Cassandra
My father told me ‘beat or get beaten’ and i never fully understood what he meant until i was lying face down in the sandy floors of the training room.
My sore head and bloody nose just a reminder of what kind of childhood i was having.
I was 9 years old when my father sat me down and explained to me my purpose. I was to be the best assassin in AR. Again, at the time i wasnt aware of what that would entail for me.
But now, aged 15 i am quicker, more aware of my surroundings and I have been the champion fighter for 2 years. Sure the boys are upset that they get beat by a girl but hey, im just doing what im told. I was told to survive.
6 years and the only real friend i had was Mellissa. She was my neighbor and we spent every moment we could together.
Her beautiful long blonde hair cascaded down her back like rapunzel. I envied it because mine was always tied up in a pony tail. I would brush it while she spoke about highschool and the boy she liked.
She assumed i was homeschooled. Which to an extent i was. She would ask me if i had a crush on any boys. I think to Chris. Chris Baker was another in AR. His wavy brown hair and brown eyes had me falling in love aged 10.
‘You can never tell Mellisa what you are Cass, she wouldn’t understand and it would put her in danger’. My father words spoke to me whenever i wanted to share my other life with Mellisa. She was an angel, sent to me in the pits of my hell.
Fast forward to 17. Im on my first solo mission.
Sitting in Cafe Alure with her picture in my hand i wondered what she had done to be in this predicament. Was she a wife? A mother? A sister?
I shook those thoughts away. ‘Turn off your humanity’ my father said. ‘These people mean nothing. They are a job’.
I sighed. My father was such a bastard. Couldnt have enroled me into something nice like horseriding.
Im not a fan of horses but thats not the point.
Checking my watch it was 8.15 and right on queue in comes my victim. Ordering her usual Caramel Lattee before heading into her office building, a short 5 minutes walk down the street.
Im about to get up to follow her out when i feel a hand on my arm. ‘Cassandra?’
Nope. I am not and i cannot be right now. I dont even spare the stranger a glance. I have a mission and i cannot fail.
I follow her out of the cafe and down the street and enter the office building with her. I knew the cameras would be down so it was easy to slip in and out.
We both got into the lift and she pressed floor 9. I pressed floor 4, knowing i would need to get out before.
I reached into my pocket and took the needle out, popping the lid off. The woman was too busy on her phone to notice. Swiftly i pushed it into her neck and watched as she gasped and slowly slid to the floor.
Ding.
The lift doors open at 4 and i get out and walk right back down the stairs. Pulling my hoodie off and pushing it into my bag.
I knew the cameras would be up and running in a few moments and my job would have been a success.
An hour later i was back in AR headquarters speaking with Ritchie. He congratulated me, like i had won a prize by taking that womans life.
Turns out i was allowed to read the file AFTER the job. She was a married woman but was stealing from the charity he had. She threatened divorce and to take half of his money so he hired the hit.
Greed can get you killed.
Walking down to the training field i see him. Chris.
Hes been my official boyfriend since i beat him up when we were 10. He said he could easily be in love with someone who was his equal. Truth is, im better and he knows it.
He looks up at me from tying his shoelace and winks, before running over to me and twirling me around.
‘I missed you Cassie’ he says as he leaned down for a kiss. I would never tire of kissing this man. He was one of the only good things in this pit of hell.
‘You know you’re 18 tomorrow right? Or did you forget’ he laughs and i elbow him as we walk to my small changing room.
‘How could i forget when youve been reminding me for months’ i smirk.
‘I was hoping you would move into my room at the centre with me?’
He knew my answer before he even asked the question. At the age of 18 couples in AR were allowed ro move from their single individual room and in with their significant other.
They would then be moved to a couples room.
We all had rooms in the AR because sometimes we would need to stay late for meetings or we couldnt go home after a job. It was more like student accommodation, not that i was ever allowed to be a student but ive seen Mellisas.
‘Of course. Ive been waiting 8 years to cuddle all night with you’ i smile and pull him in for a hug.
So of course my 18th birthday came and there was a big party in the AR arena. The only birthdays that are celebrated in this place are 18 and 21. At 18 you are considered an adult and can choose to have more responsibilities. You can drink freely in the bar and of course move rooms.
It wasnt even 8am when Chris came bursting into my room. ‘Lets go, cause i have big plans for you when we get to our room’
Chris had moved all his things already and it only took us 45 minutes to move mine. I didnt really own a lot.
As i put the final box down my phone vibrated in my pocket.
Mellissa: hello angel face! Happy 18th birthday. I cant wait to see you later xx
She always made me smile. ‘She can see you later but right now you’re mine. Do you know how long ive waited for you?’
He closed and locked the door behind us. Both Chris and I were virgins. We wanted to wait till we were both 18 before we had sex. Some might find that sad but we really wanted it to be special.
I knew Chris had been watching a lot of rated movies with his ‘boys’ and i hoped I wouldn’t disappoint. I had the perfect body for me. I wasnt worried about how i looked but more about performance.
Chris came close and grabbed both sides of my face. ‘Stop Cassie. I can see those clogs turning. Clear your mind, remember this is my frist time too. We are safe together’
His words put me at ease and then I remembered what Mellisa told me.
‘Remember dont bite his dick off. No teeth Cassie. No teeth’
I had to hold in the small giggle that wanted to escape. No. Focus cassie. Clear your mind.
I pushed Chris onto the bed and climbed on top of him, straddling his waist. I couldn’t feel him underneath me, fully erect.
I slowly took off my tshirt and unclipped my bra, letting it fall to the side.
‘You are so beautiful Cassie’ he said as he sat up and kissed my neck, moving down to my boobs. I pulled at the bottom of his tshirt signalling him to take it off.
Once off, he flipped me round so he was on top and i was flat on my back. Kissing all down my stomach he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them off. Before slowly removing my underwear.
He dipped his finger in my folds. ‘You are soaking wet for me already’
Before i could say a thing he pushed his finger inside me and i arched my back. It felt nice but what i didnt expect was how much nicer it would be when he brought his mouth to my clit.
Licking and sucking it while he moved his finger inside of me it was amazing. I could feel something about to explode. ‘I think im going to cum Chris’
That was all he needed to hear before his actions became quicker. I came undone in seconds. Crying out his name and i bucked my hips trying to get him to stop. The sensation becoming too much.
He leaned up on his elbows and licked his finger.
‘Ive waited years to have you moaning my name. Its like music to my ears’
He crawled up on top of me, his tip at my entrance. ‘No i wanted to return the favour’ i pleaded.
‘I didnt give to receive sweetness. I just want my cock in your tight little pussy’
I blushed at his words but i wanted him too.
He pushed in slowly and once fully in, let me adjust to his size. It was painful for a moment but then he started to move and it felt really good.
His movements became faster and his thrusts deeper. My moans seemed to be getting louder and i had hoped no one would hear us. I became undone for a second time in another breath taking orgasm.
Just as he was about to cum he pulled out and spilled the contents on my stomach.
‘Look at me’ he demanded and i looked up into his big brown eyes.
‘I love you Cassandra. I have since we were 10’
‘I love you too Chris’
