"Dear mom"
I return home. The first thing i think about is you mom, i just want to see you again even if i was on my death bed. Why did that have to happen? Why did it have to happen to you? I'm in highschool now, Ruby and I miss you a lot you know ever since you left it was like a big, terrifyingly black cloud had covered our sun, you were our sun,mom. Like you said Ruby is trying to be an idol just like you were and me, I think i'll work behind the stage even though you wanted me to become an actor. I want to be there, be there for Ruby, I don't our life to repeat itself, I don't want to lose her like i lost you. I hope you are proud of me. I hope you are watching over me and Ruby but I think you would look at me disappointingly of not being an actor but I know for a fact you meant those words, your last words. They keep on ringing in my mind, reminding you had to lie even as an idol who never felt love, hoping for her lies to become the truth one day. You became so scared of your lies you were scared to even say ''I love you'' to your own children but the words came out of your mouth sounded sincere and true. From that moment i knew i was going to get revenge on the one who took your life. Why did it have to end like this? As i sat there sulking Ruby barged in. ''Huh? What happened?" I ask. "H-have you seen Kanae?" She gasped. "No, why?" I reply, concerned. "She said she was going to get us a few snacks from the near-by convenient store but-" "But what?" "It's been an hour since!"
I left immediatly to look for Kanae, though we aren't that close, our only relationship was when we worked together in a reality show but i only accepted to take part to gather info on who murdered mom. I stop in front of the sight I see. Kanae stands lifelessly on the metal railing. She looks as though she has had enough with life and being a doll to be played around with. I rush with all my might. She leans off the railing. I grab her by her waist and bring back to safety. I couldn't afford to lose someone else in my life, no matter their relationship with me. "Let me go!" "Let me go this instant!" She wailed. "You are safe, you are safe." I say trying to reassure her. She cries her heart out as though she's been holding back for year, I wish i could do the same but it seems i have no tears to shed. I bring her back home and dry her off. As Ruby got her better clothing to wear, I stood outside wondering if i will ever see you again with all this revenge in my heart. I'll most likely go to hell don't you think, Mom. I hope i'll get to rest easy one day knowing i got revenge for you. Then I'll get to see you again. Again
Good Writes ❣