Chapter 1
My life has always been bothersome. I've never really had fun like any normal person. My parents are on the worst terms ever and are on the verge of breaking up. I come from a very rich family, and as the only child, i actually got whatever I wanted, they granted my every wish completely ignoring my deepest wishes.
"Wataru, hey Wataru." My mom called as I held my pillow close to me. "Wataru, why don't you come and have breakfast, you'll be late to school ." She opened my door and walked in.
"I'll be down mom." I said rolling on my bed.
I started highschool a week ago after many years due to health issues and I was alone, obviously. Being an only child just made things worse cause I had no one to speak to.
"Hey," someone called as I looked up and saw a very beautiful girl looking at me and smiling.
"O-oh, hey." I answered, my face turning red.
"Am Hinami Yoshida, am the class president." She said.
"Oh, am aware."
"Yeah, we spoke when you came recently." She said smiling. "You've been avoiding others since, do you have some kind of problem?"
"N-no" Actually, I don't want to have any close relationship with anyone, cause.... I wouldn't know when tragedy would befall me and I didn't want anyone to feel sad cause of me.
"Let's begin class." A teacher said walking into the class.
"Oh, the teachers here, let's talk during lunch." She said still smiling before walking back to her seat. I nodded before facing my front. When I looked up, I saw a guy looking angrily at me.
*Huh?*
The girl was a nice person, I found myself taking a liking in her.
Time for lunch, I sat on my seat looking out of the window. I had totally forgotten my lunch and I didn't want to go to the cafetaria cause many students were there.
"Hey." I heard someone call before dragging a seat infront of my desk. I looked up and saw the class president.
"H-hey."
"You didn't bring any lunch today?" She asked.
"Y-yeah."
"Wanna share mine?" She asked smiling.
"N-no, I don't really need any." That was a big lie, I wanted to eat so I'd be able to take my medication.
"Okay, if you say so." She said smiling before looking at me.
"W-what?" I asked looking away.
"Nothing, really." She said smiling.
"I-i'll be back, I need to use the restroom." I said as she nodded.
I got into the restroom and few minutes later three guys walked in.
"Hey, pretty boy." One of them called. I recognized him as the guy who was looking at me back in class.
"H-hey."
"Don't act so stupid in our front yo." Another said.
"Am-am sorry." I said looking away. "I'll like to go back if you have nothing to say to me."
"Fucker!" He cursed. "Don't go thinking you'll get to her cause you look so cute." He said.
"Huh?"
"Don't go near her again."
"Am sorry I don't get what you are saying, I'm heading back."
"I'll get you later."
*Weird. Did I do something wierd?*
I went back to class and she was still there. We kept talking till lunch time was over.
After school, I waited for my dad to call me so I brought out my drugs and a can of water.
"Hey, bastard." Someone said before slamming his hand on my desk.
"Whoa..."
"You really don't listen."
"Am sorry what? I don't know what I've done to you guys but please, I need to do something." I said as one of them kicked my desk making my drugs fall.
*What the hell?*
I bent to pick them up but one of them stepped on my hand.
"Ow, ow, it hurts." I pleaded as he kept squashing them. I tried pushing him away as hard as I could with my other hand making him hit another person. I was bleeding and getting seriously tired. I seriously needed to take my medication.
"You bastard!" He cursed before throwing a punch at me.
"Ow!" I screamed as blood began running down my nose. He kept hitting me and his friends came to join him.
"This is just to make sure you don't go near Hinami again." One of them said beside kicking my face.
I was getting really weak by the time they stopped. My phone began ringing and I grabbed it and picked it up. It was from my dad. My white shirt was already stained with blood.
"Dad...." I called faintly.
"Wataru? Why are you sounding that way?" He asked before I started coughing. I used my hand to cover my mouth and by the time I removed it I saw blood on my hand.
"Dad...... please."
"Wataru!" He screamed, then I heard the sound of the door of his car closing forcefully. "Where are you?"
"1-5" I answered before coughing out blood. I rested my back on the wall of the class before trying to take my drugs but they all ended up being stained by blood. My hands were shaking violently and I wasn't able to control them. My drugs fell from my hand and my chest began hurting.
"D-dad.........." I called weakly before my hands dropped.
*I can't move. Dad........" I thought as tears ran down my cheeks. The door opened forcefully but my vision was blurry.
"Wataru!Wataru!!!!" I heard my father's voice, he ran towards me and tried raising me up before my eyes got shut and I felt nothing.
*I can't hear voices anymore. Am I dead? I wonder where dead people go. I really didn't achieve anything. My parents would end up getting divorced. The thought of that hurts, it hurts. But...... a part of me is so selfish, am relieved, that I'm done suffering. My health condition was so bad I literally lived my life waiting for death, but now, it's all over. Atleast I'll be okay wherever I go.* Was what I thought.
"Ouch." I said as I opened my eyes. "Huh? I thought I was dead."
*Where the hell am I?* I thought looking around. I was surrounded by men holding sticks and swords.
"Let's take his life!!!" They screamed running towards me.
*HUH?!!!!!!!*