Two days after
29.06 00:40
Why am I doing this? I shouldn't even be crying.. I mean it's his loss, right? Why is it then than I'm the one in pain? When did this all turned to grey? How long ago did your love die?
There are so many things I want to tell you. I demand an explanation. I demand for all of this to be a joke. I want you to come and tell me it was not what it looked like. Tell me when did all that start. Tell me when you changed your mind. Tell me please how long have you lied to me,
It was all a dream.. a beautiful dream, a prefect dream, a dream came true. But just like every day, I had to wake up. You were my happiness, my safe place, my shelter. I was just me and apparently I was no longer enough.
I have so many questions.. so many doubts. How much of it was real?
