Leah

Her

I wonder what this is called…it's confusing even tho my heart has the answer maybe I'm not willing to accept it.

If his clothing, or I even a little bit of his touch I find peace.

Mates?

I thought those weren't real or for me…

If his worried, I find my heat beating fast in sorry and ache…

I hate this..

I hate not having control over my emotions…I dealt with my jealousy and now I wish I hadn't.

At least now if he's with someone else I'd feel bad, I'd feel the need to stop or throw tantrums…

Instead I am calm…

Fuck me.

And now I'm mad that I am not jealous…I must be very stupid..don't you think?

And selfish too,

I mean it's not like I'm the only one in the whole world…

Maybe I should shove my fangs into her and end her life…

Damn me.

I thought I just said I didn't care?

Since when did vampires have soul mates…I'm in some serious trouble.

"Leah" a voice cuts me off my thoughts.

"the truce remains, we needn't allow our anger get the best of us" The King says.

I shrug still nodding to respect his authority…it's not a secret that I have some anger issues.

Maybe not some..

My anger issues killed five humans just a week ago…

I said I'm sorry…although it didn't come from my dead heart.

I feel a glare and see my mother glaring hard at me.

I know what that glare meant..'try your father and I'll drive a stake into your heart and end you'

History says my father and mother were mates…

Another bullshit..

I can't wait for this damn meeting to end so I can at least return to the four corners of the palace.

My sanctuary.

While I'm still sane…

I'm afraid I'd go nuts if I remain here watching them anylonger.

The bitch doesn't mind though, she's so busy throwing herself at him.

When she leans into him to relax her beautiful blonde hair I decide I've had enough so I get up and walk out.

No one cared that the brat princess had left the meeting before it even got to end.

Thankfully.

My brother's got my back and that's the most important thing.

I walk out to the black Ferrari packed just outside the mansion.

Pulling my car keys out of my pocket I unlock the door and get in.

Palace or best friend's house?

Anywhere my hearts leads.

Scoffing I put the gear to third and increase the speed to the very highest.

Looks like it's the palace then.

How's the first chapter?

I'm really excited 😊