Chapter 1
I thought we were in love but it turned out you didn't like me the way I liked you, you thought it wasn't working out but I knew you didn't really feel that way. I know people said it wasn't meant to be I know that it was hard but I thought that we were made to be with one another. Apparently not you told me that it wasn't working I agreed out in spite of my true thoughts . I was in a depression for days because I thought that you said that because I was too clingy and too needy but in reality it was because you weren't ready for my love. The thought that we were made to be was just a dream. I thought I would never find love again, but I did. He was perfect. The perfect person in my eyes, the only one who had felt the same pain as I had so many years in a row. The way we fell for each other was killer. Almost intoxicating to me. The way we found each other was like a fairy-tale yet to be told. Like a fire about to be lit. Like a cup of warm water waiting to be used. The only way this could turn out was perfect the way that we had found each other was like a dream the only way that we could go was up. Into the clouds, into the fog where we were destined to stay with each other, the only safe place in this horrid world of pain and heart break. Until we could safely land on the grass of a cozy home where we could be safe from everything.
