Story Notes

Before I start posting the chapters, I wanted to say a few things about this story. This story is very close to my heart. I will tell the reason of why it is, by the end of the story. Desires, the first book of this series is also a book very close to my heart. I have seen two people in my life, very close to me suffering from depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.

This story unlike the first will have around fifteen to twenty chapters and will be primarily focused on character development and plot of the story even though it is an erotica.

Even though this book deals with the below mentioned elements of depression, I felt like the end of this book would show how much a person’s life has changed and their positive outlook about their life. I know how this book is and I will also try to reconstruct it in the future or do corrections based on the reviews I get. Just give this a try.

Summary

They say the stroke of a paddle elicits the most pain, but how could a punishment be this pleasurable? Ties are the most horrible thing invented by man. The bring about the most frustration one could experience but as my fingers wrapped around the silks ties connected to the hand cuffs, the pleasure from being in the mercy of another man surged till all I could do was moan as those long thick calloused fingers stroked my vulva. My eyes fluttered close as the hard strokes of the wooden paddle marked my skin red, taunting me for being naughty. But the pleasure was so great and the person knew what they were doing to my body. The hard pinch of my nipples and the soft caressing of my folds made me pant for more. "I want you inside me." I moaned hard and my breath became shallow but hard. "I want your cock to stretch me, fill me, mark me." I murmured as the strokes became lighter and lighter till they became a soft brush against my tender skin. But punishments are not meant for pleasure and maybe he just knew how much effect he always had on me. I was slowly reaching my peak when everything stopped. Those thick fingers that were pleasing me vanished, leaving me desperate, but I knew this was my punishment. "You can't pleasure yourself without my permission, pet. You are mine. You. Don't. Not. Touch. What. Is. Mine." Each word ended in hard thrust and each groan bought me

Genre: Romance,Erotica

Author: Gayu

Status: Complete

Chapters: 32

Rating: 4.0 (1 review)

Age Rating: 18+

Author's note

This is an M rated story for mentions of explicit sexual content, strong language depression, and BDSM.

This story has the below mentioned warning/trigger labels. Please read them before you continue:

Depression, Eating disorders, Sleeping Problems, Suicidal Thoughts, Episodes of Depression, Stalking, groping(negative), bullying, name calling(negative), public humiliation(negative), excessive guilt and low self-esteem, hopelessness, parental emotional abuse, Therapy. Dominant/ submissive dynamics, Master/baby girl dynamic, Explicit sexual content, strong language, orgasm denial, punishment, graphic sexual content, strong language, age gap, power play, spanking, multiple orgasms, kink negotiation, Bondage, Fingering, Sex toy, ice play, wax play, Oral sex, Collaring, Subspace, good communication and negotiation, After care etc.

That’s all I can remember. If a chapter contains any warning other than this, then I will try to mention it. If you remember anything to add, please feel free to comment.

All characters of the story are consenting adults above the age of 18.

Lastly, if you are a reader below the age of 18, please think before reading it, because you are responsible for what you read and I can't stop you.

Deprived Desires

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