Chapter 1
ALLAH TESTS HIS SERVANTS,SOMETIMES IN THE FORM OF WEALTH AND LIFE, AND SOMETIMES IN THE FORM OF HIS DEAREST THINGS..INSTEAD OF BEING UNGRATEFUL AND DISOBEYING ALLAH, A PERSON SHOULD KEEP PATIENCE IN THESE TRIALS.
A tall bulky man was hoding Noor's fragile wrist in his tight grip, and was dragging her along.Noor was resisting hard to free herself from this man, but infront of this bulky man, her all resistance went in vain.
She was getting scared, she was crying, screaming for help.
Suddenly that bulky man open the door of a dark room, and he used his all strength and with a push he throw Noor inside that dark room, closing the door he went away.
She was all alone in that dark room,she was badly getting terrified, as she have NYCTOPHOBIA. With all will She started screaming for help..
Her breathe got quickened, by each passing second her condition was getting worse because of her phobia.
Noor started taking deep breathes while blabbering something in her mouth.
Suddenly she heard someone's footsteps.
"Nhi, nhi mere pass mat aana".she was continuously muttering this in fear.
She cover her ears with her hands, then suddenly with a harsh jerk someone open the door.
She sat up with a little scream.
Her forehead was covered with sweat beads, her hands and feet were trembling badly. she was feeling difficult in taking breathes, it was all just a dream, a terrible dream.
She turned her head towards the wall clock, it was half past two, she look around her room in fear, then pick up the water bottle from sidetable and drink water.
After regaining her breathe she again lay down on bed, with the intention of getting up after a while for performing tahajjud, because she knows that now she is not getting any sleep.
She was lost in her thoughts, suddenly she flinched badly at the abrupt voice of her alarm، she picked up her mobile to turn off the alarm, it was half past three, in her thoughts she didn't realise the time.
She got up and went to perform ablution(wuzu).
After tahajjud she recited YASEEN SHAREEF and then raised her hands for dua.
At the time of TAHAJJUD, if someone recites YASEEN SHAREEF, and after that make dua, that dua will be accepted, because at the time of TAHAJJUD two hearts are gather together, one is the heart of QURAN, that is YASEEN SHAREEF, and another is the heart of the one who is praying TAHAJJUD.
The prayer of TAHAJJUD is know as the prayer of love, love for ALLAH, ALLAH himself invites his chosen servents to perform this NAMAZ.
Only the lucky people are able to pray TAHAJJUD,whom ALLAH himself invites and say:ask me anything my dear servant, i'll give you..
Noor was in sujood,when she hears fajr azaan, she got up from sujood, then pray the fajr, and again lay down on her bed.
Sleep wasn't even around her.
"Sojao noor, subah University bhi jana hai".university. said to herself and closed her eyes.
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In the morning, she wake up, when her mother wake her up.
She get ready for university and went out, only to hear the shouting and yelling voices.
"Mein jarhi hoon, ammi ko batadena".she said to her younger brother Furqan, and move towards outside.
"Aapi, nashta to krlein." Her brother insisted.
"Is ghar mein sukoon ka saans mil jaye, bht hai". Noor muttered.
"Kuch keh rhi hain?".
"Nhi kuch nhi,mujhe bhook nhi hai, aa kr darwaza band krlo".
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"Kiya hua behen? Itni khamosh q ho aaj?" .her friend Ayeza asked her. as Noor was soo quiet in university.
"Nhi, kuch nhi, bss headache horha hai."
"Ohh! Tum ne dawai li?".
"Nhi, yeh dard e sar mere liye bht aam si baat hai, waise bhi dawai lene ka koi faida nhi hai, dawai se thk nhi hota".
"Tumhari aankhein bhi laal or suji hui horhi hain, Noor sab khairiyat hai naa?". Now, erum asked while pacing her hand on Noor's shoulder.
"Hn, sab thk hai, raat ko mein soi nhi thi shayad isiliye aankhein laal horhi hain, itni tawajjah mat do, i am not used to such attention" .Last sentence Noor said in a fake playfull tone.
"Kiya matlab? ,tum itni achi ho, humein itna motivate krti ho hr achi baat pr, or hum tmhein tawajjah hi na dein?". Erum said, feeling bad.
"Nhi, mera woh matlab nhi tha,bss maazi mein kuch ausa hua hai, jis ki wajah se aaj mein doston k qareeb jaane se qaasir hoon".
"choro yrr, hum yeh baatein q krrhy hain,Noor hum tmhari har baat maante hain, lekin yeh nhi maan skte". Ayeza immediately divert the topic, as she see the teary eyes of Noor.
"Yrr tum logo ki fiqh ki kaisa tayyari hai?.mujhe to bht mushkil lag rha hai." Erum said,fasltly turning the pages of book.
"Acha?.chalo aaj kuch topics ka revision krlenge baaqi ka kal dekhenge, lekin abhi chalo class start hone wali hai." Noor said getting up.
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When Noor enter in home, she heard the gossipings of people from inside.
"Is waqt kon aaya hai?" Noor thought and was about to go in her room, when Nousheen call her from dining room.
Noor went to answer her, there were some guests, whom she was not familiar with, there were also two men among these guests.
"Acha hua mein ne niqaab nhi utaara." Noor take a sigh, and after greeting the guests, she went to her room.
After Half an hour, Nausheen sent Furqan to call Noor for lunch.
"Mehman chale gye?". Noor asked.
"Nhi woh to hain abhi, q?". He said carelessly.
"Tum jaante ho unhein?".Noor asked curiously.
"Nhi, pata nhi kon hain?, aap ko pata hai?."
"Agr mujhe pata hota, to mein tum se pouchti?".Noor stated coldly.
"Acha, mujhe laga aap jaanti hongi, qk jab se yeh log aaye hain to 100 mein se 99 baar aap ka zikr krchuke hain". He exclaimed.
"Acha?".She said while thinking about something.
"Khair, mujhe batao aadmi bhi hain khaane pr?."
"Nhi, aadmi alag kha rhy hain, aap araam se jaayen."
"Hmm, chalo".
Noor just sat there quietly and started eating, she could feel everyone's eyes on her.
She was feeling awkward.
During lunch, everyone was talking, but , Noor was focusing on her food, and was sitting there silently like she was not present here.
"Aap ki beti kuch bolti nhi hai?, ya phir shayad ise humara yahan aana pasand nhi aaya". One women that was present there said to Nousheen, Noor glanced at her,whole time that women was continuously staring at noor, noor was well aware, but still she just ignored her.
"Nhi, nhi aisa kuch nhi hai, bss aaj shayad thaki hui hai isliye khamosh hai." Nousheen said glaring at Noor.
Hearing this, Noor's mind was left spinning, a person now cannot stay in his own house, with his own volition? She just take a deep breathe.
"Maazrat chahti hoon, lekin mera mizaaj hi aisa hai, mujhe khamosh rehna pasand hai, or jahan tk baat hai aap k aane ki, to mein aap o jaanti tk nhi hoon, to aap k aane se mujhe bura lagne ka koi tuk nhi banta". Noor said in a cold tone, with that she get up and went away from there.
"Waah! Aap ki beti to bilkul waisi hi hai, jaisi humein chahiye". That women excitedly say.
"Haan, bilkul theek keh rhi hai yeh". The other women also agree with her.
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"Agle hafte, saleem sahab ki beti ku shaadi hai, shirkat krni hai humein, bht israr krrhy thy." Iftikhaar said to nousheen.
Acha, mujhe aap se kuch baat krni hai!. She hesitate a bit.
"Hn bolo"..
"Woh aaj kuch log"...
"Abbu mujhe kuch paise chahiye." Furqaan cut Nousheen off in between.
"Kitne paise chaiyen?."
"Umm, 2 thousands." Iftikhaar gave him money, and called noor.
"Noor idhar aao".
"Jee". Noor said coming towards them.
"Yeh lo, paise rakh lo."
"Lekin mujhe abhi zaroorat nhi hai." She said hesitately.
"Phir bhi rakh lo". She hesitantly take money form iftikhaar, along that she thanks him, and went in her room.
"Furqaan badtameez, tum se kitni baar kaha hai, kisi ki baat beech mein mat kaata kro, lekin tum ho ke". As soon as he come inside the room, Noor scold him, further smack him.
"Kiya aapi, mujhe kiya pata tha k ammi abbu se baat krrhi hongi". Furqaan said, making faces.
"Waise, paison ki zaroorat q par gyi tmhein?."
"Kuch Stationery chaiye, or doston k sath party bhi krni hai." He said excitedly.
"Aapi, aaj mein yahan aap k pass so jaon?". After a minutes, Fuqan said and make a innocent face.
"Hn, thk"..She was about to say yes, but at the end she remembered something.
"Nhi aaj nhi, kal sojaana, aaj mujhe dair raat tk perhna hai." She normally say.
"Acha, kal mein apna poora boriya bistar yahan le aaonga". He said, squinting his eyes.
"Hn,le aana, abhi jao so jao. Good night". Noor soflty pat his head.
Noor was sleeping peacefully, suddenly she started shivering, and blabbering something in her sleep, then with a jerk she sat up on the bed.
"Ya ALLAH, aahh"!!. She feel a sudden pain in heart, she placed her palm on her heart, and realised that her heart is beating soo faslty.
"Ya ALLAH, yeh kiya horha hai mere sath."
There was a strange fear in her heart, she did not know the reason of this fear. She recite AYATAL KURSI and 4 KUL, and hide herself in the blanket,her fear was increasing by each passing moment, and now she was sobbing hard in the blanket...
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In the morning she get ready for university and went out.
"Ye lo doodh piyo, kal bhi khaali pait chali gyi thi". Nousheen said handing her the glass of milk.
Noor was lost in her thoughts.
"Jaldi piyo jana nhi hai?".she flinched hard at the sudden voice of Nousheen and said absent mindly.
"Hn pii rhi hoon"
Observing her behaviour, Nausheen look at her with a investigative gaze.
"Tum ghar aajao, phir tum se eik baat krni hai."
"Mujh se kiya baat krni hai, aap ko". She taunted.
"Hn, krni hai eik baat tumse." Nausheen said ignoring Noor's tone..
"Kal jo log aaye thy, kaise lage tumhe?". As noor come home after university, Nausheen make her sat beside her, and asked.
"Mujhe kaise lagne hain?". She said with a shrug.
"Matlab, mujhe to bht achy lage, tmhe kaise lage?, ache ya burey"?. Nousheen said looking at her face.
"Aap ne mujh se yeh sab pouchna hai?". She said with irritated expression.
"Kal woh log tmhein dekhne aaye thy, un mein se jo ek larka tha us ka rishta laayi thi, us ki behnein.socha pehle tmhein bata doon. Phir tmhare abbu ko bataon". She said with a straight face.
First Noor look at her dumbfoundly, After getting her words, she was left blown minded.
Her mother is not asking her, she is just informing her, Noor stay silent, she was just left speechless..don't know what to sayy, or what not to say....
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