Chapter 1
In March 2022, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Hudson Daniel. God knew I needed him because god knew my husband was slowly disappearing on drugs. Since he was born it has been just me and my children begging for my ex husband to get sober. All while I was busy raising our children, he was out doing drugs, sleeping with other woman and becoming a frequent flyer in detox, rehab and jail. Eventually, he disappeared for good and we went without speaking for quite some time since he was so high on fentanyl you couldn’t get in touch with him.
My uncle, aunt and cousin came to OK to visit my children and I in October 2022 and stayed a week. We had an incredible time and they got to bond with Hudson for the first time. Little did I know it would be my uncle’s last time, he tragically had a heart attack and died a week later at a speedway in Maine. We are so saddened by his death but also so greatful we were able to spend a week together and he got to meet baby Hudson. I will never understand why god needed him so soon but so grateful that I got to be like his third daughter and my daughters got to know him. I wish everyday i could get his advice on life and be able to call him like we always did.
Our baby boy was breastfeeding non stop, our girls started their new school and I eventually moved back to our favoirte small town. A neighboring church helped my children and I move and put everything going foward into my own name. We then began a new chapter of life in our new house solely on our own beginning in February 2023. We love this small town so much we have decided to stay here for good now.
