Please come back
Please come back to me because right now i'm Sitting in my bed thinking about how much fun we had together and thinking about how you said forever. I get that you don't have any more feelings for me and I wish I felt the same. You blocked me on snap and i get that but you don't understand the pain of looking for your name it disappeared just like you did. I still miss you and I think about you almost every day. I don't want to feel like I did with you with anyone else ever since you left I haven't felt myself. All my friends tell me I should hate you but I can't because you were the best and the rest of me is just in pain. My head hurts from all the crying and my heart hurts from all the dying. I would have given you all of me and you only let me give you 90 percent then you just left out of the blue and me and you behind like it never happened. I hope you realize how bad I need you and how much I love you. I still have all the pictures. I can't erase memories so I don't erase the photos but they make me hollow. I have almost gone numb and I kinda feel dumb for thinking you actually loved me. I look at the contract we made everyday how you promised to love me forever and to marry me and told me we would stay together. you even signed your name in my favorite color. I'm going through hell trying to move on to someone else. If you told me to jump I would ask how high. If you told me to fall I would ask from what height. I would have jumped from heaven to hell just for you. I would have taken and given a life for you. I remember telling my parents that I did not care about how they felt about you that all that mattered was my feelings for you and you were the first person both my parents liked and you left. Please come back to me before i can't feel anymore.
