Girl

Introduction

Hello, people out there. Still wondering who I am? If you know me, don’t think I’m the same girl. I’ve changed a lot, both physically and mentally. If you’re still curious why, let me take you through my adventurous, dumbass story. I live in a family where my father is very supportive, and my mother is a true blessing. And I am the nutshell crackpot. I’m a very notorious, humorous type of human. Many people say God creates everything for a reason, and I am here to reveal the dark side of humans. Some of you may not like this God creation, but as God created me for a purpose, read the shit I say.

The Beginning of the Story

After a lot of thinking about where to start narrating this story, I finally decided to open my dried petal story with the main bright dark side of my life. As I said earlier, God creates everything for a purpose. Being a girl, I need to take care of my life, and I need a person. So He created a boy with a witch heart. But this boy had other plans for my life. I always remember our first meeting. He was charming like a witch in the morning, with a smile like crocodile tears. Maybe girls always fall for this type in general. I liked witches for fun, and this made me fall for him. We started with a simple smile, leading to life-sucking consequences. With my dumbass brain, which didn’t get proper marks in my entire educational career, I decided he was perfect for me. And just like that, life started sucking slowly. There’s a saying that “The light is high for the light that goes out.” So my life started with love and eventually ended up as a disaster. I laughed at him like a moron, but back then, I really loved him.

The Illusion of Love

The way he treated me made me feel special. People always fall for that, right? Don’t blame me; you too fall for politicians. Oops, a bold statement to pass. But yes, it’s the truth. I traveled with him, stayed with him, loved him in different ways. Every time we met, he always had those expressions or an interest in loving me more in a new way.

The Beginning of Doubts

I got scared sometimes, don’t know why. Maybe I didn’t see that much love from others. He looked after me as if I were his baby. At some times, when I was ill, he took care of me like that. What more could you want from a man? I think the best part is he cheated on me. I saw his worst side, which made my life the worst. See, being in a relationship isn’t all about physical affection, caring, and love. It’s about how we make time for each other and give each other space. I’m a mature girl now, as I’ve got my degree. But then, the chilling cold side started in my life. I had been with him for four years, and eventually, he got bored. No one thinks it will happen, right? I thought he loved me, but he cheated on me. Humans, LOL. After all, I’m a girl; I can’t do anything.

Isolation and Control

The worst thing is he cheated when I had no friends. He made me eliminate all my social life, as if I were a COVID patient and other people should not see me. I went with him to a movie. We all know about the seating. During a scene, I just tried to settle in the chair and accidentally touched another man’s hand. All of a sudden, my man, with a nut’s brain affected by global warming, yelled at me, saying, “Do you want to sit on his lap?” Think how a girl would react if this happened. I was embarrassed, and I left the theater. He never came back. I was a girl with no phone or bike, and all I had was a route in my brain. Thanks to this dumb brain, it did a job this time. I walked on the dark street, scared a lot. I asked many questions to myself. Why did I choose this life? Did he really love me as before? In the end, I reached home.

The Breaking Point

I reached home, took my mobile, and tried calling him. He didn’t pick up. Then, after some days, he suddenly called, asking me to come down to the street. I denied it. For the very first time, I denied his wish.

The Ultimate Betrayal

I felt like a superpower came into me. Then, as shit hit me hard, he started saying those magical trump words, “I have your private photos.” This hit very hard for any girl. My body felt cold, stuck for a second, and then I held my breath to control my cry. I came down and begged him to leave.

The Assault

I went with him to his place. He acted like a rapist; actually, he became a rapist from a lover, psychopath to rapist. He did it with me even though I said NO. If any girl says NO, then it’s NO. Even if it’s her husband. I see this as my worst life. I cried a lot, but I was left alone and thought about where I was and realized what I did to my life. I just came to reality that I didn’t give a shit about him. Now, do you think I will be the same girl? No, right? I realized at some point how much damage I had done to my life and my family. I didn’t have any friends to confide in, all thanks to my rapist psych boyfriend. I started believing in myself, got the courage to live my life even though he left me.

Rising from the Ashes

See, sometimes the worst phase can create a strong person too. You never know who’s going to stay in the end. I’m living my life happily. I just want to say one thing: life sucks for everyone in a different way, but mine hits differently. But it’s okay, I have more pages left in my life to be filled. I can’t stop writing because of this cheap phase. It all starts with you and ends with you. So, write it colorfully, but remember, even black is a color, so it also has a place in everyone’s life. Say goodbye to it with a smile. Now I introduce myself with this story. You can relate my story to at least one friend you have or with similar pieces. You, me, or nobody can solve my problems or rearrange the pieces in my life. Just ignoring the problems helps me heal. I think it’s the society that made me lower my voice and made my head nod to the fake pride….

Embracing a New Life

I always thought of coming outside my home, setting aside this social barrier, and standing against it. So, I’m a typical girl who is now a victim of society, living my unreal life happily.