ELASTIC HEART.
I AM LIKE A RUBBER BAND UNTIL YOU PULL TOO HARD. I MAY SNAP AND I MOVE FAST BUT YOU WON'T SEE ME FALL APART.
ELASTIC HEARTS BY SIA.
TODAYS THEME SONG.
I sneaked into my math class 30 minutes late.
"JOSEPHINE BLACK!"
My math teacher saw me . A male . He is always so fucking rude. He has got something on me i think or he won't fucking notice me. Which he does everywhere watching my every move its fucking annoying .
"Yes?"
I looked startled.which i was . I twitch at every scream . It reminds me of bad memories. The memories you want to forget.but never will.Not your memories .Not the memory that my brother stole ice cream from me in 8th grade . Its not that.
"Where do you think you are going?"
He say walking towards me.slamming the notes on my desk . I didn't even sit. I was still a little far away from my seat. Why cant he just let me be.
"To my seat professor".
I said it with respect so he'd let me go.
"Your buttery talks aren't going to get you out of this . Meet me in the staffroom after lunch."
He sayed sternly while i nodded.
"And i don't want you to be late . I want PUNCTUATION.
He sayed saying punctuation so hardly the whole class could hear him.
After the class dismissed i picked my stuff up and was ready to leave when professor Lawrence came up to me . He just couldn't leave mealone could he.?
"Fuck!" I muttered.
"Don't swear in my class young lady."
He said emotionless.which startled me. Cuz i thought he couldn't hear . From 3 metres away but he could.
So i am fucked up.
"Yes?"
"I don't want you to be late or you will be sent to the principal office ."
He said sternly . The principal always called my mother and told her made up bullshit.that made my mother ground me even though i was in college.
"YOU WILL FOLLOW THE RULES UNTIL YOU LIVE UNDER THIS ROOF". The words echoed in my mind .
"Yes sir!".... "Wouldn't want to miss it for the world".
I said strictly. While he just looked satisfied.
"YOU DID NO BREAK ME"
"I AM STILL FIGHTING FOR PEACE".
"I'VE GOT THICK SKIN AND AN ELASTIC HEART "
"BUT YOU BLADE !"
"IT MIGHT BE TOO SHARP"
"I AM LIKE A RUBBER BAND UNTIL YOU PULL TOO HARD"
"I MAY SNAP AND I MOVE FAST"
"BUT YOU WONT SEE ME FALL APART."!!
The music blasted through my ears as the college cafeteria was buzzing. I was like a black hole in the colorful cafeteria. With my grey sweatshirt and dark black sweatpants with black hoodie on top. I was a walking black hole. Just with my white freckled face in the center only that thing was the thing that could spot me . I wanted to wear a mask too but mom denied it. I still got it in my bag.
But i felt like i was suffocating so i took it off.
I took my meal and sat in the cafeteria.i ate my sandwich as quickly as possible making a huge mess on my tray. I picked up my orange juice and started walking towards the staff room.
