𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑶𝒏𝒆

To the one,

who wanted to heal me when agony suffocated me.

To the one,

who gave me the best laughs when I forgot what joy was.

To the one,

who made my eyes shine in happiness even in the darkest of days.

To the one,

who made my soul calm in the stormiest of nights.

My love, where did you go?

Why did you walk away?

You said I bring solace to you, you said you are the merriest when you're with me, you said you feel alive when you're with me.

You said you have not given up on us.

Was it all a lie?

Do you remember the nights when you asked me to stay on the line so that you can sleep, you said I am your comfort.

Did you forget everything?

To the one,

whose eyes always searches mine, whether on a full moon night or a new moon.

To the one,

who finds comfort to fall asleep into my embrace.

Where did you get lost?

To the one,

who becomes a little kid whenever he finds my presence.

To the one,

who follows me to my loneliness.

Was it all a lie?

I wish words were enough to tell you how much I adore you, how much you mean to me.

I wish I could tell you that life without you is like a garden without the spring season.

I wish you could understand that a part of me lives within you and without it I will remain partial.

With you I become full.

When the pain of our separation torments me, I wish for my memories to be wiped but I never want to forget the sound of your laugh, the way you call me, the way you look at me, the way you hold me. I never want to forget the way you smile at me.

To the one,

Was it all a lie?