Remembering
Vanesa’s POV:
I’ve always known I wasn’t the best kid in the world but I didn’t think I was gonna get expelled. All I did was punch a kid, i’ve seen kids at my school knock each other out.
“Vanesa we’re gonna be late! Lets go” my boyfriend, Kane said. I dont get why I can’t just skip class, I only have two more days at this gross school. Its not like anything is gonna happen to me.
The only things I’m gonna miss is my best friend, Myla, and my Boyfriend, Kane. If im gonna be honest, i might not even miss Kane, he’s the captain of the football team, he not really my type. I only got with him so people wouldn’t be so intimidated by me. He’s like every other white boy with fluffy blond hair that he covers with a hat all the time, perfect teeth, and a good jawline. His personality is nice but I don't feel… that kind of love for him. He’s a good guy so I wont break up with him and break his heart.
TWO HOURS LATER
I’m on my 4th lap around the basketball course, when I remember my least favorite person in the whole world goes to the school im transfering too, Baekhyun Seo. He’s the worst. All he does in complain, We’ve been ememies for as long as I can remember, I can’t exactly remember how it happened I just remember Baekhyun making fun of Myla and us getting into a huge fight.
Baekhyun used to get bullied alot by a group of racist kids because he’s Korean. I never got why people were racist, I never really understood racism and homophobia, why can people not just accept others. For a while I felt kind of bad for Baekhyun. I just pretended they were bullying him for his personality instead of his race, I realized that wasn’t a very smart choice of mine so a couple times i tried to stand up for him. I just ended up getting bullied myself.
Getting bullied is one of the events leading up to me being diagnosed with an eating disorder. After being bullied i became obsessed with my weight, looking perfect and living up to the standards, that lead to me not eating for a long period of time, I grew to find that was Anorexia. When i was 13 I had my aunt take me to the hospital to see if i would get diagnosed with it or not, I would’ve asked my mom to go with me but i dont want her to know whats going on with me unless i really do have an eating disorder
