Chapter 1
I remember the first time; my father took me hunting. It doesnโt happen often, but when fathers take sons out for hunting or other bonding activities. It should be something fun and relaxing. A time where you can get to know each other better.
A time where you can share your secrets among yourselves. A moment where oneโs son tells their father about the girl; they had a crush on. Becauseafter all you are father and son.
But my old man, Alessandro Romano, was everything but a father. The memory never leaves my mind, and I often think about it. Every once in a while, every time Iโm alone, I remember. I remember the blood and the screams. And I remember the begging. Iโve never seen anyone beg for their life more than that poor woman.
First-person I ever killed. Andrea Romano, my mother. My first murder was my mother. The woman who gave birth to me, the woman who bore me for nine months. The woman who raised me and was there for me until I was fourteen years old. I didnโt care about it then, and I donโt see why I should care right now.
This person in front of me means nothing. Why should I let him live when I ended my own motherโs life? โM-Mr. Romano, p-please.โ Luca begged in Italian from where stood. โI-I will have the money back.โ He whimpered his Italian almost un-understandable as I raised my gun.
โI need more, t-time. Please sir.โ His body was shaking, and I think, he peed his pants. They had suddenly gotten darker against his thighs and were sticking to his skin.
โI donโt have time, Luca.โ I sighed staring at him for a second longer before pulled the trigger. His body which once had been shaking from fear no longer moved, for a few short seconds his wide eyes stared at me in horror. But then life left his body, and he no longer took any breaths.
When his body hit the floor with a thud, I tore my eyes away from him and stared at Marcelo, the bodyguard who no matter what never bothered to leave my office.
I have Gio to blame for that, but then again, he was simply doing his job. Protecting me. โGet him out of here.โ I order Marcelo and he quickly grabbed Lucaโs feet and started dragging him out of the office.
โVincent, are you coming?โ Giovanni walked into the room while wrapping his hands. I stared at him for a second wondering if I should kill him too. But then again if he was dead half of my men would be untrustworthy. And Iโd probably be all alone. With no best friend.
โYes. Iโll be down in a minute.โ I said and quickly finished reading the contract, from which I was so rudely interrupted a few minutes ago when Marcelo stumbled in with that piece of crap.
Once I was alone again. I looked at the papers in front of me, all of a sudden, the feeling of reviewing them gone away. Iโve always wanted to reread any documents that were sent to me, at least twice. But right now, I wanted to throw them into the fireplace.
I put my pen down and stood up but before I could leave the room, my phone rang. I sighed out in annoyance and grabbed it from my desk and stared at the callerโs ID. โVincent Romano.โ I spoke into the phone once I picked up.
โYou donโt have to be formal every time I call, Vincent.โ She spoke in a gentle tone. I leaned on my desk and rubbed my head.Sheโs right.I know she is. But I canโt think of her as anything but a business partner. โIam, your wife.โ I could hear the pain in her voice and I wish, so badly, I could feel remorse, but there was nothing. Well, except annoyance.
โRight.โ I sighed, โWhat can I do for you?โ I replied as I walked towards the door and closed it.
โManuel and I will be leaving in an hour, for Spain.โ She cleared her throat and for a second I worried that she was finally running away, but then I remembered she had a meeting with her father.
โWhen will you be back?โ I asked and leaned against the desk once again.
โIn a week.โ She paused, โI thought Manuel could use a little bonding time with my father.โ She informed me, knowing that it was best he wasnโt here for safety reasons, I couldnโt do anything but agree.
โOf course. Is he nearby?โ I asked. โIโd love to say goodbye.โ I cleared my throat and heard her softly laugh.
โOf course, just one moment.โ I heard shuffling from her side before she spoke to Agosto in her native language. โLook daddy wants to talk to you.โ
โDaddy!โ He cheered in Italian making me smile as I relaxed against the desk.
โHey buddy, how are you?โ I asked and for a second didnโt hear anything. Until his mother made him talk.
โGood.โ Came his reply, and the line went dead again. I couldnโt blame him; I barely spend time with him. And when I can see him, I am always running out of the house within five minutes because of business.
โAgosto,โ I spoke out his first name, โI hope you know that I love you.โ I whispered out the words fearing someone might hear them. The big Vincenzo Romano, saying I love you. Now thatโs something my enemies are dying to hear.
โI love you too, daddy.โ He replied, and I heard his footsteps running away. I sighed and was about to hang up before I heard Emiliaโs voice.
โYou know that he misses you.โ She mumbled, I cleared my throat and couldnโt even reply. I didnโt know what to replay with. Itโs not like I had another choice. This was for their safety. Everything I did was to keep them safe. โI wish you would just spend some time with him alone.โ She added making my blood boil.
โI know, but I canโt just leave it all behind, Emilia!โ I was suddenly consumed by anger. โIf I leave we will stop breathing in the next 24 hours. You know that!โ I snapped as if all this was her fault. But I expect her to understand, she wasnโt that innocent herself. She knew what this lifestyle did to you.
Although family meant everything to me, I just couldnโt risk it all. If I spend more time with them, words will get out and the next second I will find them dead. I needed to protect them. โVincent, I know. And I understand, but just try.โ She brought me out of my thoughts. โI have to go.โ She whispered and hung up leaving me alone to my thoughts.
I threw the phone against the wall and watched as it broke and fell to the ground. Clenching my jaw in anger, I fisted my hair and pulled at them as my breathing grew stronger. โJust breath, Vincent.โ I reminded myself, as I took deep breaths until my body stopped shaking.
โFor fuckโs sake.โ I groaned and closed my eyes for a second and reopened them. The episode I just had completely forgotten. I pulled the door open and walked downstairs, immediately spotting Nico behind the bar. He looked up making me wave him over.
He sprinted towards me, like a fucking child while grinning. โSup?โ I wanted to bang his head against the wall. He was always so cheerful, it almost physically hurt to look at him.
โSend someone for a new phone.โ I glared at him; his smile fell as he stared at me.
โAgain?โ He questioned knowing very well what happened. I guess thatโs why I keep him around. For the last six years, he has been a close and allied friend. I entrusted him with my life. So, killing him would be a dick move. Besides, heโs dating my sister, sheโd kill me if I hurt him.
โYes again!โ I snapped, โGet me a new one!โ
I walked away and pushed the steel door open immediately hearing the groans of people in pain. In a matter of seconds, I came into the wide-open space and saw all different kinds of men fighting one another.
Giovanni was sitting at the bar a blonde bimbo wrapped around him like a kitten as they continued kissing. I stalked towards him and sat beside him as I stared at the new bartender. โA scotch on the rocks.โ I sighed and looked at the rings. โEnough, for fucks sake.โ I groaned in Italian a few minutes later and pulled the girl by the arm and pushed her away.
โAsshole.โ She hissed like a cat and walked away. Giovanni wiped his lips as he grinned at me.
โReally?โ He groaned, โI was having fun.โ He added once I shrugged.
โWhen are you fighting?โ I asked and grabbed the glass.
โIn five.โ He turned serious, the childish Giovanni I grew up with gone instantly.
โGood.โ I smirked.
I watched Giovanni land punch after punch at the poor man who thought he could win this fight. Giovanni was the best fighter I knew, but yet, somehow, this asshole thought he could bring down one of the best. Everyone rejoiced while the two idiots continued to fight.
โTell him, Iโll wait in the office.โ I told Marcelo after five minutes, having seen enough of this fight. He nodded still keeping his eyes on the fight. I lifted an eyebrow before I cleared my throat. He looked away from the ring and stared at me.
โI mean, yes, sir.โ He straightened out his poster, the smile leaving his lips as he got serious.
โGood.โ I turned my back on him and walked away.
When I climbed the stairs, the music at the club began to play louder. Opening the steel door, I groaned when I saw how crowded the club was. I was down for less than ten minutes. How? I walked to the bar as Nico noticed me and came quickly to my side. โVince, what can I do for you, big boss!โ He exclaimed making me groan, sometimes I really think heโs a kid trapped in the body of an adult.
โNico, please.โ I looked at him, โI need something strong; I canโt go to the office now with all these bodies dancing around.โ The thought of closing down the club crossing my mind immediately.
โRight away, sir.โ He replied and turned to grab a Jack Daniels bottle. I stared at the bottle as if it were my lost lover. All I cared about in this world were money, drugs, alcohol, and family.I know.I know that none of them are healthy, but who cares.
When Nico put a glass in front of me, I watched as he began to fill it. Waiting patiently for him to stop filling it up, I realized that his head was completely elsewhere. โNico, enough!โ I grunted and snatched the glass before it could start pouring all over the bar. He quickly turned to me with an apologetic smile on his face.
โSorry.โ He quickly apologized and put the drink next to him and went to grab a new glass.
โItโs fine.โ I reassured him, turning to where he was so busy looking, and I spoke. โNow let me see what the fuck needed your attention.โ I complained.
โAt the door.โ He answered quickly, I looked in the direction and my breath was cut into my throat. She sure did deserve all the attention from the club.
A brunette stood alone at the entrance of the door; a short red dress covered all the right places but left out enough to make you want to tear it off. Her red lips were so inviting that they almost got me out of my chair. Before anyone could understand her beauty and find out who this goddess was.
She did something I could say gave every man an erection, her smile was the purest thing my eyes have seen in, my thirty-three years of living. โNico!โ She walked up to us and waved.
โHey, love!โ He replied making me stare at them like the asshole I was. She turned to him and quickly gave him a kiss on the cheek, and I watched as the dress lift up her legs as she stretched over the bar to reach him. She was wearing black laced thong and it just got my dick hard to the point a groan left past my lips.
โYou made it! I thought you wouldnโt be able to show up!โ One of my closest friends spoke to the goddess as she laughed and slapped his arm.
โOh, come on, Nico! You know I will never miss a night out with you.โ I swear, all her movements took place in slow motion even the way she laughed and her head slightly tilted backwards, while the big smile adorned her face.
โI know you wouldnโt, but I thought you had work in the morning.โ He replied making her shake her head as she looked at the drinks behind him. โThe usual?โ He figured out where her eyes were making her turn red.
โYeah. I may need it after the day I had.โ She sighed and sat next to me, completely ignoring who was sitting next to her. Like the only eyes she had, were for Nico. And I couldnโt help letting jealousy cloud me.
I cleared my throat making them both turn to me. โOh, right, sorry. Elena, this is my boss, Vince.โ Soon he introduced me knowing how much I hated the nickname he gave me. I preferred everyone calling me the same and Nico wasnโt an expectation, no one will ever be.
โVince, this is my cousin Elena. She recently moved here to L.A. from Russia.โ He explained when he saw me glare at him.
โPlease, call me Vincent.โ I smiled at her and forwarded my hand for a shake, she stared at it for a second before making up her mind with a smile.
โNice to meet you.โ She spoke before gracing me with another smile. I chuckled before placing my hand on my thigh while I stared at her.
โTrust me, pleasure is all mine.โ I answered and smirked. She rolled her eyes before turning to Nico, who put her drink in front of her.
โThank you.โ She answered before she grabbed the bourbon and drank it, I looked at her astonished and sickly in love with the sight before me to even realize how stupid I was.
โGive me another, please!โ She exclaimed and finished the rest of the drink. I raised an eyebrow of surprise lust just growing for this woman that unfortunately I couldnโt meet before I settled down with a woman that I donโt love.
โHey slow down, I donโt want you to be hammered. I donโt finish work for another hour. Whoโs going to take care of you-โ Before he could finish I interrupted the idiot, both turning towards me as if realizing that I was still sitting next to them.
โI will!โ Nico lifted his eyebrows by surprise as she stared at me as if I had just grown another head.
โYou will?โ He questioned with surprise, making me nod.
โYes, I have nothing better to do.โ I shrugged my shoulders like there were not hundreds of documents that needed my review in my office.
โIf you donโt mind?โ He turned to his cousin and waited for her answer.
โI mean, sure, if you donโt mind.โ She smiled and grabbed the glass Nico had placed in front of her.
โMagnificent, so Iโll be your guardian for the night.โAnd for the rest of your life.I thought as she smiled and drank her drink. I felt Nicoโs eyes on me, but I didnโt care at the moment.
โSo, youโre the owner of this club? Itโs nice.โ She started a conversation, but I was too caught up on just creepily staring at her that she had to shake her hand in front of my face. I cleared my throat and tore my eyes away from her, as I cursed myself out.
โYes, yes, I am.โ I smirked and tapped the glass making Nico re-fill it. She smiled and turned the chair looking at the dancing bodies, while her shoulders moved slightly at the rhythm of the music.
And thatโs how I spend the rest of my night watching, dancing, laughing, and fucking her at last. And God, she was the best fuck Iโve ever had.
I confess that it was not my proudest moment since she was wasted out of her mind, but she continued to tease and my lust continued to grow. So, I did what any sane man wouldโve done. Sleep with her.
If only I had known she was going to be the death of me.