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Holy Shit!
Ok this is not what it looks like. I swear I'm not a stalker
I just think he is really great
I mean sure he's killed people before and he is the son of the biggest feared wizard in the world but that's not that bad. It's not
At least that's what I keep telling myself and you would not believe what happened the other day it was absolutely insane.
SO I was going up to the astronomy tower cuz it was late and I couldn't sleep and I heard something so I hid of course and there he was.
I don't know why I like him so much but I just really like him okay, its not an obsession.
He was just there talking to himself I guess
"What the hell is he thinking? I can't do this" He said to himself
He was smoking and had a drink in his hand.
"Clare"
That is when my heart started racing, how did he know my name and how did he know I was here?
"Magic" He said inches from my face, I could smell the alcohol and weed on his breath but it didn't affect his swiftness.
"I-I di- How did you know?"
"Your name? That you were here? I've felt your eyes on me before... What are you doing up here?"
He seemed kind of mad but for some reason but I wasn't afraid of him. I knew I didn't want to be here because w hatever I just witnessed I don't think I was supposed to.
"I couldn't sleep"
"Why"
"I just have a lot on my mind"
"Oh do tell"
"I-I can't"
"And why not?"
"I just can't okay! ... I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell"
He didn't say anything then and I felt so bad. But when I turned around to leave,
"Stay" He said
He actually wanted company? After I yelled at him? Right in his face too, I'm such an idiot.
"Okay" I muttered
And that was it really I sat there next to him for what seemed like hours but was probably only like a half hour. Silence, but for once it wasn't awkward it was comforting
He offered me a drink at one point and some weed too but I refused both politely. The whole time I was just wondering what he was thinking about and who he was talking about when I got there
Feeling drowsy I stood up saying "I think I'm going to go to bed"
"Okay, sleep well"
"Thank you, you know you should get some sleep too"
"Yeah I should" But that was it he didn't move, didn't look at me or anything. Just stared off into the distance.
