The words?

Youngsoon, she is a high school student in grade 11th. A girl with a round small face, and with its innocent look in it. She talk less, hide her words and feelings from all the people around her, which is why she doesn't have a good friend and stay alone most of the time. Her Quietness hides many unspoken words as she wish to speak up but she choose to keep it within herself.

As days and days goes by a new transfer student name Yeongsuk (18 years old boy) in 12 th grade came in her school.she notices him,a tall good looking handsome guy ( he was from aboard) he was her senior.

Yeongsuk siting in his classroom, Youngsoon looking at him through the class window, as she walks down through the hall

The words?[ Part -2]

After a few days Youngsoon meets Yeongsuk at the school hall, Youngsoon stands still looking at the floor. Yeongsuk come to her and asks if she could take him or tell him the way to library, nervous Youngsoon told him to follow her.As they reach the library Youngsoon leaves while Yeongsuk stops her and says'Thank you' and asks her name and grade, Youngsoon replies back and leaves quickly.As being in the same High school they met many times in the hall or the library but Youngsoon being shy, whenever she sees Yeongsuk she changes her way and moves to the other side. She was sure enough to know why she was doing it.She knows her nervousness around him,why she couldn't look into his eyes.She knows that she starts liking him.

The words? [ Part -3]

Youngsoon, she was sad with her feelings towards Yeongsuk she wasn't good in expressing her feelings and the fact that she stays quiet all the time.

She somewhere knows and wants to be like all other people,a good sweet girl, being friendly, having a good friends and a good lover.

But she was in fear as she cannot be like all those people, she is not a good speaker nor has that personality that every person will like,as a reason she is left always alone and the fact that she wants to be loved as she is.

Having all those thoughts on her mind, she stays quiet, afraid she won't be accepted.

She will look at Yeongsuk from far,him playing basketball, watching him studying, she keep the distant from him and watch him in silences, where she feels happy as her heart starts racing and also sad at the same time.

The words?[ Part -4]

A few days weeks later Yeongsuk walks towards Youngsoon and asks her if she has a few minutes to talk. Yeongsuk thanks her for helping him in the school, Youngsoon asks'why are you thanking me again ', Yeongsuk replies that he is going back aboard and leaving the school because of his dad work,his dad has been transfer back to aboard where they stay before and his dad spot has been confirmed,so he won't have to leave again and move around.

He will be leaving day after tomorrow and today is his last day on school, Yeongsuk asked her back if she has anything to say to him, she said 'No' and just told him to have a safe journey on his way back. Yeongsuk says to her it was nice meeting her ( with a smile on his face) and left.

Youngsoon with tears in her eyes and went back on her way home.

She now thinks back, why she choose to stay quiet? would have it change things if she didn't stay back? Will he accept her?

I fell for him as I saw him

I want to hold his hand, but I held back

Our few encounters when I can't look into his eyes,

I still think about it

Though at the end with regrets I choose to stay back

I choose to stay with the pain

But sometimes I think I should have communicated before it was too late

- theNu-