Dear.....
CONTAINS MANIPULATION AND SELF HARM!!!!!
Dear....
What do i say?
You dont like me
You lie
You lie
I dont know why
I did what i was told
Why do i get hurt?
Why?
He wanted me too
He told me too
But you still
Dont listen
You believe lies
Realize
They are lies
I made them
They are my lies.
You believe them
They are good lies.
But you dont believe i told them
But i did tell them i made them
I manipulated myself for them
He manipulated me for them
I let it happen
Its my fault
I trusted you
You didnt like it
So you had to break it.
I told you how i felt
You still lie
I didnt lie
You lied to me
You enjoy lying
You love lying
but,
to ones who hurt
Why?
Why?
You havent seen
what ive seen.
You want to?
You dont.
Why?
Because
They will not let you see
The people you like
You wont see them
You wont see them the same
You wont see
anyone the same.
you say i have feelings for you
i only have one feeling
It feels good
The blade on your skin
The feeling
It lasts only a little
But it feels good
It is the only thing real
My feelings
There gone
The only real feeling is pain
I like it
The blood
Its beautiful
Dripping down my skin
Dripping fast
It gets me excited
It is relief
Its nice
Its welcoming
It opened its doors for me
I walked right in
-Maddison R.
