Find him
I slammed my fists on the mahogany table glaring at the men before me. They stood in lines, their muscular bodies shaking slightly as they tried to keep a straight professional face, trying to hide their fear.
“I want him standing right here before me. You have till tomorrow night.” My voice boomed through out the whole floor. And they shook visibly.
“yes boss.” They quickly nodded curtly. They kept their heads up, their postures stiff. Looking dead ahead.
I glared at them, barely containing my anger. I waved my hand dismissing them. And they quickly dispersed. Immediately yelling orders in the microphones attached to their ears as they hurried out of my office.
I paced around the spacious room with a frown on my face. Its been two days since I ordered to capture him.
I sighed and looked out the large window of my office located at the top floor. I gazed at the city shimmering in lights before me. The moon shone bright and full. He still haunted me to this day. I shook my head and turned towards the door. My heels clicked furiously on the floor as I hurried to see my baby angel. I exited the head quarters of my Mafia and got in the car as my driver opened the door for me bowing slightly. I sighed. How many timed I have told him not to bow. I slid in the back seat and he closed the door. Hurrying along my Mercedes and got into the driver seat. He sped in the direction of my villa. And I checked my emails during the ride.
I quickly got out and hurried inside. I went straight to my bedroom. I opened the door slightly and sighed at the sight. My whole face lit up and a huge smile took over my features. She was still asleep on the king sized bed. She hadn’t woken up from when i had put her to bed and had to got out. I kept checking with the maids. And I know she would be asleep for another hour.
I quietly took off my heels and hurried towards my sweet daughter. She would be turning three this year. I gazed at her small form and dipped down. Pampering her whole face with kisses. I sighed gazing at her lovingly. She was my only source of peace. She slept peacefully. I chuckled as she smiled in her sleep. She is having a sweet dream.
I quickly took a shower In the king sized washroom attached to my bedroom. I finished up and walked out going into the wardrobe. I changed into a loose white night gown. I pulled the straps on my shoulders when I heard her sweet voice.
“mommy!” she rubbed her eyes. She had woken up and was sitting on the bed. Her hole face lit up as she saw me. I ran to her with a huge smile on my face. She instantly jumped into my arms and I chuckled swirling around with her in my arms she giggled and I kissed her all over her cute face.
" i missed you my sweet angel.” I pouted at her playfully. she giggled and kissed my cheek.
“I missed you more mommy.” She smiled at me and i looked at her in awe. I peppered her with kisses as I got on bed and settled her in my. She giggled as I kissed her.
I smiled down at her and pulled the thin straps of my gown down from my shoulder. It slid right off my left breast. it stood completely naked, full and heavy with my milk. Beads of cream formed on the tip of my nipple and I was about to guide her towards my breast as I cupped it in my hand and pulled her closer to my chest, but she had already latched on. Pulling my erect nipple into her soft little mouth and suckling her milk eagerly. I chuckled at the eagerness of my sweetheart and wiped the milk that got out of her mouth around my nipples. She gulped and drank hungrily. She looked up at me and played with my hair as I gazed down at her lovingly.
I pulled her closer to my chest and lightly traced her facial features. She was a complete copy of me but got her hair color from him. I ran my hands through her soft jet black hair. She was my treasure, my whole world, and I loved ever inch of her. Even though her father is a monster and haunted me every day and night of my life, and gave me nightmares still to this day. I shook my head. I don’t want to think about that monster.
I looked at my sweetheart in my lap drinking milk from my breast. Her eyes were closed as she laid peacefully. I kissed her forehead. She followed a steady rhythm. I switched her to my other breast. And she immediately latched on. I already had dinner and was full. I gently rocked her pulling her closer to my chest.
She popped the nipple out and looked up at me. I chuckled at her. She was full. She giggled as I pulled her up and pushed the strap up my shoulder. I smiled at her and got out of the bed. I made way towards the balcony.
I sat on the seat behind the large telescope and settled her on my lap with her back facing my chest. She observed my every move as I looked at the stars through the telescope. I smiled as I spotted a shooting star.
I pulled away and rotated the opening towards her gleaming. She Immediately followed my lead, looking into the telescope eagerly.
“that’s a shooting star my angel. We make a wish when we see one.” I gently whispered guiding her.
She gasped when she spotted one and I chuckled. She looked back at me and closed her eyes making a wish. A cute frown formed on her forehead and I lightly kissed it. She opened her eyes.
“what did you wish for my sweet daughter?” I ran my hands through her hair smiling at her.
“you mommy. I wish that no one ever hurt you and make you sad.” Her eyes shone bright and she cupped my cheek. and my mouth fell open.
She already knows those big words even at this small age. She was unlike other kids. She had started talking and walking earlier. She observed everything keenly and learned fast. I gazed at her in complete awe and adoration. She caressed my cheek and I kissed her forehead lovingly she giggled and turned her attention up towards the sky. I looked up at the shining stars. Moonlight shone bright.
“you know angel, when our loved ones leave this world and go to heaven, their souls become stars and they watch over us from above. And they shine when we talk to them or think about them. ” I whispered wrapping my arms around her, pointing at the stars with my other hand. She nodded in understanding.
“just like grandpa and granny.” She frowned slightly but perked up looking at the night sky. “mommy look! that star shone.” She pointed towards a star.
“yes it did honey.” I chuckled already looking at it “that’s your granny and grandpa. They had sensed us thinking about them. And they are listening right now. they love you my sweet angel, even though they couldn’t meet you. But they are always in our hearts.” I put my hand on her chest right on top of her heart and she smiled back at me. My eyes glistened as I smiled back.
They were in a car crash when I was two. They were hurried towards the hospital but they took their last breath on the way leaving me all alone in this world at a young age. My uncle took me in and raised me like his own. He has a small mafia under him controlling his town. He kept me away from the violence and mafia saying my parents wouldn’t have wanted me to be in danger. And I understood. But then I met that monster that night when I had just turned nineteen. After the incident, I asked my uncle to train me. He granted my wish and trained me like his own. I trained hard and when I was ready he handed me the Mafia saying he wanted to retire. I took over and when I found out I was pregnant. Something snapped In me. I worked day and night developing my mafia and took over cities in no time. Now I was known to be the queen of Mafia. I wanted to raise my daughter strong. So no monster would ever harm her. I would teach her self defense and every art of fighting but keep her away from the guns and violence. I’ll protect her with my life. I gazed at her lovingly as she wiped the tear that escaped my eye with her ting thumb.
“don’t be sad mommy.” She frowned. I kissed her thumb and smiled at her. Kissing the cute frown.
“I love you so so much my love.” I whispered gazing at her lovingly.
“I love you more mommy.” She lit up and I melted as she looked at me with her pure innocent doe eyes. I smiled and kissed her hands.
She hugged me and I pulled her tight to my chest. I sighed in content. She was my everything.
We stayed like that until I felt her grip loosen around me. She was sleepy. I chuckled and got up. Closing the glass door behind me. I turned the curtains so she wouldn’t be disturbed in her sleep in the morning when the light shine through them. I made way towards the bed got under the comforter with her in my lap. I rested against the head board and she snuggled into my chest looking up at me.
I smiled down at her and started singing her favorite lullaby. I caresses her nose and she cutely wrinkled it up. Her eyes started closing and she fell asleep in my lap. I finished the lullaby and settled her on the bed beside me. I hugged her close to me sniffing her hair. I smiled and fell asleep soon after with her protectively in my arms.