Us?

There I sat with my head against the window counting trees as they zoomed past me. 23,24,25,36 “Allie please stop youre so annoying.” Ryan Sanders, my brother complainded as he threw his hands in the air. “Im not doing anything!” I exclaimed and my eyes followed the cars that sped up trying to pass my pissed of dad. “These assholes are always trying to race you!Its so unbelievable!”My dad would rage and speed up. My mom would grab onto the handle at the top if the car wishing he’d calm down and slow down. Ryan would always sit on his phone as we moved from place to place, and as usual he’d get mad and slam his phone down onto his lap and breath all hard. I always found it funny when he’d loose his game and get all bent out of shape. My family was quite toxic. My dad always had to be right and if he wasn’t he’d throw a rage or temper until someone gave up on the argument. Ryan,he had a lot of friends but most of them were man-whores always trying to either get with me or any of Ryan’s ex-girlfriends. My mom, there isnt a lot to say about her other than she was a daisy in a garden full of weeds(the only bright one in the family) Im not trying to say im not bright but if i was honest, im not. I was one of the weeds and same with dad and Ryan. I was a different situation.I never got along either of them and i didnt have many friends but I wasnt lonely. I had Jasmine and Kadin. Kadin is my best guy friend ever!Hes sweet understanding and always knows what to say to cheer me up. Jasmine she’s the toughest between us three,she is also very hot-headed. But I love them both. Jasmine wasn’t very tall but that never stopped her from being feisty. She has very long brown hair with light brown highlights all around her head, she was a beauty for sore eyes and got asked out a lot. Kadin, he was also quite handsome and has had many girlfriends and been asked out quite a bit. But he is a very nice boy and is very self-assured and doesnt care about anyones opinion.He was quite tall and had somewhat fluffy black hair, but it was mostly like a mop on his head. “Allie is daydreaming about Kadin again dad!” Ryan shouted and teased me.I was ready to hit him but realized we were almost there, to our destination. I almost flew out of my seat with joy and excitement. It has almost been two years since i last seen them, though they might not remember me now. A couple more hours passed and my excitement increased when we parked in the staduims parking lot. “Allie..you ready?” My mom asked me rubbing my back. I was scared but definitely couldnt lie “As ready as Ill ever be!” I squealed and pulled my bag over my head to rest on my shoulder. I walked up to the big doors seeing my reflection i was wearing my big black oversized jacket and my sweatpants, I looked like a bum but that was ok. My makeup was better than ever and no boy could resist me looking like this. “The Ice Squad has a very special treat for you all today! Please welcome..Isabell Brown..Kailey Nebrock..Lola Roberts…Allie Sanders…and last but not least Yamara Tristen!” The announcer queued us onto the ice. Applause was heard from all around us and now we were the center of attention. One by one we preformed our solos and dances, but now it was my turn.I slid on the ice gracefully and carefully but yet so carefree. My hands moved with me as I spun so gracefully. I danced to the music in my heart and I did little cool tricks to impress everyone which seemed to work on most but not all. The crowd appauled us all at the end and we all were proud but so very tired and cold. My mom came running up to me bringing me my jacket and pants. “You looked so beautiful in your red bodysuit! Oh it was beautiful! You did so good!” My mom cherished me. “Guess who I found!” My mom then continued to move out of my way.”Kadin!? You came to my performance!?” I was shocked and yet so happy. “I heard you were performing so I had to see you again. I also brought my girlfriend.” He seemed to explain quite uninterested. “wow thats really cool, congrats!” I smiled and looked at his new girlfriend,Daisy. She wasn’t anything like me nor his last girlfriend. This time the girl was quite slender than most and had award winning eyes and looks, she also had a very curvy body.She looked quite underweight too. She didn’t seem to care too much about me but still acted like she did.She had quite short blonde hair and I had long brown almost black hair. My family left us alone to catch up but his girlfriend wouldn’t even leave his arm. “Babe, i gotta go to the bathroom. I’ll be right back!” She exclaimed and walked off, he stared at her as she walked away. “why did you come to my performance?” I asked getting his attention back, I wasn’t jealous of them, but I wasn’t happy for them. I’ve always wanted to be in all his girlfriends place, I wanted to be his girlfriend, so seeing them together made me mad. “Well to be honest..I dont know, my girlfriend is into hockey and all and I heard you were performing at this game so I took her but also so i could see how much you’ve changed in the last two years.” He shrugged and seemed to half-heartingly explain. “Have I changed much?” I smiled knowing that if I asked him that it’d give him an excuse and reason to look at me more intensely and more intrigued. “Yeah..but not that much.” He concluded still staring at me. As he looked at me my stomach ran and butterflies flew all around my stomach. “What has?” I flirted but tried not to make it obvious. He smiled and looked me up and down. “Your hair is longer it used to be up to ur rib cage, but now it’s to your butt. Your eyelashes are longer and has more volume to them. You’re more curvier and your body grew more into a woman’s.” He flirted back moving me closer to him. I knew it was wrong but he was mine first, I had every right to him. “what do you mean my body is more like a woman’s?” I acted dumb just to hear he meant sexier and hotter. “You know what I mean.Youre hotter.” He flirted with me. Our bodies were touching and our lips were only a centimeter away. Bzzzzz! my phone started to ring. My damn brother was calling me. “what?” I asked annoyed by my brother. “You might wanna give him some space, his girlfriend is coming.” Ryan laughed and hung up. I stepped away and covered up my chest more. A few hours later I went home and laid down in my new bed and fell asleep dreaming about him