Sleepless Nights

10th of April 2024,
Wednesday.
[10/04/2024 01:52 AM]
I am thankful for these sleepless nights
Perhaps these sleepless nights bring out a different version of me
And perhaps these sleepless nights keep me away from dreaming about you
If you’re not a ghost,
then why do you haunt me?
Sleepless nights because you don’t let me sleep,
Yet I am thankful for these sleepless nights because I don’t dream of you
I just pray that when I’ve recovered from you, ”you" don’t happen to me ever again.
I would rather stay awake and guard my heart rather than sleeping and breaking my heart after seeing you in a dream
But in the end,
this dream will remain to be something that only I can experience yet at the same time it would be nothing to you.