WILL YOU ?
Having a calculative mind is dangerous. You always think about all the possible consequences about every action of yours. In my case, there has never been a positive outcome. By the time I actually realized that I have feelings for you which is not just mere likeness, it was time. Time for you to leave. Hence I accepted my faith and chose not to mention anything about the way I feel for you. But after such a long time I wonder what bad would have happened if I would have told you how I feel. You would have left me but eventually I was gonna lose you anyway. Yes, I have been scared to know the reality of your feelings. Probably was happy to be my own world of imagination where you were just mine. But although I could not mouth my words for you but I still have managed to express them in words for you...
Although in this real world they got separated, so many feelings remained untold, all the tears remained unseen. Both the parties thought that the other one had forgotten everything but little did they know both are suffering. Someone may be a little more and someone a little less. They didn’t have enough time together or maybe they could have but the destiny has planned something else for them. Maybe someone’s prayer to be together forever was not that powerful to hold them closer. Yes, they could not change their destiny that has already been craved. But if they had that power to change it would they have? I think the girl would have tried the most but what about the boy? Would he have tried? The answer remains unknown and hence the search again begins for them to find the love of their life. They went on different paths but what if the destination is the same, what if the destiny is crooked and they are together once again? And this time the boy tried his best to be with her. The girl doesn’t get scared to lose someone she loves and showers him with all her love. What if she hugs him not with a burden in heart? What if he holds her hand and looks at her, searching for innocent admiration? What if they win over destiny? What if…………………
But can someone really defeat destiny? No, they can not. The future remains untold but one thing both of them knew that they might have a future where they will be together but just in memories…..
As you always say we could have been a great couple. Then let us make it a reality. I promise in the next life I will make you my boyfriend and you promise me to be my soulmate. I promise to think more emotionally keeping aside the logic and you promise me to be less realistic and more expressive. I promise not to restrain myself anymore and you promise to admire me with innocence. I promise I will ask you to stay and you promise you will never leave. I promise you…..Will you promise me?
I don’t know if you will and even don’t have the courage to ask but I am the best match for you believe it or not.
Till next life,
Dasvidaniya senior
