It's not she who needs a change

When it comes to the purpose of talking, when it comes to the purpose of writing, when it comes to the purpose of conveying meanings, identity,emotions , the mental state one is in, most humans can be a piece of junk not able to distinguish what sarcasm can be , not able to identify the depth of the conveyed message, only focusing on the outer layer of thought that they could see and hear .

The urge to keep hiding myself, my own true identity encapsuled me even before my memories could find a way in my heart .My identity was burried,on trying so hard to be in the conventional society with the perfect form, without mistakes, regrets. Being the plastic form the society needed, being the role model, trying so hard to meet everyone's expectations.At last finding out it wasn't me, not always the one I wanted to be. Busy in that part I forgot to find my purpose.

Living someone else's daydream,fed up, at last I tried changing myself , finally started to be me,with my decisions without taking anyone into consideration a new chapter was opened.

While I realised some wasn't ready to accept the way I really am , I tried being the plastic girl again, then was that I realised , I can't resist being myself, I was so addicted to being the real me.

I want to be the one with mistakes, regrets, happiness, love . Cause its my life ,a once in a life time offer.

Finally valuing myself and walking away from those who dont know my worth wasn't an easy task, but stopping once in a while to catch my breath, to show gratitude towards myself helped me . I don't want to be plastic, its me aganist the world.

Lots of love,

Hope you too find yourself and your purpose,dont forget to consider yourself once in a while.

Jessy❤️