Chapter one, The Beginning
I live in PA, a hell hole where the girls that aren't straight,and pretty, gets killed. metaphorically. I grew up in NJ ,it wasn't that bad. my dad left when I was three. he really fucked my life up. I lived with my grandparents for awhile after the divorce. my mom went on and off with different guys, it was honestly really annoying getting a new dad every week. I still saw my dad, but not much. he never really cared for me, he was too drunk to care. My mom got into smoking when I was really young, same with my father, so I was constantly surrounded by smoking and drinking. when I was 8 my mom found, "the one". His name was Vince. His shitty looking beard and bald head distracted my mom from his true soul. we moved out of my grandparents with him and lived in a real shitty town where "basic girls", were preppy bitches. That's NJ for you. My life was pretty great, except for the occasional watching my mom get beaten whenever my mom and steldad fought, it was pretty good. School was a place I could go and be myself. I made plenty of friends. But none of them were real friends. My cousin Daisy lived in NJ with me. She was the best. She was always someone I could go to and help me escape my parents fighting when things got bad. Although we never saw eachother in person, calling was always an option. when the end of the school year, of fifth grade, I moved to PA, where I had to leave my cousin Daisy behind in New Jersey. It was in the middle of the school year, January. if you didn't know, middle school starts in the fifth grade for Pennsylvanians. So, a 10 year old girl, who came into a random middle school, in the middle of the school year, and only knows what a middle school is like through movies,and shows, was real fun. this is where the story really starts.
