Love to death

Doctor: 16 year old female OD suicide attempt.

That were the last words i remember before everything went black. Piep piep piep i hear the monitor and open my eyes. Iook around, where am i?

Then the door opens and a nurse enters and smiles. "Hello June, i see your awake how are you feeling?" She asks

"Okay" i answer

"Good i'll bring you a meal"

"No thank you" i say

"June you have to eat, if you don't we will put a feeding tube in"

I'm starting to panic and scream

" NO YOU CAN'T FORCE ME!"

"Sorry June"

Three nurses entered and came to my bed and grabbed me.

"NO LEAVE ME ALONE!" I scream

One held my head, the other my legs and the last my arms. I started screaming and trashing.

" NO LET GO OF ME!"

Another nurse bends over me and tries to put the feeding tube in my nose.. I struggle and still scream but the nurse holds my head tight. I feel the tube in my nose it hurts! I start to cry as the nurse tries to calm me down.

"Calm June, it's over before you know it"

I feel the tube go down my throat all the way to my stomach. The thoughts are spinning in my head, No now i have to eat! Ana Ana Ana!

"Fat kid you will never be beautiful!" She says

The tube is in my nose. The bag hanging on it scares me. I look at it as the nutrition flows trough my body. I keep thinking about how many calories are in that bag..

The door opens, my reacher Mrs Asher comes in. I may call her Avery just like her kids Luna and Liam. She is also my foster mom. My real parents died in a car crash when i was very young.

"Hye June are you okay?" She asks

"I'm fine" i say while looking away

"I brought your favorite book"

"Thanks mom"

"No problem sweet heart!"

"So how do you really feel my girl?"🥺

I look at her and a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Oh June come here"

She hugs me and hums. I feel safe with her.

"Everything will be alright" she says

"It's time to go to bed now you have therapy tomorrow."

"I will visit you again tomorrow with another book!"

"Ha-ha okay mom"

"Goodnight sweet heart!"

"Goodnight mom