Chapter 1
After i woke up i laid on bed just wondering why life was this way. My name is eun-ju I’m 165cm, and a 3rd year student at Neanderthal high school. I have long black hair , and these red freakish eyes, i live with my mom as my dad left after i was born,so from a young age I’ve always been alone my mom is at home often as she works at questionable jobs so I’m often left at home one and at time with nothing to eat so theres no questioning why I’m weirdly thin, timid, and pale. school is a living hell, with evryone always whispering, laughing, glaring at me, sending me death threats over false allegations they just decided to belive, writings of “ YOU WHORE”, “K*** YOURSELF “ scribbled in sharpie all over desk but I guess im to blame , i let it happen….
I guess i let my thoughts take a hold over me because time went by like a fly, so I finally decided to get ready putting on my beat up uniform, i grabbed my backpack and an apple on my way. Finally I got on the bus having the same thing happening to me, a creepy old guy rubbing on my thighs as i sat there dying on the inside being to scared, and shy to say something i just let it happen.And of course getting to school made no difference, i got to my class room 2-a, I opened the door feeling everyones stares, glares, whispers, and laughter’s. I walked quickly and sat down putting my head down on my desk (i sat in the back) not caring about any new comments written there. And of course the whispers and glares continued, until suddenly someone said “eun-ju your not gonna greet the class” and of course it was Eun-ji who said that though are names are spelled similar we’re not alike, (eun-ji has a wealthy family, long curly blonde hair , blue-greenish eyes , 170cm , popular , everyone liked her and everyone wanted to date her or be her, she acts all sweet and polite, when really she’s a backstabbing, manipulative b****). And of course everyone started laughing and some saying “ she’s probably ashamed she growed up just like her mother, a wh***” and other saying “ yea right like she ever let a squeake out” laughing harder,i just sat there letting it all happen i wanted to cry but all my tears have been used up, suddenly the teacher came in saying “quiet down student, there’s been some minor changes a student has been transferred here from class 2-b” transfer student the class started chattering, “ i wonder who it is “ some said , while other said i hope “ who ever they are i hope they’re hot”, as the class continued to chatter and the teacher trying to quiet them down the door opened, and came in jeong-hui “could the day get worse i thought to myself “, jeong-hui was just like eun-ji they were perfect for each other,( he was wealthy,wavy shaggy dark brown hair, deep blue ocean eyes, 182cm, popular,,everyone liked him , everyone wanted to either be with him or be him, bug unlike eun-ji he didn’t hide his true colors he wasa rude, self centered, egotistic jerk). Of course every girl was fan girling over him , and every guy except his crew were scared of him and being obviously known the teacher didn’t even bother introducing him he just told him where to sit , having going through all of this i just sighed and went to sleep,about awhile later the bell rong and i got up to leave but of course there was girls blocking the back door so i went through the front door with eun-ji , jeong-hui and their crew jus stand there and talking not caring if they’re gonna glare at me i just walk out, then suddenly i felt a hand push and i fell on the ground and i just knew it was eun-ji (hence she was the closest one to me) then she said “aw eun-ju need some help “ reach her hand out , with others laughing, i smacked her hand and said I’m perfectly fine but before i could get up one of her crew pulled my hair saying “how dare you talk to eun-ji like that “ and then walking away laughing with the others , I looked back up seeing jeong-hui just staring down on me smirking then walking away. I got up and just went to my next class (spooked but it was coming sooner or later)and after a few periods it was time for lunch got my lunch but just decide to eat it in the library instead while reading the manga say i love you,i dont know why i enjoy mangas like these, you know the popular guy falling for the shy timid girl , but they’re so unrealistic they only happen in fantasies, in reality those popular kids are ruthless , selfish and cruel they could care less about you. Before i knew it was time for gym and of course all of them had the sae class period as me. Buf even though it was raining the the teacher wasn’t letting us off that easily “ donf think just because it’s raining you get off that easily , we’re gonna be playing dodge ball in in the meantime “ he said putting use in our groups , and of course I ended up in on jeong -hui team making others throw the ball extra hard me. Aftef a while it ended being just me and him on that team with others trying to get us out when suddenly someone threw the ball harshly at him and he moved out the way quickly leaving me to get hit. I’m guessing i got his in the head pretty hard because all I remember after is feeling dizzy and suddenly waking up at nurse after hearing the bell ring. I got up and looked at the mirror seeing that the nurse already attached a head wrap around my head i just got my stuff and left. I got on the bus arriving at my part time job called mochi shop after clocking i noticed the same old guy coming in everyday day he comes in at exactly 6:02 a few minutes after i clock in and leaves at 8:30 a few minutes after i leave. “ what can i get for you today sir “ i said “just the usual “he said “alright that will 8.15$ sir you can wait till we call your number and thank you for coming to mochi shop “ i said giving him his number “my pleasure “he said giving me the money for his order.after a couple hours i clock out and get a bus back home and arriving seeing my mom passed out the couch(I wasn’t surprise) i walk to my room taking a shower to cool off i got started on some of my assignments and then threw myself on my bed i layed there thinking “ what a day” i guess my thoughts got a hold of me because i fell asleep a second later.
