memories-childhood
Hello my name is sandy I am a 21 year old and is diagnosed with depression. I prepare my speech to talk to the board about letting depress people the advantage of having a normal job without the added difficulties.
I always wondered where did my depression come from was it from the life changing events people that I love abandoning me or when I see how the real world is going to treat you after graduation from elementary school I know it either Life changes around you especially the environment around you plays a big factor in what you learn to survive in this world.
I was a happy child until middle school in Elementary school it was never a sad place to go I use to rush my mother out the house so I can be on time to hang with my friends predominately males since I never like girls when I was a child I guess since I only had my sister I never wanted any female friends until this one time when I made a female friend in my apartment me and my sibling lived in that I actually made a friend like I made a friend out of that experience we use to hang out a lot and dance around I use to give her things like my bunny and she would keep it for herself and I would be happy to share things with my new friend that I use to rush back home to see her. There were something weird going on in the house because when I came to her house one time before it was called child abuse it was called discipline where as she ran for her life and was smacked by her mother and was beaten so hard by the belt that I ran upstairs to my momma thinking I was next like the mother closed the door afterwards but that didn't stop my adolescence ears from hearing her cry I don't believe she had siblings or any of that i think she was the only child that's why she only liked me I was her only friend also so that makes since to all the adventures we had we had a boy neighbor but I never spoke to boys that weren't my age but I can still remember the fact that he stank so bad that's why I was never around him so long but how can I speak I didn't like taking showers also as a child since we was both kids
