Want
I feel like a fool. I feel my heart beating in my ears. I can’t stop it. I want to. Stop beating, stop beating those eyes at me. I can’t look away from you. I never want to. What crow was so blessed to bestow his feet near those eyes? Flight or fight, but I’ve been fighting. A losing battle for sure, I haven’t lost before. But I’ll take that L for you. I’ll fly to you, into your arms. You swoon me, you’re worth more than gold and time. I’ll give you it all, and it wouldn’t be enough to compare to how you make me feel. I’m fixed on your lips and the way you smile. Don’t look at me. You cannot see the madness that is boiling inside of me. I can no longer hold it in, I’m beginning to boil over. Your scent makes me blush, I can’t breathe. If I breathe you in, I won’t make it out unscathed. I’m completely infatuated, but how selfish of me to care about you. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m only human. I’m only a woman. Nothing more and nothing less, I want you. I want you to myself. Nothing about this is selfless. This is selfish.
