Chapter 1
Sivaangi's brother, Rakshan is very protective about her...he never allowed her to go out alone...she always accompanied by her friend, brother, his brother's friend...he never allows any boys come near her..
Therefore, she never with interacted with boys...
The only boy who was a constant in her life was Ashwin Kumar, her brothers best friend.....
He is the First boy another than her brother she talked with and hungout with..he always care her and he is very protective over her... Rakshan trusted him the most...
it was his duty to drop and pick up Me from the college....
rather his home..he was always in my home with my brother playing PS..
I Don't Know when I Slowly started developing feelings for him...His caring nature, His Protectiveness and He is Pure soul...He is a gentleman.....
He is a Perfect Husband material..!!
I never told him about my feelings because I don't want to ruin his friendship with my brother.....But How much i can control my feelings.. it's too difficult for me....His presence,his touch, Those magnetic eyes is grooving me crazy.....
Many months went With Admiration..
It was my birthday..When he went me to beach...I was totally confused
when suprised me with proposal..I was totally confused....
When he knee down and proposed me...I was totally shocked....it was totally unexpected for me....
I Loved him but I don't want to ruin my brother's friendship with Him..
Finally after so many thoughts I accepted his proposal.....
Everything was going smooth... but I don't know why felt I'm cheating on my brother....
Suddenly I felt that I should breakup with himi can't cheat on my brother....i can't ruin their so it's better I break up with him....
She was waiting for him in their place..he came silently and hugged her from behind... Sivaangi jerked and moved from his hold... Ashwin looking at her Confusingly..
Ashwin: what happened ma??
Sivaangi: Ashwin I want to tell something serious!
Ashwin: okay ma!
Sivaangi: Ashwin.. I think we are cheating on my brother....
Ashwin: why you are suddenly feeling it ma?
Sivaangi: I don't know Ashwin..I just felt it...
Ashwin: ma..I don't worry...I will handle everything...
Sivaangi: no Ashwin.. let's break-up...
Ashwin: Sivaangi ma... what you are saying??
Sivaangi: I can't do it anymore....it's killing me from inside everyday... I'm feeling guilty now for falling love with you....I didn't want ruin your friendship with my brother...and most importantly you deserve a better girl than me Ashwin...
Ashwin: Sivaangi listen...I told you I will take care of everything.. Why you are worried??
Sivaangi: Ashwin try to understand!
Ashwin: ma
Sivaangi: it not gonna workout... let's end it...
Ashwin: let's talk and then we can take decision....
Sivaangi: no Ashwin I'm going from Here!! It's end from my side..from onwards i will not talk to you and you didn't have to care or protect me..I know how to take care of me....
Ashwin: ma... Don't do this..
Sivaangi: Byeee!
Sivaangi wiped her tears and left from there... Ashwin was standing there Emotionless face...he doesn't what to do! In his heart still hope was there that she will back to her....
1 week later...
"Ugh," I groaned, leaning over the college bathroom toilet. My stomach bug was not being nice to me. It was only third period and I had nausea all morning and thrown up once and almost thrown up two other times. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and flushed the toilet. I stood up and washed my hands and splashed my face with cold water from the sink. I then smoothed out my outfit before walking out of the girls bathroom. I started walking back to my class when a hand pulled my in the opposite direction...
"What the-?" I started but stopped when I realized it was Ashwin that grabbed me. I crossed my arms over my chest.
Sivaangi: "What do you want Ashwin?"
Ashwin: "I wanted to make sure you were okay, you asked to use the restroom very abruptly and then ran out,"
I shrugged my shoulders and he gave me a concerned look..
Ashwin: "Is something wrong, ma?"
Sivaangi:"I threw up okay!" I gasped throwing my hands in the air. I crossed my arms over my chest again before saying, "Happy?"
Ashwin furrowed his eyebrows before pulling out his phone.
"Do not tell Rakshan Anna!" I ordered.
Ashwin: "Sivaangi ma, he is your brother, he should probably know when you are throwing up,"
Sivaangi:"No, it's fine, it's just a bug. Can you please just take me home?"
He gave me a disappointed look.
"I'll text Rakshan when I get home, I promise," I added in.
Ashwin:"Fine, let's go,"
He sighed before grabbing my hand. I tensed up at his touch and froze in my spot. I heard him mutter a sorry before he let go of my hand and put his arm around my shoulders instead. We made our way out of the college to Ashwin's car. When we arrived at his car, we both hopped in and Ashiwn started the car. It took about 20 minutes to get back to my house from our college, but it seemed
longer because Ashwin and I didn't talk the entire time. The silence was only broken when we arrived at my house.
"Text your Anna," Ashwin commanded. I rolled my eyes and pulled out my phone.
Hey, just wanted to let you know that I got sick at college and Ashiwn took me home. Don't worry though, I'll be fine. It's just a stomach bug. - Sivaangi
I got a reply almost immediately.
Can Ashwin stay at the house just to make sure you're alright? I would come home, but I have two major tests today. Feel better - Anneyy
I took a deep breath
Sivaangi: "My brother wants you to say here with me." I informed Ashwin.
Ashwin: "What about your Amma," .
Sivaangi: Amma went to relatives house for some function...
He nodded his head before opening the door to get out of his car. I did the same and dug my keys out of my bag, so I could unlock the front door. I tossed my bag on the ground and turned to face Ashwin..
Sivaangi: "I'll be upstairs!!
Ashwin: "Let me know if you need anything,"
I nodded before heading upstairs to my bedroom. By the way our house was set up, my brothers room was first door on the right, my door was slightly further down on the left, then my mom's bedroom was the door at the very end of the hallway. It was nice because I didn't have to deal with hearing my brother talks show...
because there was a fair distance between our rooms....
When I got to my bedroom, I opened the door and immediately changed into comfier clothes. I put on pajama and an oversized sweatshirt that belonged to Whom... whether Ashwin or my Anna
it was hard to tell who's it was because they shared and swapped clothes too often. Some people might have even thought they were girls because it happened so frequently...
I cuddled into the blankets on my bed and tried to forget about the nauseous feeling that was engulfing me. I looked down at my phone and noticed I had many missed calls from my best friend Aishwarya....I call her Aishu...she is studying Law..Her Name Aishwarya but She is a terror.....
She is a caring person but at the same time she is a Strict person...
I immediately called back her and she picked up immediately too..
Aishu: Where were you Sivu? Did you know how many times I called you?
Sivaangi: sorry! I was not feeling well Aishu..
Aishu: what happened sivu?? Are you okay??
Sivaangi: I don't know!! nauseous feeling, throwing up etc..
Aishu: are you alright now??
Sivaangi: yes!!
Aishu: I want ask you a Question sivu..
Sivaangi: mmm ask Aishu maatha
Aishu: I don't get me wrong!
Sivaangi: mmm
Aishu: Did you had your periods??
Sivaangi: mmmm
Aishu: okay!! Take care of yourself Sivu..I will call you later tonight..
Sivaangi: Bye Aishu...
Aishu: bye!!
She cuts the call.... it's first time when she lied to her best friend..she never hide anything for her...
Aishu and I usually had our periods around the same time, but I hadn't started mine. Usually, mine was ending when hers was beginning. I decided to look at Google to make sure nothing was super wacked up. I opened thesearched and found something strange.
10 Days Late
There was no way, the Google had never been wrong before......I called Aishu and Said everything....at first she was angry but she is the one who always care for me....she came to my home and immediately we left to near by medical Shop...
Aishu: calm down Sivu!!
Sivaangi: mmmm
We went to Shop and they shopkeeper boy was looking at us like we came from another planet..
Aishu: we look humans only na? Or did we looklike aliens??
Sivaangi: control Aishu maatha
Sk boy: college students Huh?
Aishu: nope!! We are personal assistants of PM...
Sivaangi: Aishuu maatha ji
Sk boy: what you want!
Aishu: 2 paneer puff, 4 pastry and 1 Blueberry pie..
Sk boy: what you are talking?
Aishu: it's bakery shop na...
Shopkeeper looked at us weirdly
Aishu: stupid! It's medical Shop! For what purpose we can here to purchase rather medicine or something else.... asking stupid questions!!
Sk boy: what you want??
Aishu: pregnancy test kit
Sk boy looked at us top-toe and smiled
Aishu: This boy is gone!
He came back with pregnancy test kit and smiled at us..
Aishu : did I said any joke Huh?? Maybe that's why you are smiling? Tell us too.. let us to smile.....
Smiling like a mad Men! If you one more time repeat it then you will see stars in day time...
I paid immediately and snatch that paper bag from sk boy and dragged Aishu else a murder confirmed..
Aishu: why you are dragging me!! That boy was going get a nice slap from me...
Sivaangi: leave it Aishu... please..
Aishu: okay!!
Sivaangi: let's go home
Aishu: I can't come Sivu..
Sivaangi: Aishu
Aishu: my sister's are alone at home...that Moodevi Aunty will torture them..I have to go Sivu.. sorry..
Sivaangi: it's okay Aishu...they need you na...
Aishu: after reaching home and after testing immediately call me okay!!
Sivaangi nodded
Aishu: calm down Sivu!! Nothing will happen!! Be positive!!.
Sivaangi:mmmm
Aishu: okay!! Take care of yourself! Bye!!
Aishu said and left from there..I immediately Left to my home....when I reached my home.. I saw Ashwin was already arrived there..I was totally confused what he is doing here?
Sivaangi: why you are here??
Ashwin: your Anna told me to take care of you...he will be late... he have some work or something...
Sivaangi: okay! I'm going to my room..
Ashwin nodded..
I went to my room and closed door.....
I slowly peeked out to check whether Ashwin was there....he was not there so I slowly made my way into my bathroom and closed the door...
I took kit and ripped the test out of the box...
I did my business and decided to wait longer than the required time because I truthfully did not want to look at the results.
Few episodes of put your head on my shoulder, I decided to look because there was no way around the situation...I said a silent prayer before walking back to the bathroom. The test was just the way I left it, turned over and covered by a washcloth, so anyone who would have walked in wouldn't have seen it...
I lifted the washcloth off of the test and folded it back up before stacking it with the rest of the washcloths. I let out a deep breath before grabbing the test off of the counter. I flipped it over in my hands and it showed two lines:
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I was Confused! what is the meaning of two lines...then I checked the cover and I read it..
one line means the test is negative and you're not pregnant, and two lines mean the test is positive and you are pregnant....
Two Positive lines
"Pregnant"
To be continued.....
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