Chapter 1
I’ve always had so many dreams. I used to dream since childhood that I would make this or would make that. I was a dreamer girl. I did dream everyday and my dreams changed everyday. First I wanted to become a Doctor, then a Teacher, then an Actor, then a Pilot, then a engineer, then a hotel management couse, then hotel owner, business,......then list going on , never stop. I thought this is the best way to find my soul career but it’s worst. I only confused all the time. I had to do everything because I am not satisfied by one job. Maybe I was always looking for shortcuts to avoid everything. I will do anything but I had to jump out of there and jump onto something else because I’ve always wanted to find the easy way out. I always find work that would be easier for me. I never understood that the things in which my passion, my interest ,what I always wanted to do, is the simplest job. I remember one experience when I was in class 6-7,I asked to my father that after 10 class which job can we get and my father ans was job of security guard. As a child I believed this and I understood that I had to work hard for good life. The people around me,my so called relative tell the method choose my career after seeing scope, opportunity, salary,etc. I listen to them and took admission in one of the course of 4 year after that my life changed basically this was different what I wanted to do. Now I’m stuck. My biggest mistake is that I listen to the people who not know me well and not thinking for what I what to be, to do. I was frustrated that I don’t dream anymore, only looking for a chance to escape from this course. I just want to run away. Leave all this thing and just sleep.
But one of my close friend explained to me that wherever you go but your behaviour of jump out and in will never leave you. So relax, don’t take to much stress. It’s ok, everyone try to control your life. You can start again what you want and establish a career in that till that time don’t leave college, don’t rush. Just do slowly and continuously what you want to do and I am here to support you, help you,everything you want.
She is right because everytime I have to do something for myself but l never start it, never take that initial step for myself. She is not stopping me to do for myself but giving me best way to do it.
Now,I think it’s ok you don’t choose your path,it’s ok everyone try to control your life, you can start anytime. So believe in you and think for yourself. It’s not wrong to dream. I still dream, not to get away with anything but for myself.
