Lonely soul

I'm a girl from the planet Earth let's call me Jezebel I was born on 5th June 2005 I was 5 years old when my father died I'm having three sisters one brother including me so we are five children I and my elder sister and my little brother are living with my mother at first I thought I was a favorite daughter because I felt the love she had for me she will celebrate my birthday for me every year from the time I was 5 years old today time I was 12 years old from then she stopped celebrating my birthday for me she didn't even remember that it was my birthday she didn't even wish me Happy Birthday on my birthdays at first I thought it was just a normal thing because she was going to a lot to look after my sister to go to school and my little brother and also me so I if you don't need but it's continued for three good years which he did not even remembered my birthday and never reach me happy Birthday it was not only her all my sister did not even remember my birthday and they all never wish me Happy Birthday it's hurt to see that all your family members around you did not remember the special day in your life which comes only once in a year I felt sad I was supposed to be happy on my birthday but I only cried in my room find my heart out to my pillow talk to myself because I had no one to talk to I felt that I was going mad because I didn't have no one to talk to I talk to myself everyday I thought all this will end soon but I was small the worst was Yet to Come.