"Screams of soul"

The faint rays of moonlight fall on her lawn. Silence embraces everything in its arms. She stares blankly at the moon like a statue.A gust of wind brought her back to consciousness.. What is happening to her? Now she started thinking about her life.. her cheeks suddenly got wet.. she hid her face under her hands.

"Life is not easy for everyone. I accept it.. it also brings happiness if it gives someone some hard time. But I am constantly facing difficult times in my life. I faced every challenge. Life brings loneliness to me I accept it too. I live every day with mental agony, tears, anxiety, darkness and pain.

Someday someone came into my life like a sunrise after a long dark night. He tries to color my life with happiness. I was happy to see his efforts. He is the first and perhaps the last person in the world, who has come close to my soul. For the first time in my life I feel safe, cared for and loved. I started living life on cloud nine dancing under the stars.

I almost forget my dark fate. I forget that happiness is not made for me. It took all the colors with him and left me in the dark life, where I probably come from or belongs to. After that, not only my happiness but also my senses are gone. My memories haunt me, my imagination tortures me. Why am I so easy to replace, so easy to forget? Why? Now the sun will never shine again. The stars will not align again. I was born with a dark destiny. Maybe we are soul mates, this time cursed with misfortune.I have a traumatized personality, people go away as soon as they meet."

She screamed and cried, talking to the moon, as if he was listening.

Each of her screams speaks of her broken soul with the depths of anguish behind the closed door of depression.

Meeم A'yن