I Hate

I hate how you're such a pretty boy

I hate your picture perfect face 

I hate your super cool dress code

I hate your overrated height

You got me reading between the lines,

The light touches and stolen stares

The innocent compliments,

Your bitter sweet lies...

I hate how you live rent-free in my head

I hate how you gaslight me

I hate how you conduct yourself

I hate how quick I got attached...

I hate your convincing looks that make me hope for a future with you

I hate your deceiving acts that tell me there can never be an us

But there more I hate you,

Is just the more I want you

And I get peace having you as a crush,

For no one can take that from me