Chapter 1

Doctor: 16 year old female OD suicide attempt.

That were the last words i remember before everything went black. Piep piep piep i hear the monitor and open my eyes. Iook around, where am i?

Then the door opens and a nurse enters and smiles. "Hello June, i see your awake how are you feeling?" She asks

"Okay" i answer

"Good i'll bring you a meal"

"No thank you" i say

"June you have to eat, if you don't we will put a feeding tube in"

I'm starting to panic and scream

" NO YOU CAN'T FORCE ME!"

"Sorry June"

Three nurses entered and came to my bed and grabbed me.

"NO LEAVE ME ALONE!" I scream

One held my head, the other my legs and the last my arms. I started screaming and trashing.

" NO LET GO OF ME!"

Another nurse bends over me and tries to put the feeding tube in my nose.. I struggle and still scream but the nurse holds my head tight. I feel the tube in my nose it hurts! I start to cry as the nurse tries to calm me down.

"Calm June, it's over before you know it"

I feel the tube go down my throat all the way to my stomach. The thoughts are spinning in my head, No now i have to eat! Ana Ana Ana!

"Fat kid you will never be beautiful!" She says

The tube is in my nose. The bag hanging on it scares me. I look at it as the nutrition flows trough my body. I keep thinking about how many calories are in that bag..

The door opens, my reacher Mrs Asher comes in. I may call her Avery just like her kids Luna and Liam. She is also my foster mom. My real parents died in a car crash when i was very young.

"Hye June are you okay?" She asks

"I'm fine" i say while looking away

"I brought your favorite book"

"Thanks mom"

"No problem sweet heart!"

"So how do you really feel my girl?"🥺

I look at her and a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Oh June come here"

She hugs me and hums. I feel safe with her.

"Everything will be alright" she says

"It's time to go to bed now you have therapy tomorrow."

"I will visit you again tomorrow with another book!"