breathed, placing his hands on your head, he gently stroked. "You were good on your side, it's just he used too much force on you. If it was any of us you could have won." he smiled. "But why me Tae? Why does he hate me so much, what have I ever done to him?" you replied angrily.

"Well I don't know that, you have to ask him. Maybe he's just too frustrated because he hasn't found his Mate yet." he paused before continuing'' I'm sure that's the case, you know he is a little aggressive so yeah. He's just upset.

"Upset my ass" you rolled your eyes.

Taehyung raised his eyebrows in your direction. "You think it's easy for him or anyone who haven't found his or her Mate?" he questioned something which was out of syllabus for you. You had no idea about that, you were still an underage wolf. You shook your head as no. Taehyung Sighed.

"You don't know because you haven't experienced that, wait until you become 18 next week. You'll try to find your Mate everywhere". You made a funny noise at that. Never having the thought of anyone other than Taehyung had always makes you feel weird. You were so much into him that you were forgetting you also had a life other than him.

"But I don't want a Mate Tae I have you and Grandma by my side" you whined. "You are still a child" he sighed.

Why did everyone even need a Mate? Someone to control your life. "Nahh I don't want someone" you pouted. Taehyung rolled his eyes "Of Course you don't".

You saw the uneasiness in his eyes, always wanting to ask the one question which was buried in your heart, you finally let it out. "Are you that happy with Lana?" you asked, making him stop on his way. "Why are you even asking about her?" he raised his eyebrows. "Just tell me Tae".

He smiled before answering you. "Of course I'm happy with her, she is my Mate". His shining hair moved a little by the wind making his forehead beautifully display before you. His little perfect nose made a childish move making him look more cute. "Just because she is your Mate? I know it's not my place to be asked, but does she really treat you the way you deserve?"

His muscles tensed at that, "Y/N" he sighed "you should not think that kind of thing, we love each other and we are happy. You'll know one day" you didn't want to argue with him about that so you just let it go. Following him through the woods to the pack.

Your body was aching with pain, the way Jungkook made you fight with him forcefully, knowing you would never be able to win against him. But he still did everytime. Scratches on your hands and knees, some bruises were small, some were stinging with pain. You mentally cursed him a thousand times.

"BAD ALPHA, HE IS A BAD ALPHA" your wolf complained. Recently, she was also suffering from all the hard training Jungkook had provided to all of you. Your wolf form only knew how to run and kill little animals for your survival not the fighting skills. She was tired, Angry, frustrated over him like you. "I know right, torturing both of us".

"JUST WAIT UNTIL WE FOUND OUR MATE I'LL TELL HIM TO PUNCH HIM. HE'LL SURE TAKE THE REVENGE FOR US" You can't help but laugh at her thoughts. "Why do you think our Mate would be able to punch him? Alpha is strong, and no one would ever dare to challenge him, let alone touch him.

"WHAT IF WE FOUND SOMEONE WHO WOULD BE ALSO AN ALPHA AND MORE POWERFUL THAN HIM". "An Alpha as our Mate? Aye that's impossible, stop thinking about unnecessary things. Let's just think about the work we are going to do tonight. I don't want to mop the floors like last week or wash those dirty dishes".

Leaving your thoughts aside you looked Infront of you, you could see your grandmother in the yard, circling with some little Pups who were practically running around, some sitting on the ground before her. "Those pups are here again to listen to another story" you heard Taehyung chuckling before you. "They love grandma too much I see".

"Oh look" you said pointing your finger at one figure beside your Grandmother "isn't that Unni?" you asked. "Lana?" Taehyung frowned at her direction. Walking faster towards her direction with him you saw them giggling and laughing at the pups.

Lana was beautiful, but her beauty was nothing Infront of Taehyung's angelic face. One could easily say they were made for each other. She was caring and loved by everyone. She was lucky. She had Taehyung as a Mate. You envied her for that. You had seen the smile on Taehyung's face every time he had spotted her after the training.

As if he was only searching for her in the lonely dessert. Lana smiled as she saw both of you coming. Your smile became huge as your Grandmother looked happy as always. She was everything you had left. "Grandma, I missed you" you said, hugging her.

"Yah you brat! Go wash yourself before you touch me. Ahh this sweety smell of yours, dirty clothes" she scrunched her nose. You chuckled before moving away from her. "Why are you like this anyway, were you playing in the clay? What I know you were supposed to be at training"

"Training?" you tried not to remember all the tortures you had been through these days because of him. "Ahh actually, Alpha was in a bad mood today. He made Y/N fight with him". Taehyung answered for you as he sat beside Lana, placing his hands on her. You tried to avoid that but failed.

"Jungkook did that to you?" Lana asked, surprised. You nodded. "Aish! That brat is unbelievable, should I hit him for you" your face lit up. "Ahh Unni I wish, but he's your brother. Why would you hit your own brother?" Lana laughed. "You know there is a pleasurable thing which you only find when you hit your siblings without any reason".

Lana was opposite from Jungkook. She was not hot tempered like him, making people happy around her while the other one makes everyone suffer. She had always adored you, even after finding out that Taehyung was her Mate she never made any kind of issue regarding you two. She always thought of you as a little sister like Taehyung.

You felt guilty for having those forbidden feelings towards Taehyung and the pain of losing him. When he was not even yours. So you tried, you tried to hide those feelings. Never letting anyone know about them as if they never existed to be shared with anyone.

"He gave me extra work today in the pack house today" you said gloomily. Not wanting to face Jungkook again. "Then you should go," you grandma said. "But Halmoni he is rude, he makes me do everything". You whined. A sudden smake lands on your head making you flinch. "Watch your mouth you brat, he is our Alpha show some respect".

"Respect my ass" you mumbled under your breath while rubbing your head. Taehyung chuckled lightly before standing up from the ground with Lana. "I think we should go now, it's getting late" he said holding Lana's hand on his. His smile never left his face while looking at her. Your Grandmother nodded with a smile.

They waved goodbye to you before disappearing from there. You turned to your Grandma who was busy knitting a sweater. You blinked. "As far as I know you made a sweater for Taehyung last week, why are you making more?" She looked up, smiling. "This one is for Jungkook".

"Why are you making one for him"? You annoyingly said. "Because I want to," he replied back. "Whatever, I am going to take a shower before leaving" you smelt yourself and almost threw up. "Glad you know that, and one more thing" she looked serious "I made chicken soup for him don't forget to take it with you" your mouth fell on the ground.

"Aren't you supposed to feed me, I'm your granddaughter not him" you pointed your finger to yourself. "Why do I always feel like I'm adopted and you love him more than me" she rolled her eyes. "Just do what I said and do not disrespect him." she literally warned you. "wow, I can't believe this. "No one told you to believe".

You scoffed at her before entering the house and making your way to your room. The thought of seeing him again alone makes you Angry. "That brat" you huffed as the hot water hits your skin, washing every tiredness and worries within it. Your body becomes relaxed. A sudden pain makes you jump .

You saw the bruises on your bare body. Sighing, you wrapped the towel around you. Finding suitable clothes to wear, you were not so fashionable to begin. Throwing a simple shirt over you and a plain jeggings. "Why wear some good clothes when you're gonna mop and wash dishes".

Your grandma had already packed the food for him. "Halmoni where is mine?" you asked sweetly. "You can ask him if you want some". And that's it. You were confirmed that you were adopted. Why everything was about him not you. Making an angry face you left the house.

The pack house was not far. It stood proudly in the middle of the pack. The sun was setting down welcoming the darkness. There was not much crowd Infront of the house, everyone leaving for their home while you got some extra work to do.

The hallway of the house was silent and only few people were there. Jungkook had his own office with two rooms. Making your way to his room you knocked on the oak door. "Come in" you heard the voice behind the doors. Turning the knob with shaky hands you opened it, revealing a working Jungkook on his desk.

He looked up from the papers he was working, placing the pen beside the papers. As if you didn't know how to speak, your lips stayed together. You showed him the box and his brow raised. "Grandma s-sent this f-for you" you gulped. His stare makes you nervous. palm sweating, heart beating rapidly as if it wanted to blow up.

"Serve it then" he said gently, eyes not showing any emotions but his tone was gentle. You quickly set the box on the table, unpacking it's cover. Your mouth waters as the delicious scent of chicken hits your nose. Stomach growling in hunger. 'What sin have I done to not have this chicken?' you thought to yourself.

"Here you c-can eat now" you informed him. Leaving the chair of his desk he stood up, wearing a black t-shirt with grey sweatpants. He sat beside you. Making you more nervous than you were before. You saw the veins of his hands before your innocent eyes and you Blinked. Looking away from his sinful hands you passed the bowl to him.

He took a spoonful and closed his eyes in satisfaction. You watched his Adam apple moving seductively, you gulped. Not able to take your eyes from him even though you hated him. Memorising every single detail of his face. The way his lips parted, the way he breathed. Everything caused something inside your stomach.

"Do you want some?" his voice caught you off guard. Startled, you looked away from him but found him staring at you. Shit! Did you just start with someone? Creepy. "Do you want some" he asked again before shoving another spoonful. You had know idea why he was suddenly sweet towards you, even offering food to you.

You couldn't say no as you nodded slowly, too ashamed to believe what you were doing. "Then have a bite" he said casually. A bite? You could devour the whole chicken let alone the soup. You wanted to cry at your vulnerability, you had asked him for food. You tried to grab the spoon from you but he didn't let you.

You frowned, but he just smiled. You had a doubt about the soup. What if your Grandmother had put something on it to make him suffer. Why he was acting strange otherwise. "You are not allowed to touch it". "Then how am I gonna eat?" you looked at him annoyingly. "Listen if you think you can make fun of m-

Before you could finish he shoved the spoon in your mouth. You almost cried how heavenly the chicken tasted in your mouth. Chewing it slowly so you could feel it more. Jungkook laughed at your reaction before feeding you another spoonful. You watched him carefully, his every move as he fed you. Why he was so sweet to you suddenly

Jungkook's hand stopped in midair as if the breath was knocked out of him. He looked at your saddened face and his heart hurt. Moving away from the bowl he didn't know what to say. You waited for his answer but there was only silence. You dared to look up and instantly regret. He was looking at you with a stare you had no idea what it was.

Jungkook was searching for the right words to say before finally speaking "You'll know". You frowned at that. "Know what?" you were surprised that you had the guts to question him. But at that moment he didn't look scared so you gathered some courage.

"Stop asking questions, just go and prepare for tomorrow. You have to face me again tomorrow, I won't listen to any excuse" he stood up while you looked at his back. "Why are you doing this to me, I don't deserve to be treated like this" you were back to hate him again.

"Treated like what?" he turned around to face you, his eyes were turning red from anger. "I need to go" was all you could say. You didn't want to provoke him, something about him was very intimidating. The way he watched your every move.

Something inside you told you to run away from him, far away from you. You quickly got up from the couch before he could do or say anything. Successfully reaching to the door and about to pull it when a sudden thud makes you jump. You saw his veiny hands, trapping you between them. "You think you could run away from me".

The hot breathing on your neck makes your knees numb, feeling his hard chest on your back you gulped. A tingling sensation on your stomach as his breath hits your ear. "What I am doing is what I should do, don't make me do anything else you regret" his deep voice, mixed with warning and calmness.

"Look at me" he ordered, turning to face him, your eyes met his blue ones which you had never seen before. His eyes remind you of the deep ocean, beautiful but mysterious. He was beautiful. You had no idea his wolf could be this beautiful. Blue eyes staring down at your brown ones. "You are beautiful" you said staring at him in awe "Your eyes".

As if you told him the worst joke he chuckled, stepping closer. "So you finally thought I'm beautiful huh! But you never actually cared to look at me or Jungkook (don't get confused, it's Jungkook's wolf who is talking). There was something serious in his tone. Tilting his head he looked at your face. Fingers slightly caressing your cheek.

"Look at you, too innocent to even see what's important to you" he said as he stepped more closely. Chest pressing together, his lips were only a few inches away from yours. But you couldn't take off your eyes from his beautiful features. "What are you talking about?" you mumbled before his lips.

He didn't answer, instead he just stared at your lips. Bringing his fingers close to your lips, rubbing them gently with his thumb. He bit his lips, seeing his cherry lips close to you, the butterflies inside your stomach gave you a tingling sensation which you didn't know existed. Leaving your lips his fingers made its way to your neck.

You could feel the goosebumps on your body as he traced your collar bones with his fingers. Your lungs had stopped working, heart beating crazily in your chest. His touch makes you feel some unknown pleasure. Not knowing anything about Jungkook's wolf you decide to stay silent. All you knew he was dangerous.

"Nick" you pronounced his name in a gentle manner, trying to get his attention. His eyes never left yours, captivating your eyes into his. All you could see was his beautiful blue orbs. Your breath hitched as he unbuttoned the first button of your shirt. Showing a little curves of your breasts. You tried not to freak out at that.

"Shhhh" he sushed you, a smirk appearing on his lips. Feeling his hand on your curves you felt hot, a tingle rising between your legs because of him. "Alpha" you said again but he ignored you. Hand going further down as the thin material of the bra was your only hope. Placing his hand on your heart you smiled. "This is the reaction I always wanted from you".

"feeling your heartbeat going crazy only for me" he seemed to find some unknown pleasure by making you nervous. His other hand was on your waist, making you stay at an uncomfortable position. One leg between your thighs, he breathed in your neck, shivering under his form you tried to collect yourself but your body didn't. His closeness causes something inside you.

Hands going under your shirt, feeling his hand on your bare stomach, he smirked. "W-what I did to deserve this" you asked, barely speaking, scared you might accidentally kiss him. "What you did?" he laughed sarcastically in your ear. "You have no fucking idea how much you have hurt me, day after day,the amount of pain you have given me. This is nothing compared to that".

The anger in his eyes was replaced by pain. "But I couldn't blame you, it's not even your fault" removing his hand from your stomach he caressed your cheek gently. Eyes soft while looking at you. You looked away breathing heavily. His face fell at that, smiling painfully he whispered in your ear.

"Y/N" your name escaped from his mouth in a gentle manner with so much love. "Don't hate me" lips brushing in your ear. Before he could do anything else you placed your hands on his chest, pushing him away from him. It took him some time to understand what just happened. He was not angry as if he had expected this from you.

Jungkook's Pov

You pushed me away from you, again. Every time I tried to reach you, I was pushed away by you. The tears of fear in your eyes, because of me. But all I wanted to be with you. I had spent 2 years waiting for you and I was still waiting. To be seen by you, to be loved and touched by you. Every day I craved for that touch.

But you never did. Do you hate me that much? that you had never glanced at me. The falling strands of your hair which I always wanted to feel between my fingers, listening to your every heartbeat and capturing the smile of yours which always made my heart flutter. But the smile was no longer there for me it never was. Even if you were mine, you were not mine.

Do you love him that much? That you couldn't even sense my importance in your life. Would you be able to accept me after knowing who I am? Would you be able to love me as much as you love him? No right? I saw rejection in your eyes. "LEAVE" the pain inside me screamed, not able to bear it anymore. I don't want you to hurt me anymore.

I looked away from your crying form. Your eyes were red and puffy. The shine was no more, was it only for him? Was he the only one who could bring the shine on them? And I only caused the tears. With the disappearance of your figure, not feeling the warmth inside me anymore. I stood there in that lonely desert, searching for the unknown warmth again.

Your scent was still present with me, blazing the fire in my heart. Making me crave for you again. You were close but still so far away from my reach. The saltiness of the liquid which escaped from my eyes for you, they were the evidence of my vulnerability. It felt like a burden to me, why couldn't I cntrol that stupid flesh in my chest.

4 hours later

The soft knocking on the door pulled me away from my miserable thought. Leaving them in a corner of my head I told the person to come. Knowing something must have come up or else no one would dare to disturb my work at this time. The familiar scent of my Beta with another familiar one caused me to look up instantly.

"Jungkook," he said, smiling through his dimples. "Alpha Namjoon" greeted him with a warm hug and mentioned him to sit. "It's great to see you again Hyung, Why are you here at this hour suddenly without informing me about it?" I questioned about his sudden visit. He sighed, rubbing his temple. "We need your help Jungkook"

"Help" I raised my eyebrows. "Is everything alright in your pack? Are the rouges causing some trouble again?" I asked what I knew about his pack. The alliance between our packs was strong enough to regret any rouge's plan. "Everything is well in my pack Jungkook. I'm not here regarding any pack issue" he said while pulling something from his pocket.

"It's about his Highness" he replied. "Jimin? What about him?" The mention of Jimin alone makes me curious about what happened and why Namjoon was visiting me suddenly. "Today I got a letter from the king" he rubbed his hands together, as if searching for words. I waited for him to finish. "In that letter he said he needs our help"

"What kind of help". "1 week ago Jimin was meant to visit every pack regarding something important but after visiting 2 packs he went missing" Namjoon let out something I didn't even imagined. "What do you mean he went missing? He is not a child, he is a royal blood,a trained wolf. The next king, how in the world he went missing"

"That's the question Jungkook, what if someone kidnapped him." He said, standing up. "Hyung you know his powers, he is pure blood. Nobody would dare to touch him in the first place" Namjoon shook his head. "We don't know anything about this and we have to find him as soon as possible and for that I need your help Jungkook".

Jimin was a close friend, more like a brother to me. Imagining him in any danger my blood boiled in my veins."i will do everything to find him, we are all together in this" I gave him my promise. "Then we should not waste any time, we have to leave now" nodding. I turned to my Beta who was there all the time listening to every detail. The only person I could trust.

"Inform everyone I'm leaving for some important work and won't be able to come soon. Increase the security in the pack order. In case something happens you know what to do" he nodded, "And take care of Lana" I knew he would do that. Rolling his eyes he nodded again.

"Don't worry about the pack or Lana, I will take care of them with my life. Try to find him soon" he said. "we have a long way to go, I have brought some pack members with me, they'll be here until we come. No one will be harmed in our absence" Namjoon told me.

3 DAYS LATER

The shadows of the tall trees stared at me under the moonlight, making it more wild along with this chilly wind, passing through my hair which was almost reaching my eyes. A sigh of frustration from my lips as I grab the thin rubber band from my pocket, holding my hair in a bun and tying it with the rubber band. This way they won't disturb my work.

Eyes searching for anything that could lead us to any clue, I looked again and again, making sure I didn't leave any area. "What should we do now, we are searching for him for the last 3 days." Namjoon sighed, making me turn towards him but I instantly looked away as the person next to him held his hand tightly.

"Joon" she sighed,"We'll find him, if we don't find something here I'm sure the village next to it will have something for us." Luna cheered him, Namjoon smiled at her, looking at her with adoration. Namjoon's Mate was a rogue before, she knew this place better than us, Namjoon didn't argue when she said she also wanted to come along.

"Are you guys done? Or should I look somewhere else" my words caused them to separate from each other. "Sure you can look," Namjoon's voice said. I looked back at them. Luna rolled her eyes at me. "Really Jeon, Don't be a cockblocker" she let out, causing Namjoon to chuckle. Apparently, she had a salty tongue with a bitchy personality.

"You guys are not here to have sex in the woods we are here to Find Jimin" I reminded them why we were here again. "Boy don't be so cocky, Jimin or whoever he is I'm sure he is alright." She argued with me for the thousandth timeth. "Stop fighting both of you, let's just do what we were doing," Namjoon ordered.

"Hyung your Mate is really unstable" I said looking at him. "Ahh says the one who cries at night because he missed his Mate too much" she laughed sarcastically. Namjoon and I both were left shocked. My throat felt dry, draining all the blood from my body. "H-how do you know this?" I shutter for the first time Infront of someone. She just gave me an 'I-know-everything' look.

"You have found your Mate?" Namjoon looked at me as if I had stolen something important from him. "Let me tell you" she said proudly "I bet he had found his Mate a long time ago but she is still underage and doesn't know that Our little Kookie is her Mate. Am I right Jeon?" her words left me shook for the second time. I blinked at her but she smirked arrogantly.

"How do you know all of this?" I asked again but she shrugged. "We women have some extra supernatural powers" Namjoon looked at between us. "Jungkook what's happening, Is it true?" Silence took over me as my gaze landed on the ground. 3 Days without seeing you, somehow it had broken me from inside. I missed you every single time, craving to see you.

"don't force him, he's just hurt and needs time" She said to Hyung but smiled at me "we are not close but I know that you are humble and a good leader. Making yourself bad doesn't help at all, you have been through alot but she's your Mate, Today or tomorrow one day she will search for your comfort. Don't push her then because she's pushing you away now, she is not aware of your feelings."

"Be there for her, not because you two need each other, because you love her. And if you love a woman truly she'll not hesitate to shower you with all of her love" I found the sincerity in her tone. As if I needed someone to tell him. "And lastly '' she took Namjoon's hand in her, looking at him lovingly "Never give up on the person you love".

'Give up', was I doing the same thing with you? Knowing you had feelings for Taehyung, I tried to put you in some difficulties because of my jealousy. But I make you hate me more. I was losing every hope left in. But no, I would not do that anymore. I would never give up on you my love, you were mine to keep.

Namjoon looked as if he was on the verge of crying but he managed a smile on his face. Kissing their intertwined hands and placing his other hand on her stomach. Staring down at her "I should have never treated you like that" he sighed "I am sorry for what I've done to you" he apologized. Caressing his cheeks, she said "It was all in the past, we are good now".

Namjoon kissed her forehead making her blush in front of me. "Umm should I look somewhere else" I coughed, before turning my back, giving them the space. I didn't know what Namjoon did to her in the past but I'm sure what I'm doing with you is more cruel. 3 days more, I would be able to see you again.

By now, maybe you have guessed. You are 18 now, are you searching for me. Do you even think of me? Because I do my love. Every single second, and my heart knows. I sighed, feeling nothing but empty. I couldn't go back to you until I found Jimin. Where are you Jimin? Please be safe my friend.

The woods seemed more peaceful than any other places. It was deep and mixed with an unknown pleasure. I would not mind if I lost here some day with you. A place, where nobody but us. I smiled to myself at my thoughts. Roaming around the place I noticed I have been walking for a long time. "Hyung where are you?" I asked Namjoon through the mind link.

No response. I rolled my eyes, thinking what both of them are doing. Walking again, my stomach grumbles from hunger when suddenly a delicious scent hits my nose. I frowned, was there any house nearby? Or any village, Luna was talking about.

Following the scent, I walked towards an unknown direction. The sweet smell grew more as I was stepping more close. "Hyung you there? I found a small house" I informed him. I heard some footsteps, coming from the other direction. Preparing myself to attack if it was some Rouge or any other animal.

"Uhh, who are you" I heard a small voice behind me. Turning around, I saw a small figure Infront of me. Standing with some flowers in his little hands. What was a kid doing here, all alone in the woods. "Hey Kiddo, who are you and what are you doing here alone? Where are your parents?" I asked in a gentle manner.

"I should be the one asking this to you" he pointed his little fingers at me. I chuckled, crouching down at his level. "I am Jungkook" I told him my name. He blinked a few times before answering. "My Name is Haru, and I live there with my Noona," he pointed at a small house in the direction I was going. Nodding, "can you take me with you?".

He scrunched his little nose. "What if you are a bad person" I chuckled. "No, I'm not a bad person. I'm here to find my friend" he frowned. "Ok ok, just give me some water then I'll leave. Is that okay with you?" I managed to assure him. "Noona says never talk to a stranger but if they want water we should help them" the little boy said.

"Haru, how old are you?" I asked, this kid was too intelligent by his look. "This" he showed me five fingers. "Ahh you are a big boy I see". I followed the little figure. He hummed happily while walking. It was a small house, surrounded with trees. The little boy knocked on the door, we heard footsteps from the house.

The door opened, revealing a figure I haven't seen for a long time. His black hair was sticking to his forehead, a plain t-shirt with sweatpants. His smile replaced with a complete shock as his eyes landed on me. "Ahjussi" The little boy hugged his leg while we both stared at each other. "Jimin".

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I smiled as I reached the borderline, as I expected the pack border was well guarded. Taehyung had managed everything in my absence. The familiar environment made me feel home again, the sound of the passing breeze, the chirping of birds. All I needed now was you to make me feel complete.

Riding on my horse, I made my way to the pack house. Finally seeing the people I loved. The pack members smiled as they saw me coming. Moving towards me, they all stood Infront of me. I climbed down from my horse, making my way to the pack house.

Everyone greeted me. But something was off. Everyone seemed to be hiding something from me behind their smiles. About to ask them, my eyes moved around the pack house and the decoration on it. Confused, I watched a panting Taehyung In front of me, looking extremely stressed over something.

"Alpha" he breathed while I stared at him confusedly. "What's going on here?" I asked him "and what's all with the decoration?" he bit his lips, sweat rolling from his forehead. "TAEHYUNG" my voice echoed through the pack house. Making everyone bowed silently at my authoritative tone. "I ASKED WHAT HAPPENED HERE".

"No need to Yell Jungkook" Lana's voice came from the crowd. Standing beside Taehyung, eyes fixed on the ground. Closing my eyes, I calmed down before reopening my eyes again. "I am sorry" I apologized for my behaviour. "Just tell me what's all this" I pointed at the decoration Infront of my eyes. Scared to assume what I was thinking.

"After you left" she sighed "Y/N's grandmother passed away" she paused before continuing again "and Y/N is missing after the ritual has been completed" her words stabbed in my heart like a sharp knife. So many things had happened while I was gone. And I was not there when she needed me the most.

"We tried to find her everywhere but she is nowhere to be found". My legs felt numb, threatening to fall on the ground. "I need to find her," I said blankly, without realising I turned to leave but was grabbed by Taehyung. "We are trying Jungkook, no need to stress yourself" his words made me Angry as I lost control.

"NO NEED TO STRESS" I yelled, making everyone jumped. "HOW THE FUCK TAEHYUNG, WHEN MY MATE IS ALL ALONE SOMEWHERE TRYING TO SURVIVE. NO! SHE SHOULD BE HERE, WITH ME" feeling on the verge of exploding, I tried not to go insane. Everyone gasped including Taehyung and Lana.

Taehyung's grip on my hand loosened. "I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH TIME IT TAKES TO FIND HER. I WILL FIND HER" I turned and left with my horse. I had mixed feelings, I was Angry, I was worried and in everything I was scared to lose her. What if I couldn't find her.

Your pov

The sunlight coming from the little holes as you shift uncomfortably on the rock, finding the comfort which was missing. Your back started to hurt while laying on the rock everyday. You exhaled heavily as you sat up. Looking up to the sky, you smiled. "Grandma are you doing okay there?" you waved your hands towards the sky.

"Because I'm not, without you" you said as the tears in your eyes gathered together to fall. "i am all alone here, without you by my side. I miss you every single. Why you left me all alone here" you wiped your tears with the hem of your shirt which was now all dirty from sleeping on the rock. You had no clothes with you nor any food.

"I remember what you said to me that day. You knew everything from the start but you still took his side not mine. I knew I was adopted" you cried harder while remembering the conversation you had with her before she left you all alone. You cried, letting out all the pain which was buried in your heart. You cried, because you knew no one was hearing you.

You had been living in that cave since you left the pack after the ritual. You didn't want to live there, because you knew everyone was seeing you as some poor girl who was now all alone.but you proved them wrong, you could survive on your own. You didn't need someone's sympathy. So you left, because you knew you would survive your own.

Passing through the familiar place, you had left behind all those memories with you. Far away from the pack where no one could find you. It was difficult at first, not knowing the basic survival skills. Going Rouge was like battling with something everyday. For food,or the place you were living. Every single day you had an opponent. Every single day was a war.

"I don't want to kill anyone" you still remember the time when you had to kill another wolf. You were hungry, exhausted, tired. So when you saw a rabbit eating grass while you walked in the woods, you were in your wolf form. You started to wiggle your tail as you saw the rabbit. Eyeing it's every move, you were slowly walking towards it, not making any sound with your paws.

Jumping on the rabbit you scratched it's body with your sharp nails. Grabbing it with your teeth, you heard a growl . Yellow eyes were glaring at you, it was large, it's paws were ready to jump on you. But you couldn't lose your food so you had to fight. It leaves several scratches on your body but when you finally use your nails on the heart, it has stopped moving.

The wolf's body laid lifeless on the ground. You moved it using your mouth but it was dead. You felt guilty for killing it but you had to for your survival. From that day you never hesitated to kill someone for your survival. Because it was worth it. When you finally ate the rabbit, filling your stomach, the guilt had replaced with joy.

You were finally getting used to your new life while your old one was still suffering. Not able to eat raw meat regularly. You had to find woods to light fire to warm your body because winter was near and you could feel the chilly weather at night. You might not survive at this point but you were trying your best. Apart from that you enjoyed swimming in your wolf form during the day.

She felt happy whenever she got a chance to run into the woods. Tripping your own, you fell then rise again. You had almost forgotten about the pack, about Taehyung, Lana and Your Mate Jungkook. All the time he knew, but still making you hate him. Maybe he would have rejected you. Not wanting you as his Mate. Maybe he had forgotten about you after all this.

Jungkook couldn't forget about you after all this time. He was still searching for you, hoping to find you soon to embrace you. If he found you he would never let you go again. After searching every pack, he was now far away from his own land. Each day his worries grow, what if he couldn't find you? 'No' he used to say himself. 'i will find you'.

His eyes were red and fluffy, hair messy, his tired form had barely any strength. But he couldn't stop, he had to find you. As the day of his heat comes near, his body hurts. He was bearing it for the last 2 years but each time it was more painful without you. Every time he wanted to run and embrace you. To tell you that he needs you, he couldn't bear the pain anymore.

His body had started to ache, but he kept walking. He needed to find a shelter for him or he would not be able to control himself. Too weak to fight anymore. Jungkook was hungry. The food he had brought with himself was finished 2 days ago, he had only water with him. His horse was also tired from this long journey. He kept whining to stop and rest.

Jungkook saw as the sun was setting down, he had to stop. His heat would start anytime, leaving him helpless in this unknown place. A place no one would be able to hear his cries at night. A place where nobody would be able to hear his screams. His body temperature was rising as the sun disappeared from the sky leaving it purple and red.

Jungkook stopped in front of a tree, tying his horse to it. He sat down, leaning against the tree. He felt relaxed, a wave of satisfaction as the cold wind hit his burning skin, making him close his eyes. He had no strength left, not enough to stand up and grab his sleeping bag from the back of his horse. His breathing became heavy, he felt hot, as if his inside was boiling.

'The worst has yet to come' he murmured, voice barely audible. Jungkook knew this night would be a nightmare for him. Leaving no choice to him. But he had to bear it, there was no cure to this but you. Your touch on his burning skin, which could make him feel heaven. But you were not here to help him and Jungkook knew it.

Hands clenching on the ground, he struggled to breath properly. Normally Jungkook would have locked himself in his room for his heat to avoid you. Curling up like a ball in his bed, or staying under the shower all night. But today, he was helpless. Feeling his veins throbbing inside his hand, ready to rip his own flesh. "Y/N" Jungkook pronounced your name in such difficulty.

Heart beating faster every time he called out your name. Hands reaching to unbutton his shirt which felt like a sharp knife to him. Chest raising and falling while breathing heavily. Jungkook had never felt this much pain, as if something inside him was breaking. His eyes remained close, unable to move.

You heard some whimpers while walking towards your cave after a run. As if someone was in pain but who could be at this hour in this place. You remained alert if it was some kind of trap of any other Rouges. The faint noise coming from the distance, you hesitated to step towards the direction.

Your hesitation disappeared, when the familiar intoxicant scent fills your nose trails. It was all around the place, making your lips part for an unknown pleasure. The smell of rain and sandalwood, pulling you closer to it. As if the beast inside of you had woken up, you made your way to the direction.

Denied to believe if it was him, "NO, he can't be here" you shook your head as the scent grew more. You knew his scent, you knew how Jungkook smelled. "Don't be him, don't be him" you repeat to yourself. Your body reacts to it faster than you thought.

You saw a horse tied with a tall tree and a figure under the tree. Shining under the moonlight, your breath hitched as you recognised him. "Jungkook," you whispered to yourself, making your way towards his figure. Looking at his face after a long time, something inside you felt alive.

He was not like before. His once beautiful face had now become something else. The art in his beauty seemed disappeared. "Jungkook" you called him, but there was no response. Jungkook couldn't hear you, his pain didn't let him. Hearing him cry in pain your heart broke. No matter how much you denied each other but the Mate bond was there to make you feel each other.

You crouched down to his level. Placing your hand on his cheek "Jungkook" you called him again but he didn't answer. You felt the burning sensation of his skin. Almost removing your hand, when he exhaled heavily. "Y/N" he called you, without knowing your presence. His body relaxes under your touch.

You knew what was going on. And you couldn't leave him like this, He was Your Mate. "I am sorry, because of me you have to go through this" you said while watching his sleeping form. The tears stains on his cheek, he was still in pain. You knew what could help him.

"I am sorry I have to do this without your permission, but I couldn't see you in this situation" the fact that his scent was more provoking to you since you were his Mate. You ignored the wetness between your legs as you only focused on him. Pulling him closer to you, you hugged his sleeping form.

You could feel his heartbeat. Jungkook rests his head on your shoulder, snuggling to your neck. His pain reduced slowly from his body. Jungkook opened his eyes, seeing nothing but darkness. "Y/N" his voice raspy, recognising you instantly. As if it was a dream from him, finally having you in his arms. His arms tighten around you.

"Yes, it's me. But why are you here?" you asked, rubbing his back. He smiled through his pain, finally sniffing you. "For you" he let out. You Blinked few times. "Jungkook" pulled away from him, you finally saw his blue orbs. Jungkook brought his hands towards your face, cupping gently, and attaching your foreheads together.

"I-i need you, I can't think about my life without you" he paused before continuing "I have waited 2 years for you, I couldn't wait anymore". "But I hurt you," you said, biting your lips. "I know" he breathed, "and I'll make sure to punish you for that" you chuckled at that. "Stop talking, I know what to do"

Jungkook watched you as you removed his shirt completely off from his body. Jungkook moaned in satisfaction as the cold wind hit him along with your touch. "I really don't know how to do it but if you feel uncomfortable you can tell me" you said, almost sitting on his lap. Every time your skin touched his pleasurable moan escaped from his lips, which were now dry.

Your eyes softened while looking at him. He looked skinny, skin completely disappearing into his bones. "What happened to you" you mumbled, cupping his cheeks "You were not like this, where is the one who used to have a dominant aura with him. The one who always loved to make me suffer." he chuckled. "He also left, the day you decided to leave me" He whispered.

"I left because I had no choice" you replied, hands moving to his chest. His hot breathing on your neck, hands on your waist. "You had, you just didn't want to see it". He struggled to talk. You sighed, "What I am doing right now is for you, I can't leave you here like that. " you said before pressing your lips against his dry ones.

Removing his hands from your waist, he held your cheek gently, tilting his head to devour your lips completely. He felt alive. Deepening the kiss, he sucked your bottom lip, tugging It gently. Your breath is mixing with his hot one. The taste of your lips makes him want you more. Moving his lips against yours, he pulled you more closer.

It was heavenly, his lips on yours, moving with each other like it should be. The chilly weather makes you shiver, causing you to feel his warmth more. Jungkook moaned in your mouth as his tongue met yours. Every time he moaned, goosebumps raised on your body. Tingling your inside with want. You wanted more of him, to touch him, but you couldn't let the lust control you.

Pulling away from each other, you struggled to breathe. But he didn't stop, lazily moving his lips on your neck. "Jungkook stop" you pushed his chest gently to make him stop. Confusedly looking at you. "It's not about me, it's about you". You said, making him understand that he was the one who needed the care not you. "Let me help you.

Hands moving towards the belt of his jeans, fingers brushing his abdomen, Jungkook exhaled heavily. Closing his eyes, the want inside of him was growing. Unbuckling the belt, you put it down on the ground. You looked at his face before reaching for his zip. The Horse did an ugly sound, you turned to it and said "Look away you innocent soul, I don't want you to see this".

Jungkook felt your hands on the zipper of his jeans, unzipping it slowly. He moved his hips when you pulled it lower, enough to do what you wanted to do. Attempting to remove his boxer, your fingers reached his waistline, grabbing the waistband. You gulped, before pulling it down to his thick mainly thighs. Making your heart go crazy.

Jungkook's lips parted as the touch of your fingers on his hardness left him speechless. Rubbing him gently up and down, his breath caught him off guard. Feeling the pain and the pleasure at the same time. As the speed of your hands fastened his moans grew. Eyes stinging from all the pleasure you were giving him.

His facial expressions along with his moans caused something inside you. Stomach twitching, an unknown knot spreading in you. Thighs clenching together. The tip of his hardness was swollen from all the work, all the veins popping from it, some white liquid coming from it. You looked up at his tired form, too tired to open his eyes.

"Jungkook are you okay?" you asked, concerned. "D-don't stop, p-please" he begged, forehead sweating. His body relaxing, feeling something building inside of him. You moved your attention to the thing in your hand. Removing the white liquid from his tip with your thumb.

'Last attempt' You thought to yourself before bending low, taking him in your mouth. Jungkook shivered at that, your lips around him, opening his eyes slowly, your face between his thighs, sucking you off. Hands moving to your hair, passing through your hair before grabbing it gently.

You took all of him, making him whimper. Giving him all the pleasure without hurting him. He watched you moving your lips around him. Eyes watering from all the pleasure. His inside twitch, he was close. Feeling him shake, you knew he was close to his release. So without stopping you sucked him hard.

You felt the saltiness in your mouth as he released it. Breathing heavily Jungkook felt like heaven. Mind completely blank, eyes watching you carefully as you swallowed his liquid. Some drops falling on the ground from your mouth, some was on your neck, rolling down to under your shirt. You pants, lips red and swollen.

Jungkook had no strength left, too tired to pull you in his arms. "Don't leave" he whispered before closing his eyes. You watched him sleep peacefully, body glistening with sweat under the moonlight making him look beautiful. Sighing, you put on his jeans back. You couldn't leave him alone, his body was still hot and tired.

5 HOURS LATER

Jungkook opened his eyes when he felt something tickling on his chest. Looking down, he saw your sleeping form, hugging him tightly under the sleeping bag. He was still shirtless because of his heat. Smiling at you, he pulled you more closer to him, resting your head on his chest. Brushing your hair with his fingers.

He felt like dreaming.

He finally had you in his arms. You moved to his side in your sleep, sleeping peacefully in his arms. The heat radiating from his body makes your body warm under the chilly weather. Jungkook stared at the starry sky above him while stroking your hair. He closed his eyes.

You opened your eyes, finding yourself in his arms. Watching him sleep peacefully, moving your fingers to his face, tracing his jaw line. He scrunched his nose in his sleep making you giggle. You felt warm, loved and safe with him. You stared at the starry sky above you, remembering your grandmother's words.

FLASHBACK

You were laying on your bed staring at the wall, thinking about what happened that day with Jungkook. His words, his touch, his eyes. "Don't hate me" you remembered again. Why did he say that? He was the one who made you hate him. Now why all of this. Pulling your hair like a crazy lunatic you whined. It was almost 12 PM. Meaning you were about to turn 18.

The door of your room opened, revealing your grandmother with a smile. "Happy birthday my child" she said, sitting on the bed beside you. You smiled, she frowned. "What happened?" she asked. "I don't know, it's just so confusing" you whined. "You know you can tell me," she said. "It's about him, that jerk" you hoped to receive a smack on your head again but it didn't come.

She smiled. "Sometimes I really think you are adopted, how can you be so stupid" you frowned. "What do you mean?" you asked. "You still don't know?" she disappointedly shook his head. "He doesn't like chicken Y/N" she said, making your mouth fall. "WHAT? THEN WHY YOU ALWAYS MAKE CHICKEN SOUP FOR HIM? YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE CHICKEN" you yelled.

"Because he loves watching you eat and feed you. It makes him happy" you looked as if you had seen a ghost, but she continued. "He knows what you love and what you don't, he loves to watch you when you are sleeping, according to him you look cute when you eat, so he always asks me to make that for you. That Bad Alpha has a soft heart for you."

"He knows how you feel towards Taehyung but he still smiles every time he sees you. What you feel about Taehyung is not Love, it's just attraction because he's always there for you. So you see, even though Jungkook is bad for you he is the one who has been loving you all the time without receiving it from you. Because you are his Mate"

She smiled before leaving you alone with this new information. You were shocked, confused and guilty. You chased what you thought was love but failed to see what was in front of you all this time. All the time he loved you, cared for you but you only accused. You don't deserve him.

"I don't deserve you" you said looking at him. Even after you left, he still tried to find you. You were left with no choice, but he gave you the choice. Snuggling into him more you mumbled "What should I do" eyes watering while looking at him.

You scrunched up your nose as you left your dirty clothes on the ground. You stepped into the water, relaxing your muscles as you let the water touch your naked form. Stopping when the water reached to your chest, covering your breasts under the water. Washing yourself before Jungkook wakes up. You remember what happened last night. Finding him unexpectedly here, his heat, the physical touch and the cuddling.

Lost in your own thoughts, you jumped when you felt two hands on your waist. Turning around you found him staring at you, eyes soft, a smile on his face. "W-what are you doing here? you were sleeping" you said while covering yourself. "Not anymore I guess" he chuckled. You tried to leave but his words made you stop.

"Is it still him?" he asked,pained. "No" you quickly respond, scared to hurt him again. But you saw the pain in his eyes. "Jungk-" he didn't let you finish. "Why is it not me? I'm your Mate, why can't you love me." he cupped your face "Why Y/N? Tell me. I'll do everything for you. Just love me back" a tear escaped from his eyes. "Love me back" his voice broke.

You didn't find the right words to comfort him. "I-i went to you, but you were not there." you finally spoke. "A-and then S-she left me alone. I-i didn't know what to do. So I left" your tears didn't stop as you remembered about your grandmother. Jungkook hugged your crying form. "I am sorry, I should have been there for you. I'm sorry" you hugged him back.

Letting yourself cry in his bare chest. "Come home with me," he said. "i-i can't Jungkook, you have to go home without me" he pulled away, staring at you "How can I, when you are here" pressing your forehead together "You are my home" he whispered against your lips before pressing them against yours.

Moving against each other, he kissed you passionately. Hands going under the water, to your waist, he lifts you up making you wrap your legs around his waist. He bites you lower lip making you moan in his mouth. Letting his tongue inside your mouth, he turned to leave the water.

His lips never left yours as he laid you on the grass. Moving to your neck, he sucked it before looking at you "I want to mark you" he said, before biting your flesh and leaving his mark. You cried at the pain. He licked the blood, kissing the spot gently.

Hands pressing your breast gently while he kissed your collarbone. You closed your eyes at that feeling, breathing heavily. His other hand moved between your legs while he sucked your breast with his mouth. Letting his tongue dance around your nipples. You pulled him closer to you.

Feeling the wetness between your legs, you clenched your thighs. Jungkook moved to your stomach, kissing your abdomen while his other hand caressing your breast, giving you butterflies in your stomach. You felt his hot breathing between your legs.

He opened your legs before positioning his mouth at your core, which was already wet for him. Jungkook sucked you, making you cry in pleasure. Tongue moving in a circle, he thrust his tongue inside of you. You felt the knot in your stomach, struggling to release. His tongue thrust deeper into you, shaking under his touch, you clenched the grass in your palm.

Jungkook stopped when he felt the liquid in his mouth, not wanting you to release now. He crawled back to you, opening your legs more for him. Kissing you again, he let his tip enter in you. Holding you tightly in his arms he pushed himself inside of you. Feeling your inside splitting into two, your eyes watered more.

Bodies moving together under the sunlight, hands intertwining each other, lips moulding with each other. You moaned, scratching his back. Eyes closing at the heavenly feeling, you two felt each other. Jungkook doesn't make it faster, going deep inside of you slowly, feeling every part of you, touching every part of you. Lips still against each other, he made love to you.

Feeling your inside twitching, you moaned his name again against his lips as you cum, making it sloppy while he thrust deeper. Leaving your lips, Jungkook buried his face on your neck as he was also close. Feeling on cloud nine, panting heavily he cum inside of you. Still thrusting into you slowly, holding you tightly.

Switching, Jungkook let you on the top of him. Holding your hips, he helped you to move, placing your hands on his chest. Jungkook watched you move, slowly and deeper, causing him to moan in pleasure. "M-make love to me Y/N" he moaned your name. Your walls clenching against him, feeling every inch of you. You bite your lip each time he hits your g-spot.

Feeling your inside crashing again you cum again. Cum licking from your core to his stomach. You couldn't do it anymore, collapsing on his chest, still inside of you. He held your bare body, covering with his large hands. He kissed your forehead. "It doesn't matter where I am as long as you are with me."

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