My whole life

I am a young girl who want a nice and lovely life like other kid,I wanted a life love by my family and friends,but i have no friends and was a sad little girl.

I have a family of six,my mom, my dad and my siblings.

I was two when i start going to school i was always lonely a lonely girl with a big dream, so my mom has no money to continue paying my school fees then I went to a public school, I continue with my education at a point i was like i have no father, my father was a carpenter who never care About his family,my mom did all she did to take care of me.

When i was three she gave birth to my sister,i was happy to have one, her name was happiness, she was so cute at that time, i was as school i have a friend called promise he was my only true friend, i was seven when I started having feelings for him, we were at top in class always at the top, we continued own friendship till he left the school to stay with his anuty I never saw him again, i was in love with anyone boy wish i told him, he told the whole school, I saw shy and keep up with everything i was doing,

I was as at ten when a boy at my house almost rape me because they was nobody to take care of me and my siblings,my mom was busy with looking for money for us to continue our education, my dad did nothing,he was only using his money on nothing he never like me but he always do what ever my sisters ask of, me and my kid bro was not happy,we where never love by our dad,my mom do everything possible for us to continue with our life,at a point we will sell leaf and garri for us to go to school or pay our exam fee.

I was at jss 1 my mom payed everything I started school and also continue my studies, till the day i make friends with the wrong people,i make friends with some girls and guys, they was the worst people to ever know, my friends called groly ask me to date a guy called Godspower he was cute and quit but he was not what i think he is.

I started dating him after a week we break up, i never disobeyed my mom for once, i was now a bad student who hardly go in class,

I was at jss 2 when a guy wrote me a letter saying he want to date me his name was ola a black cute guy also a bad student,my friends ask me to date him,wish i did,he was a jealous type he don’t like me talking to guys, we dated for long.

I started smoking with my friends I will not go home early I will drink smoke,till a day i fall in a trap of the guys I always play with, he ask me to walk with him i did,we got to his house and after getting there he rape me i cry out my eye.

After some months I noticed i was pregnant,i did abortion and i was scared, after then i had no friends,i them so shameI can save my self from shame,I change my school I start a new life and i was now fifteen year old i now work by myself,i work at a bakery wish pay 5k every month end.

I go to school early am always inside the class after a year i saw two guy who was fighting because of me and I learn my lesson from my old school and i never dated any of them,wish made me leave the school because my name was all over the school,I continue my life with no father to help only mom.

I work at gotv to earn money to help me upcoming waec,after working for one month I took my salary to my mom and i use from it to buy some clothes for myself.

My dad chase me out of the house,i when to stay with my consin who did the worst,she was a prostitute she wanted me to join her but I said no and she ask me not to eat her food again, i have a boyfriend who ask me to come to his house and when i got there he said i can stay,after some time he rent an apartment for me, i was all alone again.

He was my only hope but his mom never liked me,I tried my best but she never did,

My life continues my dad ask for my forgiveness after beating my mom I forgive him now am the one who always send him money when he is sick, my mom is my only hope and help she did what nobody ever did for me now i am in a happy relationship with the only guy who never took I advantage of me, my siblings are doing well,but i hope there life as not like mine