Poetry
Now I lay my head to sleep
He was never mine to keep.
I know that I should let him go,
But in my heart I love him so...
Selfish have I always been
This will be my greatest sin.
I will tell him all is fine,
Cause I know he isn't mine
The moon...
Broken and in half.
It will be full again,
Only to be broken in half.
Again, again and again.
Full, half, broken, in pieces.
Again, again and again.
That's its purpose,
It will never die.
Live to be full,
And then broken.
Again, again and again.
When I see into your eyes,
I can’t see anything...
I can’t feel anything...
You make me feel so empty inside,
Lonely all again...
What happened?
What did I do?
When I see into your eyes,
I can see hate.
I can’t feel any love...
You make me feel worthless inside,
Unloved all again.
What happened?
What did I do?
Breathing became so hard...
Reading that letter again
Or all of them, really.
Keep them close
Every word.
Now I can see the lies.
Dry and warm
Eternal and lost
Angel of death
Trying to kill you
Welcomes you home
So empty
So alone...
Why?
I don’t understand...
Don’t feel anything!
So sad
So broken...
Why?
I don’t understand...
Don’t care about anything!
So careless
So unforgiven...
Why?
I don’t understand...
Don’t wanna be!
The clock is ticking
Time's almost up
No time to regret
I'm already gone
I know this feeling,
I felt it before...
I miss somebody,
Something!
But I don’t know what...
I want it,
Want somebody
I don’t know!
Something is missing...
I must have had it before
How else could I miss it?
My body is screaming
Mourning of desperation...
If I only knew what
Then I could fix it!
I feel that’s something missing
If I only knew what...
I see through the stars
feeling small and alone.
Where do I belong?
Won’t somebody keep me safe
and protect me from this evil world?
What did I do to deserve this empty life?
Where is my family?
My home?
I’m sorry for what I had to do,
I couldn’t go on...
Couldn’t find the strength alone
When you broke your promise and left me all alone.
I’m sorry for what I had to do,
I couldn’t keep my promise
Didn’t have the strength alone
When you broke your promise and left me all alone.
From the bottom of my heart
I’m sorry for what I had to do,
This is my goodbye.
I can see a child.
A girl.
She's not laughing.
She's not smiling.
She's not crying.
Not anymore
There's a war coming.
A war with no winners,
Only losers.
It's a war between you and yourself.
You can't win.
Not against yourself.
It's your destiny to fight.
To lose.
And to slowly fade away.
I hear voices,
Whispering
I have nightmares,
Screaming
I'm awake,
Crying
