What You Made Of Me

My My name is Zamaria Lavender Woods(Zah-Ma-Re-Ah).It's crazy because I hate the smell of lavender.But that doesn't matter.A little about me is I hate the sun.Love horror in general and believe in ghost.And I have a stalker.Crazy right some lame girl like me you would think i'm the stalker right.We'll here's the story of how I ended up here.

It was halfway threw my junior year.I already wanted to end it all.I had barely any friends,hadn't even talked to my teachers or asked for help.I walked down the hall with my ripped baggy jeans and glasses with a messy bun and black mask.And a oversized plaid unbutton shirt with a black top.Pretty cool right.

Everyone always looked at me like a freak.But we're they wrong you wouldn't blame them if you knew me.The cheerleaders looked at me like some lost dog.The jocks thought I was just a plain weirdo.The populars didn't know I was even there.And the geeks and goths were afraid of me.Life's amazing at the bottom of the food chain.But your not here for this.

Your here for him...

There was one guy at the top of it all.

Damon

Will

Davis

Everyone would say he's sweet obviously hot even a celebrity maybe.Easy going and a young genius.I'd just say he's a normal guy or whatever.Adults trusted him and respected him.I never clearly saw why though.

Maybe if I hadn't gone out that night things would be different.

"HEY Z"I heard threw the crowd of kids while at my locker .I shut it about to look for who's calling me.

"WHAT THE FUCK ALLY"I said jumping gripping my books. "Sorry"she giggled.

Her real name was Alex.She was my only friend even though she had so many she wasn't necessarily a quiet kid she was extremely popular.And gay.She had a huge crush on Kristen Stewart or something.

She always tried to push me out my comfort zone for fun.I always end up slipping away.I heard the bell ringing as loud as ever. "Shit I can't be late again Z i'll pick you up after class".As Ally started to fade away into the crowd of rushing teens.I walked to my class which was across the hallway of my locker.

I sat in the far back putting in my headphones.As I set my stuff up I see a looming shadow next to me.I look up and it was Damon.

He was wearing a white tank top and skeleton jacket and black cargo pants and off white converse with silver chains and a white pearl one.His hair was black and had blond in the back of his hair.It was in a ponytail barley.

Don't ask why I'm so good with details.I just am.

He looked down on me smiling.I saw a group of kids confused staring at us.

"You look good with your hair like that" he said sitting on my desk with his hands in his pocket.

"What" I said confused staring at him blankly.

"I like they way you dyed it"He said smiling.

"Thanks I guess" I said looking back down at my phone thinking he was gonna leave.

I guess he noticed I dyed the back of my hair purple it was green last month.I had really wet looking curls my hair was always my best feature if I had to say so.

It matched my mocha soft skin.

He reached for my hair.I grabbed his hand.Sinking my nails into his skin. "Don't"I said looking irritated.I had a short temper always did.Some blonde walked over. "Let him go freak"she said grabbing my hand.We stared for a second he didn't say anything but smiled.

I let go as the girl dragged him back to their seats.I did my work as always and finished early so I listened to music looking out the window. It was always gloomy in are small town.I felt him staring at me the whole time.Even when I spotted him he kept staring.

Most girls would walk over and talk to him but I just ignored him.What a fucking creep I thought to myself.

The bell rang and Ally ran in "COME ON Z".I walked out packed and ready.I looked at him before I left he looked over at me ignoring his conversation with the blonde named Zoey.

"Z hey Z snap out of it"I jumped back into reality and looked over. "Yea sure"I said without thinking. "YALL REALLY GO TO MY PARTY OMG YAY"!

"Wait Ally"I said realizing. She was jumping with joy "No take backs"she pointed and touched my nose.She ran off skipping "AND DRESS NICE"!

I sighed.As I walked out of the school.I dropped my books off at my locker and grabbed skateboard.I went outside and started my journey skating to my house.

As I pulled up around the corner I saw my dad outside taking out the trash.He's a head military leader.I got off and grabbed my board saying "Hey pops". "Hi muffin"he said waving.

I always hated that nickname.My Mom passed I know it's sad but my dad copes with it so do I.She wasn't the best she hurt me and my dad a lot...A lot

I went upstairs and sighed laying on my bed thinking.I hope I never talk to him again he's a cocky bastard.

"IM GOING OUT TODAY DAD" I say screaming to my dad downstairs while looking through my closet for something to wear.

"Be back by 10:30 I won't be back for another week I'll send you your 100 dollar daily allowance"He screams back.

Of course with Ally I'll be back late sorry dad.

"OK LOVE YOU DAD"I said.

"LOVE YOU TOO I'LL BE BACK SOON"He said as he closed the door.

Guess I should get ready.name is Zamaria Lavender Woods(Zah-Ma-Re-Ah).It's crazy because I hate the smell of lavender.But that doesn't matter.A little about me is I hate the sun.Love horror in general and believe in ghost.And I have a stalker.Crazy right some lame girl like me you would think i'm the stalker right.We'll here's the story of how I ended up here.

It was halfway threw my junior year.I already wanted to end it all.I had barely any friends,hadn't even talked to my teachers or asked for help.I walked down the hall with my ripped baggy jeans and glasses with a messy bun and black mask.And a oversized plaid unbutton shirt with a black top.Pretty cool right.

Everyone always looked at me like a freak.But we're they wrong you wouldn't blame them if you knew me.The cheerleaders looked at me like some lost dog.The jocks thought I was just a plain weirdo.The populars didn't know I was even there.And the geeks and goths were afraid of me.Life's amazing at the bottom of the food chain.But your not here for this.

Your here for him...

There was one guy at the top of it all.

Damon

Will

Davis

Everyone would say he's sweet obviously hot even a celebrity maybe.Easy going and a young genius.I'd just say he's a normal guy or whatever.Adults trusted him and respected him.I never clearly saw why though.

Maybe if I hadn't gone out that night things would be different.

"HEY Z"I heard threw the crowd of kids while at my locker .I shut it about to look for who's calling me.

"WHAT THE FUCK ALLY"I said jumping gripping my books. "Sorry"she giggled.

Her real name was Alex.She was my only friend even though she had so many she wasn't necessarily a quiet kid she was extremely popular.And gay.She had a huge crush on Kristen Stewart or something.

She always tried to push me out my comfort zone for fun.I always end up slipping away.I heard the bell ringing as loud as ever. "Shit I can't be late again Z i'll pick you up after class".As Ally started to fade away into the crowd of rushing teens.I walked to my class which was across the hallway of my locker.

I sat in the far back putting in my headphones.As I set my stuff up I see a looming shadow next to me.I look up and it was Damon.

He was wearing a white tank top and skeleton jacket and black cargo pants and off white converse with silver chains and a white pearl one.His hair was black and had blond in the back of his hair.It was in a ponytail barley.

Don't ask why I'm so good with details.I just am.

He looked down on me smiling.I saw a group of kids confused staring at us.

"You look good with your hair like that" he said sitting on my desk with his hands in his pocket.

"What" I said confused staring at him blankly.

"I like they way you dyed it"He said smiling.

"Thanks I guess" I said looking back down at my phone thinking he was gonna leave.

I guess he noticed I dyed the back of my hair purple it was green last month.I had really wet looking curls my hair was always my best feature if I had to say so.

It matched my mocha soft skin.

He reached for my hair.I grabbed his hand.Sinking my nails into his skin. "Don't"I said looking irritated.I had a short temper always did.Some blonde walked over. "Let him go freak"she said grabbing my hand.We stared for a second he didn't say anything but smiled.

I let go as the girl dragged him back to their seats.I did my work as always and finished early so I listened to music looking out the window. It was always gloomy in are small town.I felt him staring at me the whole time.Even when I spotted him he kept staring.

Most girls would walk over and talk to him but I just ignored him.What a fucking creep I thought to myself.

The bell rang and Ally ran in "COME ON Z".I walked out packed and ready.I looked at him before I left he looked over at me ignoring his conversation with the blonde named Zoey.

"Z hey Z snap out of it"I jumped back into reality and looked over. "Yea sure"I said without thinking. "YALL REALLY GO TO MY PARTY OMG YAY"!

"Wait Ally"I said realizing. She was jumping with joy "No take backs"she pointed and touched my nose.She ran off skipping "AND DRESS NICE"!

I sighed.As I walked out of the school.I dropped my books off at my locker and grabbed skateboard.I went outside and started my journey skating to my house.

As I pulled up around the corner I saw my dad outside taking out the trash.He's a head military leader.I got off and grabbed my board saying "Hey pops". "Hi muffin"he said waving.

I always hated that nickname.My Mom passed I know it's sad but my dad copes with it so do I.She wasn't the best she hurt me and my dad a lot...A lot

I went upstairs and sighed laying on my bed thinking.I hope I never talk to him again he's a cocky bastard.

"IM GOING OUT TODAY DAD" I say screaming to my dad downstairs while looking through my closet for something to wear.

"Be back by 10:30 I won't be back for another week I'll send you your 100 dollar daily allowance"He screams back.

Of course with Ally I'll be back late sorry dad.

"OK LOVE YOU DAD"I said.

"LOVE YOU TOO I'LL BE BACK SOON"He said as he closed the door.

Guess I should get ready.My name is Zamaria Lavender Woods(Zah-Ma-Re-Ah).It's crazy because I hate the smell of lavender.But that doesn't matter.A little about me is I hate the sun.Love horror in general and believe in ghost.And I have a stalker.Crazy right some lame girl like me you would think i'm the stalker right.We'll here's the story of how I ended up here.

It was halfway threw my junior year.I already wanted to end it all.I had barely any friends,hadn't even talked to my teachers or asked for help.I walked down the hall with my ripped baggy jeans and glasses with a messy bun and black mask.And a oversized plaid unbutton shirt with a black top.Pretty cool right.

Everyone always looked at me like a freak.But we're they wrong you wouldn't blame them if you knew me.The cheerleaders looked at me like some lost dog.The jocks thought I was just a plain weirdo.The populars didn't know I was even there.And the geeks and goths were afraid of me.Life's amazing at the bottom of the food chain.But your not here for this.

Your here for him...

There was one guy at the top of it all.

Damon

Will

Davis

Everyone would say he's sweet obviously hot even a celebrity maybe.Easy going and a young genius.I'd just say he's a normal guy or whatever.Adults trusted him and respected him.I never clearly saw why though.

Maybe if I hadn't gone out that night things would be different.

"HEY Z"I heard threw the crowd of kids while at my locker .I shut it about to look for who's calling me.

"WHAT THE FUCK ALLY"I said jumping gripping my books. "Sorry"she giggled.

Her real name was Alex.She was my only friend even though she had so many she wasn't necessarily a quiet kid she was extremely popular.And gay.She had a huge crush on Kristen Stewart or something.

She always tried to push me out my comfort zone for fun.I always end up slipping away.I heard the bell ringing as loud as ever. "Shit I can't be late again Z i'll pick you up after class".As Ally started to fade away into the crowd of rushing teens.I walked to my class which was across the hallway of my locker.

I sat in the far back putting in my headphones.As I set my stuff up I see a looming shadow next to me.I look up and it was Damon.

He was wearing a white tank top and skeleton jacket and black cargo pants and off white converse with silver chains and a white pearl one.His hair was black and had blond in the back of his hair.It was in a ponytail barley.

Don't ask why I'm so good with details.I just am.

He looked down on me smiling.I saw a group of kids confused staring at us.

"You look good with your hair like that" he said sitting on my desk with his hands in his pocket.

"What" I said confused staring at him blankly.

"I like they way you dyed it"He said smiling.

"Thanks I guess" I said looking back down at my phone thinking he was gonna leave.

I guess he noticed I dyed the back of my hair purple it was green last month.I had really wet looking curls my hair was always my best feature if I had to say so.

It matched my mocha soft skin.

He reached for my hair.I grabbed his hand.Sinking my nails into his skin. "Don't"I said looking irritated.I had a short temper always did.Some blonde walked over. "Let him go freak"she said grabbing my hand.We stared for a second he didn't say anything but smiled.

I let go as the girl dragged him back to their seats.I did my work as always and finished early so I listened to music looking out the window. It was always gloomy in are small town.I felt him staring at me the whole time.Even when I spotted him he kept staring.

Most girls would walk over and talk to him but I just ignored him.What a fucking creep I thought to myself.

The bell rang and Ally ran in "COME ON Z".I walked out packed and ready.I looked at him before I left he looked over at me ignoring his conversation with the blonde named Zoey.

"Z hey Z snap out of it"I jumped back into reality and looked over. "Yea sure"I said without thinking. "YALL REALLY GO TO MY PARTY OMG YAY"!

"Wait Ally"I said realizing. She was jumping with joy "No take backs"she pointed and touched my nose.She ran off skipping "AND DRESS NICE"!

I sighed.As I walked out of the school.I dropped my books off at my locker and grabbed skateboard.I went outside and started my journey skating to my house.

As I pulled up around the corner I saw my dad outside taking out the trash.He's a head military leader.I got off and grabbed my board saying "Hey pops". "Hi muffin"he said waving.

I always hated that nickname.My Mom passed I know it's sad but my dad copes with it so do I.She wasn't the best she hurt me and my dad a lot...A lot

I went upstairs and sighed laying on my bed thinking.I hope I never talk to him again he's a cocky bastard.

"IM GOING OUT TODAY DAD" I say screaming to my dad downstairs while looking through my closet for something to wear.

"Be back by 10:30 I won't be back for another week I'll send you your 100 dollar daily allowance"He screams back.

Of course with Ally I'll be back late sorry dad.

"OK LOVE YOU DAD"I said.

"LOVE YOU TOO I'LL BE BACK SOON"He said as he closed the door.

Guess I should get ready.