Chapter 1
It was a very cold night, when i walked in ... out of the rain looking dazed, my clothes dripped down till the floor around me became wet with my blood, after all i walked in the rain for hours till i reached there knowing from my fiancée’s place[ penthouse] to where ever i was heading too is about 200km.
It didn’t matter to me, nothing did after all i don’t have much time left... but couldn’t i at least get the happy ending i needed? couldn’t i be free? i fell to my knees in tears crying while loosing breathe as it all flashed back to me.
My life was perfect not until i got sick 2 years ago with Brain Tumors and iv’e been at the hospital receiving treatment. My finacee is Bernard Benjamin and we are suppose to get married by September which is next month during the time spring was suppose to be coming to an end. it was meant to be perfect knowing i’ll finally get my happy ending I’ll finally be free by marrying Bernard well i thought so not until this morning.
I left the hospital by 8 in the morning to give my finacee a Suprise visit, most of our visit are usually scheduled by HIM by the one person who controls my life, who i’m so desperate to escape from.
I took a cab to his place , sitting in the cab i was fantanzing the happiness and Surprise in his eyes when i stand in front of him holding his favourite chocolates then i told the cab to stop ‘wait for me i wanna buy something from that store over there’ the cab driver waited from me as i ran over the street and walked into the store. i headed to the checkout and bought his favourite dark chocolates, smiling like a fool.
i turned back to head back to the cab and something well i rather say someone caught my eye.
In a gold sleeved fitted suit Bernard was standing there with Her....
i saw the two of them together as if they were a perfect married couple and i started having that same feeling’s when ever i see two of them together..... at some point i wanted to run to Bernard and hug him and Surprise him but i stopped myself in my tracks just few feet’s away from them and decided to follow them quietly.
They both walked out of the store and got into Bernards Maybach and drove off, i ran towards my cab and said ‘follow that Maybach’ the cab took off as we drove after Bernards car, driving along the way that same feeling came again and i tried my best to forget about it. and ignore this feeling. I was so stupid for doing that .... why couldn’t i just give in to it? and trust my self... i guess i was too Navie to think such a cruel world could exist.
Then the cab stopped and as gravity pushed me back to reality, i decided to clear the feeling and just confront Bernard to get my assurance so that i could stop doubting myself.
As i laid on the floor and coughed out blood i smiled ‘how stupid of me’
i walked further and saw were the Maybach was parked at the front of penthouse the same pent house Bernard threw me a surprise party last year i cleared off more of those thoughts and finally headed towards the entrance, good thing i still had the pass code. i walked through the halls and headed to the room ...... i could have searched anywhere first but i decide to go to the bedroom first and what met my eyes broke everything in me.
i was lost for words seeing Her and Bernard sharing a passionate kiss and getting ready to f**k ..... i saw the passionate kiss they shared, the way she pushed him down and sat on him making him grin hard, the way he ripped of her dress and caressed her b***bs making her moan softly it was a sight that tore me apart.
i was lost for words and i wanted to run away from the scene i wasn’t strong enough to face him i wasn’t strong enough to hold the tears back and walk in there claiming him to be mine, pushing her away and dragging him away with me, I wasn’t strong enough to do that, my heart felt heavy. Then i heard her spoke.
What of you sick fiancée?
Bernard: stop it Megan you know i hate it when you call that dead weight while i fuck you.(groaning hard)
His face looking displeased as he thrust in harder making her moan hard.
i gasped and held my mouth as i repeatedly whispered the words he said
Lilia: Dead weight?
Tears began to roll from my eyes.
Megan: I’m sorry my love forgive me for uttering such displeasing words
she said it as she was immersed in both pain and pleasures.
Bernard: good or next time I’ll punish you more if you do.
Megan:[ moans] Sorry my love.
They continued their intense love making and I just stood as a fool to watch them, tears rolled down my eyes and my chest ached so badly I could feel the lump in my throat grow more, I couldn’t seem to figure out what was going on anymore or why this was happening , I felt soo much pain watching the man I love f**k another girl right In front of me.... Then Bernard spoke.
Bernard: Remember Megan she’s only a pawn to get what my father wants that’s why I’m only even agreeing to get married to her, You’re very much aware of that. You’re the only person I want to be with, after all what I’m I even doing with a dead person? I just hopes she survives till next month for the wedding . Once my father has succeeded in achieving the papers he so much desires from her scumbag of a father then its you and me for life, ok baby?
Megan: I understand my love.
I couldn’t take it anymore and unconsciously walked into the room revealing my appearance to them. Then I could see the shock itched out on their faces .... Bernard stood up immediately leaving Megan on the floor and took his robe to cover up and made his way to me.. I couldn’t even take notice of his movements towards me and all I could say is.
Lila: why?
The boxes of chocolates I held to my chest while crying fell to the ground, I couldn’t believe everything that just happened .... it all kept replaying In my head and I continued saying why until I looked at her and through a tantrum as I ran towards her to vent all the pain and anger in my heart I pushed Bernard aside , falling him to his knees and grabbed Megan by the neck and yelled.
Lila: Bi**h
I slapped her really hard and kept yelling.
Lila: why couldn’t you just stay to see me happy you took away everything from me and it wasn’t enough now you want him!!!! Never!!!!!
I kept on slapping her, then Bernard tried to pull me back and I turned towards him and landed him a slap too, every where went silent for a moment after few minutes the echo of a heavy slap sounded around the room..... he slapped me back. Then i was brought back to reality and felt an urge of fear then I looked at him with tears in my eyes asking why.
Bernard: how dare you lay those flirty hands of yours on her, you ungrateful urchin.....
He landed me another slap again and again until my lips began to bleed and I spitted out blood then I fell to my knees and fell quiet, I just kept my face down.
Lila: why?
Bernard :why? [ laughing] because I resent you more than anything in this world Lila . You’re just a parasite on me that I’m waiting to cut off once I get married to you. You’re lucky you’re not dead by now, unless I wouldn’t have to go through this awful wedding with you. You’re just nothing but a pawn on the Benjamins chess board ...... You and your scumbag of a father. You know what? I wanted to take it easy on you and just divorce you once everything is over, but I’m not sure I can control this rage in me anymore because I can strangle you right now!!!!! or who might say I can just actually kill you once the papers has been achieved, it will be an accident right (smile’s manically).
I was so shocked and scared to see his face like that, his eyes spelt nothing but evil and danger. I couldn’t believe everything that was unfolding before me, not now not even in a million years....... Then I smiled bitterly Reailizing the truth about this world.
As he continued to yell I stayed down there looking towards the ground replaying every single words that he spitted out, in my head then. I decided to turn and look at her only to be landed a hard slap on my face by her. I held my swollen cheek and looked up to her face only to meet a cold glare that could kill me thats to say if looks can kill, I would have been dead by now.
This person who stood in front of me, this same person who landed me a slap is the one person in the world I never thought could hurt me, the one person who I trusted more than myself. But here I’m today and she’s the one ready to kill me.
Lila:(smiles and spits out blood) How unfortunate.
Megan: (surprised) wipe that rubbish smile of your face, you’re very selfish hope you know that right? you’re already half dead and have nothing more in your life nothing more but death ahead of you, while I very much have my whole career and happiness ahead of me why can’t you just sacrifice your own happiness for me for once and Just die and go to hell already!!!!. After all you don’t deserve any of this.
I looked up at her and said.
Lila: I think I’ve sacrificed enough for you Megan.
Megan:(Scuffed ) just go to hell b**h.
I looked at her with nothing but pain in my eyes , I was astonished of everything that came out of her mouth. Then she dragged me by hair and pulled me up and pushed me towards the door entrance and Bernard just stood there watching her do it. I fell hard to the ground and scraped my knee on the hard ground. I stayed there for few minutes crying.
Bernard: go home Lila and if you don’t want to die keep your mouth shut unless I’ll come for you and kill you myself.
After a hard hit realization my mind flooded with nothing but justice and revenge.
laughing echoing around the room. Then Bernard and Megan turned to look at me, only to meet a dreadful look on my face. I saw the fear that flashed before thier eyes for few minutes and smiled more.
Lila: you’r very funny Bernard , how could I be stupid for so long, my own fiancée actually wants to kill me?? Wow!!! what a suprise But here’s my own surprise sweetheart I will never get married to you, I maybe weak but I’m not stupid I heard all yours plans you where discussing with Megan after you marry me and I’m going to expose you and your horrible family and you Megan I’m going to make your life a living hell because if I go down, you’re all coming with me to hell. I’ll cancel this f**king engagement and marriage.[ laughs] then watch me as I Make all your lives a living hell and destroy the Benjamin family, even tho it kills me I’ll make you all suffer.
I removed the ring on my finger and smiled wickedly and broken at thesame time, I threw it to his face and turned my back and decide to make a run for it, as I ran towards the exit door in a flash of five seconds the last thing I could hear is the fire power of a gun.
