part 1
Taehyung finishes his works hurriedly because he needs something to do. In the afternoon he baths and after eating he goes out a bit giving an excuse to Mrs jeon.
Taehyung is shaking from inside. He is so in tension that he can’t focus in his works. His mind is occupied with different thoughts. From last few days he is feeling really sick. Like he is vomiting, feeling extreme dizzy in the morning, no appetite and some more things. At first he ignored everything and took normal medicine without consulting doctor. But now his sickness is making him like a dead person and he can’t ignore it now. He can’t ignore the bad feeling he is getting since last few days. He tried to positive and but no....
Last week he got to know a woman from their neighborhood is pregnant with her 2nd child. Taehyung heard her talking about her sickness with one of their other neighbors. And Taehyung felt oddly familiar with all of the symptoms. Still he ignored but now he can’t anymore when his period didn’t show up for 3rd month in a row.
At first Taehyung thought his period is delaying. So he let it go easily in first month. In second month he was scared and. Waited for his period for showing up but still it didn’t. So he thought to go for 3rd months before taking any action and he is regretting it a lot now.
Taehyung is walking with big steps. Really big steps that some time he is about to fall. But he doesn’t stop. He needs to go far away. There are some pharmacy in their area but he can’t take risk. Everyone knows him here as he is working in jeon’s since last 5 years. So he needs to go far where people can’t recognize him.
After walking 10 minutes he thinks to take a cab to go farther as he is feeling tired now. So he takes a cab and goes about 10 more minutes. When he sees the area is kind of unknown to him he gets down from the cab.
After giving money to the cab driver he starts walking, trying to find a pharmacy. He again takes big steps as soon as he finds a pharmacy 2 minutes away for him.
He buys the things he needs and hides them in his pocket. Then he again comes back home. Now Taehyung can’t wait for tomorrow. But he has to wait for morning. Tears form in his eyes thinking all of the things that can happen. But he is praying that it’s not what he is thinking.
