My Almost
It's the thought of what we could've been
So in love with the feeling
I was willing to let you in.
Caught myself only falling for your words
Is that how you feel within?
Or was I just your own entertainment?
You really had my mind on a spin
I should've never told you how I felt in the first place
And if I had kept my feelings to myself
We would've never been giving each other so much of this cold space.
Maybe now I could've still had the courage to go up to you
See that bright smile on your face.
But it's probably because we were just never meant to be
I told myself everyday that you got potential
... just give him time, you'll see
He'll give you beyond the bare minimum, it was all on guarantee
I was wrong.
You didn't want me the way I wanted you.
I was so excited to be your girl
I thought that's what you wanted too.
A town full of stuck ups
No good man left behind to show me something true.
I prayed to God hoping you were still one of the few
But it's okay love
All I can say now is, I'm glad that I met you.
March 5, 2023
