My First
They say the first is the hardest to forget.
I mean why would I want to
You're the only one who I don't regret.
The first time you approach me, my whole life went on reset
See, because with those curly hair, brown eyes, and big smile
I wasn't ready to let go of that yet
A few months locked in, it seemed like we hopped on a jet
Your eyes of full hate, pain, and revenge
I saw a side of you that I knew was a threat
That night I didn't know what to do.
Your hands gripped hard around my wrist, pushing me out the car, like I didn't mean nothing to you.
But don't you understand?
My first said all of his feelings were true
What you didn't see, is he still did me wrong after what we've been through.
Maybe it was too good for it to even last
After all, some first love are far over due.
December 5, 2021
