A moth drawn into flames
I have always been in love with my dear best friend Allie
My love was akin to a moth drawn into flames
Knowing that I wasn’t for her, knowing I wasn’t meant to be with her
She turns to me with serious look, it didn’t surprise me as I was accustomed to her rare serious talk
But this time it was slightly different, except for the 3 consecutive days including this one, I was sure something is up
“Actually, I have a boyfriend”
My heart broke when I heard those words but even so I wasn’t going to show it
“Oh, congratulations”
I offered her the most sincere smile I could ever muster at that moment and clapped to the announcement
“So, you better go hurry up and find a girlfriend Drake and let’s do a double date”
She sounds genuinely wishing me for my happiness, but all I could ever want was her
“I’ll try my best”
I try to sound enthusiastic at such idea, but I think my voice betrays me
“I am sure you are thinking that you are not worthy of anyone, aren’t you?”
While she might have been right at what I thought about relationship in general, but she is completely wrong what I felt right now
I didn’t nod neither shake my head, I do not want to explain myself to her right now
All I can do was support her and that is how to love someone who doesn’t love you
