Chapter 1
Today is my first day of highschool.I have so much mixed emotions.I don't know what to expect.I don't even know what to wear.My alarm clock goes of just before 7.As i am lying in my bed i keep on wondering if people are going to accept me.I started getting ready.First by making my bed, then i put on my bath robe and headed downstairs to the freshly smelled bacon and pancakes.After breakfast i went and took a warm shower.Into my new school uniform.My mother all of a sudden started getting anxious beacuse she can't seem to wake my father.Slowly i get ready and headed towards my mother's room where my father is lying on the bed ice blue and cold.What is happening,i start to panic and collapse onto the light blue carpet.As i wake up,i can hear my mother's voice as she is talking on the phone with whom i suspect was the family or maybe a doctor.I came to shock when i found out she is talking to her new boyfriend while my father is stil in their bed.I immediately started crying as i am running out of the room and back into my room where i picked up my light grey backpack and pink earpods.Out by the front door and running while the tears flow.Everything feels so untrue.As i was running i realized that i was already late for school,but no way was i going to school looking like a hotmess.As i was running past this cute corner cafe shop on Kingsway street,i felt a warm breath at the back of my spine,i froze and stood there paralyzed.I suddenly heard this dark voice telling me "Hey there gorgeous,why are you crying?"As i turned around i saw this boy who is so handsome.He's got dark blue eyes that looks like he is seeing right into your mind,the perfect blond curly hair and oh my he's veiny hands are just so making me wanna die.He's lips are so making me wanna kiss him.He completely made me forget the whole drama that was happening at home.I answered him after a long stare "There is a lot going on in my life at the moment."I don't know why but i just suddenly started telling him the whole story.What was i thinking telling a boy i just met my whole life story.For about 6Hours or what felt like 6Hours we talked and i ended up sitting next to him in the cute corner cafe.We had so much in common and after what seemed to be a hectic day he walked me home.As i entered the front door,i saw people taking my dad out of the house while my mother pretend that she loved him while the new boyfriend was standing next to her.I run onto the stairs straight into my room and out the window where i climbed onto the roof.I watched the stairs as i was wondering what the hell my mother was thinking and if maybe she killed my dad to get this new scruffy looking man into our lives.There i saw James infront of the little gate waving for me to come down with a huge smile on his face.I grab my cropped hoodie as i was walking out my room and passing by my mother to exit the house she started yelling at me,of course i kept on walking as i had nothing to say to a cheater and possible murder.When James saw me,he run to me and gave a slight kiss on my cheek,i immediately turned red.
